well fuuuuuuuuuuukkk
i called my doctor this morning asking if she still wanted to put me on naltrexone but she was busy.. then she called me like 5 minutes after i ate a wheede gummy asking me to come in and pop a UAy... im completely clean from everything else rn though is the thing, and had no wheede in my system either. i could tell she was kinda pissed that my neuro is keeping me on max dose ROGABBARDZORZ even though I made her put me on it to be begin with lol cos in her voicemail she went
UUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHH UHHH UH UHHHH... UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UUUHHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHH every other word was UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but she's not dumb, she's really smart for an NP she's just kinda weird. I would have weird sex with her maybe, she has a weird nose and acts really weird so maybe she's not mad idk
well now i pretty much have to change my mind and tell her i dont want it (again) which will look suspicious (again) but the only reason i was asking about it was because she told me i have to try naltrexone before i can do suboxone.. but to be honest i dont want to do either one anymore. suboxone sounds appealing at first but those clinics are a nightmare i imagine and i have to cut back my gabbz some. im not welfare'd enough to have time or desire to go into the clinic for an hour a day to get my subs that i dont really want in the first place. Also i only imagine they do frequent drug testing there which would probably be a good thing tbqh but seriously fuck suboxone. I want it but I don't.
the Crouton is more expensive and definitely weaker (not that that's a bad thing), and it has naltrexone built into it if you take enough which is kind of neat. The more you take the less drugs you desire because it puts you in a headspace that feels dysphoric yet anti-addictive, but unlike naltrexone and suboxone you can still get high on other opiates which makes it better than those govt cuck drugs. pills are gay, the only opiates anyone should do are Crouton and morphine
O WAIT
FUK
brain kicked in for a minute
I'll can just say that I took cbd oil for pain and insomnia which actually can make you pop hot. she might not buy it if it's quantitative but probably wont care either. then i can get naltrexone anyway and add it to the stash
im not really sober even though im sober am i
people here like to shit on me and say "DUURR HURR CRAKHED CRAKHED!! !!" even though it's the same goddamned thing as cocaine which is the "rich ppl high class celebrity" drug. it's bullshit that they call the exact same equivalent thing the scourge of the earth homeless people drug that makes you a bad person for doing. It's really rich coming from them and it's really just ignorant and closed minded conservative thinking tbqh fam