2020-04-26 at 4:31 PM UTC
Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0
I already plan on killing myself.
Life is boring and shitty and I have no desire to go on and another thing … I really DO NOT want to be an adult.
Someday I'm going to look into the mirror and any symbolence of youth will be gone and what will be in my reflection will be an old man and that is NOT ME.
I'm not joking when I say I'm transaged, I'm literally the same person I was as a 15 - 17 year old, that's me and that is who I will always be so that's another reason I plan on killing myself.
I'm not lazy, I really cannot function on my own and idk if I was born this way or if it was the bicycle accident, I have always had issues but I have super abilities for certain things, like some form of autism idk.
I live right next to a railroad with active trains that pass by two times a day, I might jump in front of it idk.
I do know that I want my suicide to be quick and painless so it has to be instant, would being crushed by a train work?
A very good friend of mine jumped in front of a cement truck after being drafted and serving in Korea during Viet Nam. It didn't kill him but did turn him into a quadriplegic with very little arm movement in a wheelchair. They initially had him sandwiched in a special bed with webbing so he could be "flipped" to prevent bed sores. He lasted twenty years or so outside of the hospital and learned computers for the government before he couldn't take it any more. He successfully hung himself off of his wheelchair. He called me the night before to say goodbye but I didn't realize it at the time as I was too involved in my own divorce and an ex dying of AIDS.
Do you want this to be your future? Get some help, son.
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2020-04-26 at 4:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by admiral ponse butt stuffins
you sound like all the other sexual conquests ive had. talking all brave and proud about how talented you allegedly are but when it comes down to it, before i finish youd be running off crying about how your entire pelvic region is never going to be functional again.
no...NO PRIDE. JUST RAGE,....... little being.........I'll lift you up over my head, throw you, and impale you onto a prickly pear cactus, and slowly eat your face off in front of a nice fire.
Why are you such a coward. I DO believe you're getting angry. good. now put it to good use motherfucker. LIKE STL1 SAID... you might live through your "train wreck".... I didn't have to write that post, he did it for me. *raises glass to stl1*
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2020-04-26 at 5:27 PM UTC
so.....................you're gonna jump into a train with a hard dick??? lmfao.....
you're ruled by your emotions and hard-on.... rule with your brain. you obviously have one.
back to work for me. good luck.
2020-04-26 at 5:40 PM UTC
Yeah I know a one armed tranny with no legs because she tried to get ran over by a train and survived
2020-04-26 at 7:03 PM UTC
Explains a lot!
You want me to smack her for ya?
2020-04-26 at 8:45 PM UTC
-SpectraL
coward
[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0
I was riding a bike with broken brakes, went down a concrete hill and I couldn't stop so I fell off the bike and landed face first onto the concrete.
I was paralyzed and in a state of shock but I realized that if I didn't squrim my way out of that state I would be stuck in it forever so I shook myself out and rolled over crying/screaming for help.
A grown man walked right by me and didn't do a single thing and my piece of shit friends slowly walked over to pick me up and help me back to their house.
Not a single person even took what I went through seriously … I went a couple years being unable to walk normally, my right leg was unable to stretch out because I had broken my ACL, but my stupid bitch mother kept telling me I just sprained it "it's just a sprain it's just a sprain!!" "But mom it's been a year and I still cant' stretch my leg out".
I really … FUCKING HATE that miserably stupid infantile braindead bitch and I REGRET everyday that she had to be my mother.
It's bad enough I have a soulless father who never tried to contact me (even worse because he does all this charity work and pretends to be this wonderful neighborly man everyone loves) but I also have to live with a soulless retard mother.
I have no one
My one friend I do have is an asshole and I don't really have anything in common with him
The only people I do have are my cats so I'll stick around long enough for them but once they pass away I'm going to kill myself one way or another, whether it be assisted suicide or jumping in front of a bus or train.
You're obviously taking drugs. No wise person would make such a decision while under the influence of drugs. First, they would get off the drugs and THEN reassess the situation without the influence. If they were totally free of the drugs, with no dependency left, and they still wanted to go ahead with it, sure, but only a born idiot would let
drugs make such a final and important decision like that.
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2020-04-26 at 8:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER
wuuuuuuuuuuuut
tl;re
If this is who I think it is ... he is one of the most incredible humans on the planet.
I would be shocked if it was him though .. but I believe it is.
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2020-04-26 at 9:11 PM UTC
Disclaimer: I posted in this thread solely responding to the title, and before I read the contents of this thread
This thread broke my heart string in many ways
2020-04-26 at 9:34 PM UTC
lol. aliterate being someone who just refuses to read shit. Starts approaching a stop sign, yells NOPE NOT TODAY, averts his gays and rolls through the intersection
2020-04-26 at 9:37 PM UTC
Right below the steering wheel. Theyre not allowed to talk to anyone or be seen.
2020-04-26 at 9:41 PM UTC
yes......that would be....unfortunate.
2020-04-27 at 7:47 AM UTC
Im often shocked at me too.
Wait who am i?
i just want to hear someone else say it
