2020-04-13 at 7:40 PM UTC
I think unless I conquer my demons, I will forever be in a habitual state of rise & fail.
I mean, if not for the rise I would most definitely be worm food. I come from a well off family, but I've never felt "accepted". I want some individualaity, most definitely maturity. My psyche has been damaged growing up with contemporaries whose parents give them everything.
My grandparents are loaded, but my father, being the pride filled dick head; chose to carve a name for himself. Granted, our family in our home town/ village are most respected; but I feel my upbringing should have been in some way better given I grew up in a low income shit hole just cause of my father's pride.
Like, WTF?
My father was the chad of the school, why not bring his family up in the same luxury he had?
No
I had to suffer the indignity of baseborn faggots mocking me in school, when my progenitors fucking ruled their piece of shit families?
Urgh
I'm due a massive inheritance but like my dick head father I want to EARN that feeling. I want my own LEGACY!
2020-04-13 at 7:47 PM UTC
Being an incel ain't easy
2020-04-13 at 7:50 PM UTC
My parents are well off. I still had a shitty childhood. If your household has money you kind of lose track of the value of a dollar, or a pound in your case. I wish i grew up poor sometimes. Maybe i would be more motivated to get money, fuck bitches. I mean i have a decent job. But I can't seem to appreciate the good things i got going for me though.
Also if you really are bipolar, that's rough.
I don't know man, i don't really feel like posting my life story at the moment. So instead, i'll ask you how this relates to psychoanalysis.
2020-04-13 at 7:52 PM UTC
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Womenz are kinda universally self-serving, so... no... Nobody is ever going to find love.
The best we can hope for is some second helpings on a tired old bitch who has given up on the cock carousel and wants to settle down.
Personally, I'm just gonna end up drinking myself to death, tbqh.
2020-04-13 at 8:10 PM UTC
frala
Avant garde shartist
Yes you will find love, but you won't find it living how you currently live or blaming your father or your past. Nobody accomplishes anything but absolute misery that way. Best thing you can do is forget it all and move on. Contrary to popular belief, women are attracted to emotional intelligence and stability.
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2020-04-13 at 8:12 PM UTC
frala
Avant garde shartist
Originally posted by gadzooks
too optimistic; didn't read
Oh trust me, I know your outlook on women/relationships lol.
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2020-04-13 at 8:23 PM UTC
lol at fags who actually believe in a female "loving" you. Unless you are her offspring no woman will ever love you, she will only love what you can offer her
2020-04-13 at 8:24 PM UTC
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Actually yeah come to think of it, I'm probably just being unnecessarily dickish.
Most of my personal experience is shitty.
YMMV, tho.
2020-04-13 at 8:34 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Maybe you will find a hawt bitter chick with daddy issues too but you had better start acting like a father or she's going to see right through you and go for someone more upright and stable.
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2020-04-13 at 8:41 PM UTC
Too drunk to read just saw some girl havin' anova mahn's kid?
U a cuck old' son?
😂😂😂
2020-04-13 at 8:42 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
You have some very fortunate things going for you but like so many others you're a massive underachiever. You'd probably slay at corporate culture if you could be assed. I bet it would feel fucking amazing to earn shit yourself, which is probably the same way your father felt.
I've mostly had to pay my own way through life but my parents did help me out at times with non financial things. Those are really much more important in my mind. Take an inventory of your life, your skills and what you want and how to get there. With proper focus you can certainly get there
2020-04-13 at 8:50 PM UTC
frala
Avant garde shartist
Somebody has to be a man and take care of the kids who aren't being taken care of. Thank goodness for guys like Sudo.