2020-03-08 at 2:47 AM UTC
Yeah he couldve at least said “chill on the bananas and dont take potassium supplements”. But whatever. Ill concede most people are fucking retarded. The fact that most here are of above avg intelligence is kinda an anomaly.
2020-03-08 at 4:51 AM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
my gf has said multiple times I live off pills prayer and shwarmas and it makes me think my lifestyle isnt so bad and yet Im addicted to drugs and constantly risk my freedom
2020-03-08 at 4:56 AM UTC
Googled shawarmas, thought it sounded just like a gyro.
Read further and found out I was wrong.
Learned something new today.
2020-03-08 at 5:08 AM UTC
Lol. Have u ever tried googling how not to be a queef ?
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2020-03-08 at 5:20 AM UTC
DTE
You know I won’t argue with you. I don’t like to be mean to the mentally handicapped. Run along now, you’ll be OK!👌
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2020-03-08 at 5:36 AM UTC
Currently waiting fo egg my chicken shawarma and falafel kebab plate.
I just shared at my meeting. I told everyone I was on methadone. I told them I cooked up a shot a couple weeks ago just to smell it, try to remember what it felt like to be happy and numb and at peace.
I just kinda dont give a fuck what anyone thinks about me anymore. I'm doing this for ME. And I know what I feel. For the first time in my life I'm not trying to bullshit anyone. So they can either roll with it or suvk my dick.
But I feel good.
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2020-03-09 at 12:02 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Glad you feel good ^
Over 6 days now. Officially the longest I've gone without the alcohol in Idk exactly but definitely over a year. No raging. Not feeling much as I am whenever sober but I sometimes would fake a smile or some shit like that to feign interest in whatever was going on. Not much going on with the feels. Not really more active either...I get out a few hrs a day but thats about it. I don't FEEL like getting out more than that. I sleep a couple hours more a day or night...sometimes nap during the day. Not really enthuased about much. My online time is a lil up too. Ugh I guess its been worth it so far. Maybe I need to just keep on trucking and hopefully I feel an abundance of emotion soon. Unless I'm a robot and don't even know it.
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2020-03-09 at 7:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs
Glad you feel good ^
Over 6 days now. Officially the longest I've gone without the alcohol in Idk exactly but definitely over a year. No raging. Not feeling much as I am whenever sober but I sometimes would fake a smile or some shit like that to feign interest in whatever was going on. Not much going on with the feels. Not really more active either…I get out a few hrs a day but thats about it. I don't FEEL like getting out more than that. I sleep a couple hours more a day or night…sometimes nap during the day. Not really enthuased about much. My online time is a lil up too. Ugh I guess its been worth it so far. Maybe I need to just keep on trucking and hopefully I feel an abundance of emotion soon. Unless I'm a robot and don't even know it.
fuck yeah dude! This is the point when you should reallyget involved in doing ANYTHING theraputic if you want it to stick
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2020-03-10 at 5:14 PM UTC
Dregs
African Astronaut
[that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
Yeah I gotta get into something like that soon. Slept over 12 hours and only got up once...thats highly unusual for me. I mean it felt great and all beyond well rested but I can't get into that sleep is the answer either. A few days a week is cool but can't be an every day thing. Other than that feeling better in ways that hard to describe. Usually a very edgy fuckstain...always been that way but every day feeling less and less that. I can actually listen to people without switching them off midstream...and its easy for me to shut people off but now finding I want to hear what the fuck they are saying.
Not bad in just a week. Yeah but gonna have to find things that will help on this long journey. I can't drop the ball again...I seriously know the other side of me will never try this again. That other side has to be extinguished for good.
2020-03-10 at 10:05 PM UTC
Hey guize I'm back. Just needed time to sort my head out. I was so very close to doing myself in, the day before I was planning to my mum had the police kick my front door through. My phone was off and she must have got the feeling something was a miss. I've been clean for a good few weeks and feel amazing albeit still unemployed. All the job offers are yet out of reach. There is one however that requires a bus & train. Just going to bite the bullet and go for it.
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2020-03-10 at 10:57 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Octavian
Hey guize I'm back. Just needed time to sort my head out. I was so very close to doing myself in, the day before I was planning to my mum had the police kick my front door through. My phone was off and she must have got the feeling something was a miss. I've been clean for a good few weeks and feel amazing albeit still unemployed. All the job offers are yet out of reach. There is one however that requires a bus & train. Just going to bite the bullet and go for it.
That's fucking awesome. Your moms your guardian angel in that scenario for sure
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2020-03-12 at 9:52 PM UTC
So apparently my xrays showed i have arthritis. Fucking gay.
2020-03-13 at 7:24 AM UTC
Dietary changes can really help.
2020-03-13 at 7:32 AM UTC
Yeah. Ive lost weight lately and i am eating better. Its just depressing to imagine this is all as good as it gets. That handfuls of Nsaids and a stiff upper lip is all i can do. But i start physical therapy on the 31st so idk ill see i guess.
Trying to get my shit together but the consequences of my choices keep popping up at really inconvenient times,
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