i’m indebted to self-marketing author james scott bell for teaching me simply to look for the signposts already guiding the story i really want to tell.
oh look, there they are in plain sight. it's funny, the way we struggle with that when we write.
Originally posted by Lanny
Wait, so you pay them money and you can fuck with other users somehow? I'd like it if not for the money grab.
The whole thing was kind of strange. I don't even particularly mind cross promoting forums, people can post on multiple sites or if they find something they like better than more power to them. Showing up and immediately off-topic spamming links to some other site is like taking a shit on our porch.
Kids these days, I tell ya
Something Awful does (did? ) a similar thing where you could pay a few dollars to change someone's avatar or user title,they or somebody else would then have to pay to change it back.
its not as shitty as my shit not too long ago. still feels like its gonna get even more shittier later. need to fast a few days to get this all out of me. shit.
i hope they all are welcoming you with open arms, hearts..be one with them
dove, the abortion girl who googled my handle & found a real michigan abortionist by this name, tattled on my thread confirming this as my identity because i stated that i do live where she said & she hasn't left the state apparently. they've censored the title of my coming clean about it:
i realize that in no way can i claim to be in the right but truly they shouldn't regard that fact because they have no idea. aside from this involving a regular, i think my honesty is more plausible. this is a double standard & a miscarriage of justice, or so i've reported again.
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this
post didn't die in a fire!
oddly i might know what she's talking about, having googled my handle long ago, but it's been a while & i'm not certain
IT DOES> On any forum. it's a big no no and is often honored by all members on almost all BBS. because it becomes a legal issue or potential one for the Admin.
this segue into why I had issues with Jeff. 9/11/01 was a trigger point. 8 years worth.
tl:dr GO FUCK YOURSELF FOR BEING LAZY
Some piece of shit did it to me on totse.com back in 2000. I also got booted by the request of everyone. first to be booted off of totse.com. back then Jeff Hunter was nice to me and even help me get a job by referring me to a temp service. this is how he first black listed me from telling the temp service not to hire me and then from his a'lpha application tracking program he speaks of in his 2007 Dreamforce Speech.
before the 9/11/01 thing, about 2000 or so. I went by and I tried to log onto the dialup and it was still working but no one was using it. I may have saw "Go to totse.com" or just thought of typing it into the URL. I can't remember but I just got DSL in 1999 or 2000 and eventually found my way there at the www forum. when I registered, I got this popup and a conversation with what I thought was Jeff (and in a way it was) until I realized it was repeating itself. then I said "Are you a human" and Jeff popped into another chat window and started talking to me and asking me what i thought of his chat bot. a crude AI he was working on. I said, cool and He said he would allow me to attend his new internet website with my old name (Greenspam). and told me if everyone ganged up on me and requested to boot me that he would have to do so. that I pissed off a lot of people and so did Digital Avatar. but he also said something like "But I can't tell you NOT to make a new name and come back incognito" as letting me know he wanted me to join but just behave.
But everyone ganged up on me and he said "Its time for you to leave, Greenspam" but the faggots played with my account and would post retarded shit in SG forum (or whatever the general forum was). but on that one thread, someone posted my name, my now ex wifes name and address, city, phone number and cell phone number. and I PM Jeff and said "That's an auto boot. and he said "look just fucking do what I told you to do. Most people knew who you were anyways" and I said, but some weirdo cunt might come over and mess with us or worse.
So I just created another account. eventually everyone knew who I was and started saying "don't push your luck" so I had to be extra nice and even be the kicking dog for much of 2000. then things chilled out. I made more respectable posts. tried to find news articals or shit that related to technology I had little knowledge of. but I would find stuff related to UFO and Conspiracy.
the reason I got booted on the dialup was Digital Avatar (An old dialup member as I was) got into a fight. he had 3 friends from totse threaten to kick my ass (since he was a skinny cunt) and I said "Meet me at Concord Sun Valley Mall. they didn't show up at the time we agreed. I was ready to fight all fucking 4 of these punk 18,19,20 whatever age. and right when I was about to leave. the cunts drove up really fast near where I was parked and someone yelled "Think Quick" and threw a balloon full of piss at me but it missed. I could smell what it was and jumped in my car and chased them for about 3 miles but they hooked off the freeway at an offramp the last second.
and went online and told him Im gonna hunt him down and fuck him up. and he and I argued and Jeff saw it as a legal thing and said "I am tired of this. 8 years of this shit" and booted us. thats why I got booted off the Dialup. I was told he never kicked anyone in the 8 years (or 8 years I was on) he had the place maybe 10 years by then. whatever it was. i didn't go on for a couple of years and it was closing when I found his totse.com forum instead.
I also recall him saying he was in the middle of transfering all his shit from the dialup. So Im pretty sure I got in the first month of 2000 or december of 99. I might have a pdf file of the Greenspam I used last time
I was triggered easily back then. most people were. Whatever happened on Zoklet and that behavior that transfered to here would of got half this board kicked off of totse before I got booted. Zoklet seemed like a reckless cunt. I also find it weird seeing some of his post and him dropping the "nigger" word being part black or whatever dark ethnic he was.
