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  1. her pussy like a rat trap
  2. Originally posted by aldra Yeah I tried tapentadol once, it's similar to tramadol but 'wrong' in a way that's hard to explain.

    i want crooked tramadol
  3. want
  4. Originally posted by DietPiano Stf sploo yoy were on a quater g of zoloft, of course you didn't feel shit.

    and the doctor is over time putting me on 0mg zoloft quarter gram clomipramine because its actually does something
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    so quik
  6. i dont want to read a garbage bin (schizophrenia)

    your brain has too many microorganisms that are alive and damaging your ability to form rational thoughts
  7. i like how these collections of events have a distinct feeling to them

    rhabdotripping

    influenzatripping
  8. Originally posted by aldra

    lollll i just realized the green background of the picture is the matrix
  9. what does rhabdo feel like
    this is what i get when i google "rhabdo the clown"


  10. getting hallucinogenic highs on pills that cause cockroach swarm levels of disgust when swallowing is a very clear path towards fucking up brain

    do what i did, eat horrid tasting 1$ bottles of generic mucinex pills daily for 6 months and tell me you dont have roaches trying to eat your brain 24/7
  11. guafinesin is a substance that will make you want to vomit just by tasting it. i dared roshambo to chew a mucinex pill once and he puked into a toilet 7 times while making exorcism/frog birth sounds that he sent me audio recordings of. it is literally the worst tasting thing i have ever ingested. even having it touch my tongue for 5 seconds to swallow the handful of pill has made me vomit many, many times before.
  12. Originally posted by aldra

    this is the exact brand of dollar store cough syrup i used to chug when i was addicted lol. when i would eat the dollar store mucinex pills with guafinesin in it, it was the worst tasting thing ever and made me want to vomit swallowing 5 of the pills at a time before tripping. it was so disgusting to eat dollar store mucinex that on my bundy trips i started seeing roaches and since the mucinex was getting me high i started associating roaches with pleasure and worshipped Raj and it destroyed me for a while. guafinesin does some really fucky things to the brain on its own, if you read about it it has a NMDA antagonist effect of its own and anticonvulsant properties.
  13. Originally posted by JΟ…icebox Meh. Zoloft fucked with my mind too much, and I'd rather be dead than have to depend on mental health "professionals" for the rest of my life.

    They still don't understand all of what SSRIs do in the brain, and they're only proven to be somewhat more effective than placebo.

    And this "you have to take it for three months before it works" crap is ridiculous when tianeptinΠ΅ works damn close to "as needed"

    ive been taking antidepressants, especially remeron and zoloft, on and off since 14 and the periods where ive been off any meds at all i wanted to kill myself all of the time. i dont know if thats because the drug is actually working or because ive messed up my brain to be dependent on it. the ssris never made me happy, just more lazy and flat, and only blocked my intrusive thoughts from ocd even on the highest dose (250mg)

    i convinced my doctor to put me on clomipramine which is a tricyclic and the most effective treatment for ocd, because i got sick of not being able to shower without it taking 2 hours and having panic. and now i do these things without a second thought like a normal person. its also been making me try to make friends and be social. it makes me think TCAs are genuinely WAY more effective than SSRIs but the side effects make them not as popular. every time i lower my zoloft dose and raise my clomi dose i feel completely lobotomized for about 2 weeks and lay in the dark contentedly staring at walls before starting to become me again. TCAs are the real deal for treating mental illness but they will also fuck you up somewhat while getting adjusted to them.
  14. a lot of people use messenger without facebook nowadays. messenger is the new AIM and can have an account without diving into jedi content clusters
  15. Originally posted by HTS This is gonna be controversial maybe, especially coming from me, but: bundy.

    bundy is bad. Maybe the effects of its high aren't super horrible and it's not physically addictive, but it is so freely available and retardedly potent and (arguably) enjoyable that it is probably dangerous to fuck with. People who fuck(ed) with bundy hard are a rare breed of bizarre retards and I'm like 75% sure it was caused by the bundy rather than the other way around.

    i believe that using bundy causes permanent and distinct personality changes to a person that can lower their ability to function. considering that tolerance to dissociatives can take years to go down, it means that these substances have an effect that alters the functioning of glutamate receptors for years. i dont know if pcp or ket and the -logs have the same sort of depravity-inducing chemical mechanics as bundy. but yeah everyone who has ever done bundy has a degree of bundy syndrome which means a sort of incomprehensible shitposting disorder
  16. Originally posted by JΟ…icebox I went pretty consistently from 2015-2016 but I told them I'd tried ssris (and named five that I'd supposedly tried) and told them that they gave me allergic reactions and suicidal ideation so they didn't try to put me on another one

    I quit going halfway through 2016 because it was a waste of time and money

    I was on them for about two weeks during my most recent hospitalization but I only took them because they wouldn't have let me out if I didn't

    I was supposed to go back when I got out recently, but fuck them

    As soon as I got out I quit taking them and started using tianeptinΠ΅ "as intended" and it seems to be working better than the Zoloft did

    maybe u should try taking depression meds properly if u want to ever get better. sounds like ssri-phobia
  17. Originally posted by aldra I almost look comatose, who wants to be sober, gross!
    I foam like a Doberman, mouth open I overdose

    i bet you have a new fb you just dont want to frend me
  18. Originally posted by Needledick Needledick Needledick -PCP
    -Bath salts
    -Diphen more than 50mg and any other use than sleep aid.

    i was considering pcp, but pcp analogs dont seem too dangerous. i think its just stigma. the others are spot on, but benadryl could be ok if youre a complete masochist
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