recently i started working with this guy who seems kind of like a normie but also weird as fuck and the first time i met him i was possibly a lil delusional and i thought for sure this dudes tweaking because he's like 40 and said he spent a bunch of time basically homeless but traveling around the country and then ended up working at some horse show or something like that for a decade before coming back. because i initially perceived him as such a weirdo i immediately started trying to figure out what kind of music he listens to so i kept playing things like primus and asking him if he like certain bands or styles of music but nothing i brought up he actually liked. he likes some weird indie shit though that he played and it was alright.
anyways so it was sort of antagonizing me because i have no way to understand this type of person so i kept asking him if he likes certain music for 3 weeks straight and annoyed the shit out of him to the point i can tell he doesn't like me (but who needs ppl with shit taste anyways lol) but yesterday i figured he probably likes modest mouse because he kind of seems like someone who would be around indie rednecks or something and modest mouse is objectively good so i asked him and he said he not only does not like modest mouse, he DISLIKES THEM. like he thinks they're shit, which i cannot understand at all. i could understand someone saying they just don't like them or don't listen to them because they do have kind of a weird sound, but i don't think i've met anyone else ever in my life who is just like "yea that band sucks"
so finally i just did what i always do when someone doesn't like me and pretended to not even notice and just be obnoxiously friendly and just was like "well since our music tastes seem to be mutually exclusive we should start a band together and make a style of music the world has never heard before" and hes just like "uhh..yea.." lmao
but yea if you think modest mouse isn't talented it just means you have shit taste
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being an artist, that is, someone who conveys the supreme quality of the esthetic image as itis first conceived in their mind, is not a choice. i view anyone who has a compulsion or otherwise spends a ridiculous amount of time creating something that will convey an intense emotion or memory, or something that will help people in some way as an artist. these people are either born with this trait or something happens to you to make you anxious and weird and sometimes mean and angry and sad and anxious and sleep and they make you stick knives and needles in your arms. but not all angsty weird people are artists either, some of them are just junkies. those kinds of people are usually content just doing their drug of choice and then doing something really dumb people do like watch family guy for 12 hours or just keep talking and never shut up and nothing makes sense.
there aren't many happy artists though, most of them are impostors and their art fucking sucks. anyway, this girl i work with is a total fucking normie, but since it's the "popular" thing to do with her younger crowd she goes to festivals and "drops acid" (like half a tab) or "does mushrooms" (1.2 g) and she dresses up in elaborate costumes for these festivals and stuff and dresses kind of eccentrically and is one of those people that like always puts their hand on you unnecessarily when they talk to you. plus she drinks alcohol and smokes weed so today i was high at work and for some reason we were talking and i called her a fucking normie and she got pissed and was like I CANT BELIEVE YOU JUST SAID THAT but it's true. i can see into her future, 5 years from now she will be happily married with some faggot living at the top of yuppie hill in goddamn downtown, married and drug free and only has friends over for drinks.so i called her a fucking normie again and she called me a weirdo and i was like well look at my name lol.
but all this leads me back to the point. there is something special about an artists life or conscious, it is unique, different to most people who only seem to consume, and that quality is fuckin golden. its worth more than ANYTHING. worth more than sex, worth more than being rich, worth more than showing off to your fancy fake friends, worth more than having 200 african kids on another continent working for your comfort while you fuckin rack up money at the mall. while you are being shown what to consume and how to feel about it, the artist is continuously perturbed and anxious. it may take them many decades of suffering and practice before they finally (if they ever do) discover their method of bringing new art to the world.
people can also transition in and out of this state. factors like health and substance use can effect it dramatically and unpredictably.
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No only the Persian ones from my 3 visits the % of cultivated bush to bare or unruly is about 87% well manicured shrubbery. Stop projecting son.
thats not how percentages work you fucking nimrod
and you can't just say "projecting!" and have it be true, especially after that stupid ass american pie bullshit you just said in your last post. its pretty obvious when someone starts taking on that tone and uses phrases like "lots of vagina available" that they are attempting to overcompensate for something, because men who have had sex know that there are things you have to do to get it (not trying to imply any manipulation here, just that people generally do other things together before they have sex, even if it is just one night at a bar chatting.) so when someone overtly attempts to make it sound like fucking girls is just as simple as going to the grocery store and grabbing a couple, we know it's bullshit because thats just not how it works. granted you may have the occasional slutty exception to this, but i know that you are not good looking/rich/whatever enough for that type of attitude to just arise naturally in you because so many girls want you. so it must be fake.
also i bet you have fucked like at least twice as many girls as me, and i'm fine with that because you probably fuck whatever nasty monday night football whores are at the local brewpub after the game every thursday and thats not really my style
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they started cracking down on headshops and that sort of thing selling nitrous so you can only get it at food places. i think i've only bought nitrous from there 3 or 4 times, but tonight, she recognized me, and just said "how many?" which i was grateful for because i was rolling moderately hard and didn't want to have to go through the whole "yea i make whip cream as a hobby" schpiel again. last time i was in there buying it they were like "can you believe people get high off this stuff?" and im standing there in a tie dye sweatshirt looking so stoned i can barely keep my eyes open like "nope, never heard of it"
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