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  1. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Not gonna say much about that above as I haven't ever felt your pain. If I could I would dude. You really hit the nail on the head. Shit sucks...and not just all years of drinking talking something deep down inside me is very much murky and askew.. its not any one particular emotion driving this its a bunch but hard to pinpoint and keep a hold on long enough for me to hammer it down and away. so fleeting they are and life is. I don't know always thought suicide wasn't in the cards...always looked to the booze or something to say fuck no to that shit OR i would think about it and back away like a worthless bitch at the last second. Now I just don't know...the misery and darkness seem to be or have taken over. The Abyss staring at me...wanting to devour me at any second. Maybe its just depression or something else. Seems like just darker than better days ahead. The Grim Reaper right behind me ready to run me off the highway and I crash...as I take my last breaths of air he scythes the headeth right off and I no more.

    hopefully that whole reincarnation thing is really real and i come back as a more happy go lucky son of a bitch or bastard. maybe come back a s a woman maybe life will be easier. Ugh I don't wanna come back as an animal though they suffer too much in life. Maybe I will come back to just haunt people as myself that might be good for some shits and giggles!

    Any ways I'm gonna buy us some rounds Casper and tell life to fuck right off for a bit. Maybe becomes looters maybe killers..Cheers. Oh if anyone else joins us bring you us a bottle or two...and whatever drugs. We're going live like Devils like in Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas and straight to HELL!!
  2. Headspin Houston
    Quick question. Is the hydro you guys are referring to Hydrocodone... or was it Hydropomorphone or something...?
  3. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Headspin Quick question. Is the hydro you guys are referring to Hydrocodone… or was it Hydropomorphone or something…?

    Hydromorphone was a user. An older white woman living with her husband in Florida. MexicanMasterRace (§m£ÂgØL) hitchiked from Illinois to have sex with her and her husband, took a lot of drugs with them, found out she lived in hoarder conditions, had her pull a gun on him, and then she got pregnant and told him he was the father. She later became a junkie and homeless prostitute.

    In other words it was hilarious and a good time was had by all.
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  4. Headspin Houston
    Originally posted by CASPER Hydromorphone was a user. An older white woman living with her husband in Florida. MexicanMasterRace (§m£ÂgØL) hitchiked from Illinois to have sex with her and her husband, took a lot of drugs with them, found out she lived in hoarder conditions, had her pull a gun on him, and then she got pregnant and told him he was the father. She later became a junkie and homeless prostitute.

    In other words it was hilarious and a good time was had by all.

    No shit... I always pictured hydro as an older gentleman. They always had a pretty good knowledge of drugs as far as u can remember.
  5. Casper didn't even mention the 12 dogs or the macaw, or jumping a barbed wire fence naked on acid, or her jumping out of cars, or pulling her own hair out in Wal-Mart, or, or, orrr
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  6. Octavian motherfucker
    Oh my God guys I'm actually quite annoyed that fucking bitch has "ghosted" me. I'm more angry at myself in hindsight. I'm too self centered, then when I push people away I feel rejection. I honestly shouldn't care cause I've not embarrassed myself or sent one single message.

    Fucking bitch.
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  7. Originally posted by Octavian Oh my God guys I'm actually quite annoyed that fucking bitch has "ghosted" me. I'm more angry at myself in hindsight. I'm too self centered, then when I push people away I feel rejection. I honestly shouldn't care cause I've not embarrassed myself or sent one single message.

    Fucking bitch.

    I recently did this too. Just totally ruined an opportunity for no reason

    Idk why even. Im so tired
  8. Headspin Houston
    Im... kind of enjoying the fact that my Hydro bubble got bursted.
  9. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Casper didn't even mention the 12 dogs or the macaw, or jumping a barbed wire fence naked on acid, or her jumping out of cars, or pulling her own hair out in Wal-Mart, or, or, orrr

    Yeah it was the seriously abbreviated version
  10. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Casper didn't even mention the 12 dogs or the macaw, or jumping a barbed wire fence naked on acid, or her jumping out of cars, or pulling her own hair out in Wal-Mart, or, or, orrr

    I know the feels. I had sex with hydrogen peroxide laced macaws when I was high on acid in the walmart parking lot and yes there was a sea otter and yes, I enjoyed it.
  11. CandyRein Black Hole
    Eggs !

    Let’s About eggs!
  12. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by CandyRein Eggs !

    Let’s About eggs!

    How long have u been using?
  13. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Yeah man When's the first time you layed ?
  14. Headspin Houston
    I'm fucking up Casper.
  15. Headspin Houston
    I almost feel nauseous in anticipation.
  16. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Be gentle
  17. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Wut u do faggit?
  18. Headspin Houston
    Ordered black and white. Hopefully he just forgets about me. Unfortunately I always hook him up proper when he deals with me though, and hes on the street so I doubt he will.
  19. Octavian motherfucker
    Okay mate
  20. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Headspin Ordered black and white. Hopefully he just forgets about me. Unfortunately I always hook him up proper when he deals with me though, and hes on the street so I doubt he will.

    Ah. Arent you still on probation? As much id like to get fucked up and melt away into something other than the grinding poppimg ball of fat and fire and pain i am right now, the prospect of getting sucked back in to that whole fucked up tornado and losing another 13 years scares the shit out of me.

    Take that for what its worth. It took a lot of work to get you where you are now. Being able to be there for people n stuff.
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