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2020-09-13 at 9:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by WellHung Don't expect all those gorgeous Sunny days like you get in Cali.
It's been an old school Summer here in the bay. Cold, misty, foggy. the very week that our Indian Summer starts; FIRE!
A page out of Bladerunner. it's still smokey. thick fog like smoke. the air quality was 300. normal is 5. maybe 15 for an average city near a busy highway.
I couldn't even leave the window open because air was getting sucked out of our apartment. making it feel like we were breathing under water. I have never experienced this kind of sky in over 5 decades of living here. but the last 3-4 years is a repeat.
I wish I had money and was single just after 2008. I would of moved to Utah and got a nice small house and spread and lived out my life. -
2020-09-13 at 9:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE Go spend some time near your folks bro. You won't regret it homie.
As long as my mom is here, Im the only person she has here. And anything i do is pretty much gonna be permanent. I mean shit...ive put off getting a tattoo because im so indecisive. Granted theres not much life to transplant but itd still be weird. I havent seen anyone in the family in like 15 years. My grandpa is dead, my grandma has dementia in a home. My uncle works nonstop. Havent seen my cousins in 20 years at least, and theyre all married and elsewhere. And ive met my dad twice, myhalf brother n sister once, and Ive never met anyone else from that side of the family. Its just a weird situation.
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2020-09-13 at 9:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER As long as my mom is here, Im the only person she has here. And anything i do is pretty much gonna be permanent. I mean shit…ive put off getting a tattoo because im so indecisive. Granted theres not much life to transplant but itd still be weird. I havent seen anyone in the family in like 15 years. My grandpa is dead, my grandma has dementia in a home. My uncle works nonstop. Havent seen my cousins in 20 years at least, and theyre all married and elsewhere. And ive met my dad twice, myhalf brother n sister once, and Ive never met anyone else from that side of the family. Its just a weird situation.
But yeah i daydream about just selling all my shit and going anyplace else.
You're young. This sounds like a chapter in my own life right now at 54.
My moms in a memory nursing home. half my siblings are dead.
communicated with my dad on the phone but never met him. I talked to him the first time at age 16 until 2 months before he died.
my one sibling I talk to I didn't talk to for 14 years. the other one just wants to live the last of his years spending it with his wife,kid and grandson.
all my friends are dead or places I have no idea. I know a few people were were friends in school but not real close with.
spent two decades in a mental funk.
Hope things get a lot better for you, CASPERThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-09-17 at 3:13 AM UTCDeeply in love with my wife ...
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2020-09-17 at 4:14 AM UTCShe looks dead?
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2020-09-17 at 4:14 AM UTCNvm its the makeup
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2020-09-17 at 4:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER As long as my mom is here, Im the only person she has here. And anything i do is pretty much gonna be permanent. I mean shit…ive put off getting a tattoo because im so indecisive. Granted theres not much life to transplant but itd still be weird. I havent seen anyone in the family in like 15 years. My grandpa is dead, my grandma has dementia in a home. My uncle works nonstop. Havent seen my cousins in 20 years at least, and theyre all married and elsewhere. And ive met my dad twice, myhalf brother n sister once, and Ive never met anyone else from that side of the family. Its just a weird situation.
But yeah i daydream about just selling all my shit and going anyplace else.
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2020-09-17 at 10:14 AM UTCI like hot black womenThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-09-17 at 11:16 AM UTCI canāt take much more sadness in my life. Iām at my sadness limitš„ŗ
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2020-09-17 at 11:25 AM UTCYou should kill yourself.
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2020-09-17 at 11:27 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-09-17 at 11:33 AM UTCsympathetic
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2020-09-17 at 12:48 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-09-17 at 12:57 PM UTC
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2020-09-17 at 1:28 PM UTCIn 2020 we vaporise our marjuoints
