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depersonalization

  1. #1
    Kev African Astronaut
    guys, how do you deal with depersonalization? since my new years escapade i have not been feeling right. nothing feels real, like everything is a dream. im no longer depressed but everything is still unsettling, i feel so eerie and disconnected from the world. i want to just ghost and live in silence but the minute i completely isolate, the depression and irritability kicks back in, yet i have no desire to interact with anyone right now.

    i want this shit to go away and i cant understand why i cant responsibly, reasonably roll once or twice a year without dealing with this while i watch others brag about rolling every 2 weeks for years without problems. what the fuck is wrong with my biology?
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  2. #2
    Robert Mugabe African Astronaut
    Being a child molester will do that to you. I only hope your misery gets worse and you have to kill yourself.

    Haha you're suffering.

    Fag.

    ***unsubscribes**
  3. #3
    plurality is our coping mechanism
  4. #4
    larrylegend8383 Naturally Camouflaged
    It's your soul trying to get your mind to realize you're worthless. Stop being a pussy and check out.
  5. #5
    the little girl Tuskegee Airman
    I have felt this way 24/7 since 2009
  6. #6
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the little girl I have felt this way 24/7 since 2009

    from alcohol?

    fyi trolls, i didnt read posts above this one, this is a topical thread so go fuck yourselves.
  7. #7
    You said how do you.you deal with it and we said plurality was our coping mechanism so dont yell at us
  8. #8
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood You said how do you.you deal with it and we said plurality was our coping mechanism so dont yell at us

    didnt see your post, my bad. do expound.
  9. #9
    the little girl Tuskegee Airman
    Originally posted by Kev from alcohol?

    fyi trolls, i didnt read posts above this one, this is a topical thread so go fuck yourselves.

    I think that and the spine surgery
  10. #10
    Zanick victim of incest [my p.a. supernal goa]
    i don't do anything man i just live that way all the time & it's sort of like being a fish until the angler has you gasping away your last floundering strength
  11. #11
    Zanick victim of incest [my p.a. supernal goa]
    more seriously, find something that elaborates upon your being & keep it handy for when you feel you're not really being so much

    for instance, i come here to express violence & this extends my presence in reality at the cost of zanick number two's lmao
  12. #12
    cigreting Space Nigga
    Almost all e is meth based. You are fucking your brain up is whats obviously happening. Ive never done e so i cant relate
  13. #13
    Zanick victim of incest [my p.a. supernal goa]
    it doesn't have to be something vulgar necessarily; you could reduce this dramatically by doing puzzles if your intuition is native to the exercise
  14. #14
    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Talk to a professional about potential solutions, depersonalization can be a comorbidity in cases of severe depression. And if that's the source, this will not resolve itself readily.
  15. #15
    Zanick victim of incest [my p.a. supernal goa]
    when you can safely bet against your own depersonalization to reduce it, start working for others to have more of it by assaulting the certainty they've enjoyed. a person with very little agency is someone you can step inside of completely to change a life you've never seen before in ways the person would never think for themselves, like charity except it's taking your belongings from another & finding they aren't the same when you get them back. this is why my tongue never stops bleeding. a person should know where it is, in theory, but i'm not entirely a person & shoulds are for morons & not every person does know the first thing about tongues they share with whomever. i digress (it feels like an amphetamine day but i don't think i've had much). you've got to find that which synchronizes your experience of reality with where it's going (you're your becoming) before you get bitten by teeth you believed loyal. this is not a joke op, you're in danger.
  16. #16
    Zanick victim of incest [my p.a. supernal goa]
    pretty sure the guy from counting crows depersonalizes, also
  17. #17
    Originally posted by cigreting Almost all e is meth based. You are fucking your brain up is whats obviously happening. Ive never done e so i cant relate

    meth based? I think what you mean to say is that pressed pills of the drug sold as molly can also contain methamphetamine.

    That's assuming OP was taking pressed pills though which in that case you can't even be sure you even had MDMA in the first place unless it's a well known pill like the royces or purple homers or whatever.
  18. #18
    Robert Mugabe African Astronaut
    On a serious note if this is molly related that is fucked. I use to abuse MDMA fucking hard, especially in my early 20's and have always recovered mentally.

    Just need to eat some healthy brain foods. Blueberries, Omega 3's and get some feel good endorphins flowing - chocolate.
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  19. #19
    MDMA is way worse than meth. You can do meth every day, in fact it's hard not to but if you did that with molly you would get very sick from serotonin poisoning. I have only done it a few times because i'm concerned about the neurotoxicity.

    When I abused it I had all kinds of weird effects like strong headaches and intense mood swings.
  20. #20
    larrylegend8383 Naturally Camouflaged
    Get fucked faggot and every one of you giving this faggot the time of day
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