2020-07-24 at 10:54 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
So today was very hot and after dropping off a worker I went to a store ans bought 2 bottles of iced tea and drove down an old service road to where there are atv trails, just to be in the woods. It was a weird day, a friend of mines mother died and an immediate family member was in a traffic accident where their vehicle (bike) was destroyed but they made off with just a broken toe. A few other weird interactions and I felt I had to retreat into the woods where it was cool and peaceful.
Well I went what I felt was sufficiently far enough away from people, then collapsed in the heat and when my right hand hit something wet I thought that was weird. Well I turned my head to look at what I just fell on and it was a little green frog I had disturbed in the shade. I felt like an asshole for hurting the frog (although he was able to hop away quickly afterwards, hopefully unscathed) and intruding into his territory. I had a 20 minute or so nap there, then when I came to and walked back an ATV came by and I stared at him hard for rolling through frog land like he owned it.
Anyways, I really feel the need to retreat from society, I feel the freedom from that would make me happy. I sent money today to a friend who is hitchhiking across half of Canada (right into conception bay) and I envy his freedom. I have so many moving parts in my life I need to simplify things for the sake of my mental health. I really do need more of some things to but definitely less pills and leeches and toxicity and more Love, creativity and freedom. This isnt what I fought for is it? Can I trade this weighted emptiness for anything? Ill throw in a buncha useless dongs and dopes too, make me an offer
2020-07-24 at 11:01 PM UTC
did u happen to fuck a nigger?
2020-07-24 at 11:02 PM UTC
That's what I'd rather do, be in the forest. Stuck in an urban hell hole full of the DUMBEST people on the planet
And it's blazing hot 9/10 of the year
2020-07-25 at 12:04 AM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
I grabbed a chipmunk by the tail today,, he freaked out and when he got traction he left the last half inch of his tail skin between my fingers,, I felt real bad for him but apparently its a safety meconism they have the can let the hide fall off like a liserd
2020-07-25 at 12:07 AM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
bet me nigger,, 20 bucks and ill tell ya how slick I am
2020-07-25 at 12:09 AM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
rick caught a bird today also,, nigga we wild motherfuckers,, end of the country just means free pussy and food for rick n I
2020-07-25 at 12:10 AM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
he caught one yesterday also
2020-07-25 at 1:40 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by POLECAT
rick caught a bird today also,, nigga we wild motherfuckers,, end of the country just means free pussy and food for rick n I
That sounds so deliverance
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2020-07-25 at 3:04 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I messaged an ex girlfriend to apologize to her and she said it took me a long time to "man up" and she was using me for sex, then she sent me pictures of a tattoo she got today and said her boss caught her on the phone so she had to stop. I messaged this other girl asking what she was up to but I just ended up shitposting about how important daydreaming is and how opiates facilitate dreaming so she thinks I'm a junkie piece of shit so I feel I gave her an accurate sudo experience. My baby momz is being distant and weird and I try to help her but it just makes her hate me more.
Anyone want to pray for me? It literally hurts for me to physically pray so I just try to be conscious of the world we live in. I Love extracting introspective conversations from people who aren't typically introspective.
2020-07-25 at 3:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo
My life is no more horrible than life itself. I have brief beautiful transcendent moments on the daily and I'm never really bored or wanting for anything physical. I'm pretty blessed all things considered, I just wish my mental health was better
Aren't you a deadbeat loser who's wife and children abandoned you.
And you spend your time sexting a psychologically 15 year old on the net.
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2020-07-25 at 3:47 AM UTC
I may be socially isolated, but thanks for making me feel good.
2020-07-25 at 4:11 AM UTC
You said your wifr left you and you have to pay child support.
And almost a year ago you sent me a series of pms where you went into detail about how you would have sex with me.
You're a very unstable and depraved person
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