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2020-05-29 at 3:08 AM UTC
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2020-05-29 at 3:23 AM UTC
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2020-05-29 at 3:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist I don’t remember that post. I went back 5 pages and couldn’t find it. Could ya help a sista out?
You can click on the arrow next to your name in the quoted text of yours that I replied to and it'll take you to that very post.
Anyway you wont get it I just had to say it. My former username on zoklet was mmmmmmmQuestions and you just happened to post seven m's. That's the whole bit. -
2020-05-29 at 3:27 AM UTCUgh. I guess FRALALALALALALLALAALA ALREADY FUCKING EXPLAINED IT FUUCKKThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-29 at 3:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by Technologist Is there anything you can do? A friend you could call? Sounds troublesome.
Her husband is on it, hopefully, she said shes talking to him right now and will call me back. She loves that man to death, and there isnt anyone else in the world I think treats her more proper. Like honestly no one is good enough for my baby sister, except this dude. That's saying a lot. Only issue is he is mexican, and in their culture they dont have the best grasp on the concept of mental illness. I'm worried he won't know how to handle it properly. Luckily, I have plenty of experience and I'm going to use all my brotherly powers to convince her to get her ass checked in somewhere. Apparently this had been building up for a while. She takes psych meds and uses frequently, mostly drinking and pot but recently she did shrooms and acid and I'm wondering if those trips influenced her somehow to feel more strongly about things.
Originally posted by CASPER That fucking man. She have any family or friends closer?
If im gonna kill myself though, i certainly wouldnt tell anyone about it though. Then theyd just take my guns and put me on an observational hold and thats fukcing lame.
Ah well she called me calmed down, I guess she quit her job because she this whole thing is about her feeling like she hasn't had a break in 7 years with school and work. She works in a hospital as a surgical technician, and it's very demanding on her.
Shes home now with her hubby, said she would call me in the morning. Honestly I'm glad she quit, fuck a job that shit ksnt worth killing yourself over. She wants to spend more time with her daughter and stuff. They are supposed to come out here in July with my mom... haven't seen them in forever man, I want to meet my niece so bad.
She said she would get sober with me... shes done it before, and that was when she was at her best. I'm going to keep encouraging her to quit partying and step up to life with me. -
2020-05-29 at 4:09 AM UTCAbout to light some candles and run a bubble bath..I’m getting sleepy...
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2020-05-29 at 5:27 AM UTC*snuggles under covers*
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2020-05-29 at 6:03 AM UTCwatching some horror anthology on netflix called XX..
not bad...making me sleepy is the key hereThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-29 at 6:49 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-05-29 at 7:06 AM UTCSounds inferior
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2020-05-29 at 7:07 AM UTCi layed down in bed and put a jacket over me for a blanket bc all the blankets got kicked onto the floor and are prolly itchynow. Slept for 2 hours and now im awake again yayyyy.
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2020-05-29 at 7:09 AM UTC
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2020-05-29 at 7:14 AM UTCI think its just me. Or lack of meds. I was putting myself to sleep each night with heroin and ativan for 13 years. I dont FEEL like in in withdrawals from the methadone, but i probably am, and thats probably why my sleep is messed up. Or the testosterone can do it too apparently. Maybe i should ask for something. Melatonin doesnt seem to work.
Why u awake brotha? -
2020-05-29 at 7:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I think its just me. Or lack of meds. I was putting myself to sleep each night with heroin and ativan for 13 years. I dont FEEL like in in withdrawals from the methadone, but i probably am, and thats probably why my sleep is messed up. Or the testosterone can do it too apparently. Maybe i should ask for something. Melatonin doesnt seem to work.
Why u awake brotha?
I have to wake up really early in the morning to sneak into the exercise Room, work out, and finish before management arrives in the morning. A couple hours is usurped by drinking 5 cups of coffee , also.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-05-29 at 7:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I think its just me. Or lack of meds. I was putting myself to sleep each night with heroin and ativan for 13 years. I dont FEEL like in in withdrawals from the methadone, but i probably am, and thats probably why my sleep is messed up. Or the testosterone can do it too apparently. Maybe i should ask for something. Melatonin doesnt seem to work.
Why u awake brotha?
ur doing a great job. -
2020-05-29 at 7:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by WellHung I have to wake up really early in the morning to sneak into the exercise Room, work out, and finish before management arrives in the morning. A couple hours is usurped by drinking 5 cups of coffee , also.
At least u have a routine. Thats more than most people can stay. If i lived nearby id stay up to work out with you a couple times a week and then sleep till 11 bc i need my beauty rest. You should hit up master blaster hes in ur neck of the woods and a real mans man kinda chap. -
2020-05-29 at 7:25 AM UTC
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2020-05-29 at 7:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER At least u have a routine. Thats more than most people can stay. If i lived nearby id stay up to work out with you a couple times a week and then sleep till 11 bc i need my beauty rest. You should hit up master blaster hes in ur neck of the woods and a real mans man kinda chap.
We tried to arrange a meeting a long time ago. Both of us just frustrated each other in our attempts. I didn't care for his personality, and I think the feeling is mutual. Frankly, I wish it were you that lived so close to me. ur the one I'm intrested in. -
2020-05-29 at 7:26 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Thanks bro, Doesnt feel like im doing much of anything. Feels like i got hit by a bus and flung onto a hamster wheel, but im trying to be grateful for stuff. My brain is just kinda fucky.
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You're such a kind-hearted young man. ur a really good guy with lots of potential. A woman would be priviledged to have you. -
2020-05-29 at 7:45 AM UTCur such a faggot mat
