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2019-04-03 at 10:23 PM UTC in Did anyone get arrested for Totse/zoklet activities directly?I am
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2019-04-03 at 10:21 PM UTC in Did anyone get arrested for Totse/zoklet activities directly?Spectral in a Dementia home:
"Did I ever tell you I was a moderator on a shit forum called 'Zoklet'?..."
"Yes grandad, every day". -
2019-04-03 at 10:13 PM UTC in Flat earthers are fucking stupidLet's be serious, in the event of a crash you would probably be better dead than a mangled quadriplegic.
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2019-04-03 at 10:10 PM UTC in What would you do if you suddenly had nothing?I was the only boy scout not to get molested I'll have you know. If I could survive that, I can survive anything!
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2019-04-03 at 9:35 PM UTC in Ohfralala sent me a nude
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2019-04-03 at 9:03 PM UTC in Ohfralala sent me a nude
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2019-04-03 at 9:02 PM UTC in Give me one good reason why I should refer to transgender people by their preferred pronouns
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2019-04-03 at 8:52 PM UTC in Ohfralala sent me a nude
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2019-04-03 at 7:45 PM UTC in Ohfralala sent me a nudeMal's gone guys leave lala alone
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2019-04-03 at 7:43 PM UTC in I hate shitting on a cold toilet so i always wait for my gf to warm it up before i go
Originally posted by actual_retard I understand that my absence has allowed rumors about me to fester, and I apologize for that. I'd like to say that I am the target of predatory women, and, as I know this might be hard to digest, I not only have considerable proof of what I am saying, but I believe there has been a sincere effort to not only demonize me as a person and a human, but it has been concentrated to destroy my perceived humanity through unbelievable accusations, libel, slander, desecration of my character and of those around me, namely my friends and family. I refuse to call myself a victim, rather, I am a target. A target of ire, unfounded accusations and inhuman actions, of which I wholly deny. I understand the severity of such statements against my character too well, and it offends me to the deepest depths of myself, and my, as well as others', knowledge of who I am. I apologize for allowing this to carry on without a proper response, but it has been difficult to reflect and gather information without reacting in the wrong manner. These accusations have not only been humiliating for myself, but have been a cause for personal reflection, concern, and a new understanding. I have never condoned abuse, in any form, and find such statements against me to not only be unfounded, but, upon further review from the persons involved, I have become incensed. I have made a statement regarding my past juvenile legal standing, and I don't believe more needs to be said about it. With my experiences from that situation, and all of the things I have put my family and people I care about through as a result, I have strived harder than anything to not only uphold what I consider to be a superior moral standard, as a man, but to encourage those around me to uphold the same standard. The assumptions needed to create such an environment of credibility against me are not only true, they are impossible. It really almost destroys me how someone can leverage something from my past, twist it and create a narrative that is not only unbelievable based on my actions and who I am as a person, but that in addition to that, would attempt to destroy my character, the character of those around me and the sincerity and valuation of what I do. I have not only taken responsibility for my behavior in the past, I have suffered greatly for it, and to suffer again based on someone's ill-willed vindication forgoes all sensibility. I believe in creating safe spaces, and I understand the need for them from my past with abuse, and I thought, honestly, that I would be the last person to ever encounter allegations because of how I believe in acting and what I believe in. I am not only ashamed of the allegations made against me, I thoroughly refute them and have no issue doing so. My sisters have been stalked, my family has been harassed, my ex has been followed and harassed, my friends have been harassed, embarrassed and ridiculed, certain persons have even gone to my sister's job and harassed her and friends of mine, and my shame derives from the suffering that is caused to them by you. I have always been a champion of women, in everything I do, having been raised most of my life by a single, mixed mother, and having two younger sisters who are not only the strongest people i have ever known, but two of the most intelligent. I have refrained from making this a personal statement because I believe that me attacking these people brings nothing but strife. However, I do not know how to repair the damage to my character, my art and my person in the public's image, and I have a certain resignation that I am stained and damaged, no matter the outcome. I also feel a certain responsibility to do the right thing, because I have been told through this whole thing to "make amends" or to cowtow to these terrible and unbelievable things being said, and I don't believe that is right. I do believe that predators exist in many shapes and forms, and they have targeted me, and I believe that as unfortunate as my situation may be, I may not be the only person who must stand up to these things. I have been stalked, ridiculed, made out as someone and something I am not, and have had my entire persona poisoned. This is not an attempt to regain any sort of social clout or status, and I could give a fuck less about some DJ gigs, but I understand that not only have people had carte blanche to attack me, they have used that to attack the people around me who not only do not deserve such scrutiny, but also share my ethos of equity, justice, fairness and safety. Not only do I find flaws in the method of using social media to air grievances, I also find the idea of social justice, as it is, to be flawed in its own right. Not only do i refute these assaults upon my person, i have found them to be flawed on their own merits, based on not only my interactions with these people, but on my personal beliefs and proof of my actions. I also believe men have a lot of improvement, growth and development to achieve with their interactions with women, but i also believe that my work in the community and my actions speak for themselves, and regardless of the severity of things being said about me, I find the believability and sincerity of such things to not only be null, but extremely damaging to victims as a whole. There has been a progress of idealism using social media as a vitriolic means to damage ones reputation and status, based on one person's version of events. I do not know the solution to this, nor can I fix the problems of anyone, but I find the adherence to an idea of someone saying it, it must be true to be extremely flawed in multiple ways. I have never had any issue with owning my own behavior, but I have found myself at a loss with how to not only resolve this in a positive way, but to ensure a longevity of understanding and to avoid such vitriol in the future. I would relish nothing more than to resolve this amicably, because I believe there is a solution here, but I am also unwilling to allow such a campaign to go unanswered any longer.
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2019-04-03 at 7:42 PM UTC in I fucking feel like im going crazy..
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2019-04-03 at 7:38 PM UTC in Flat earthers are fucking stupidBack on topic dick heads.
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2019-04-03 at 7:37 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery ThreadDamn she's good. She does make a valid point and would make a great president.
Shame she'll be dead before she makes it to the white house. -
2019-04-03 at 7:31 PM UTC in What would you do if you suddenly had nothing?
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2019-04-03 at 6:40 PM UTC in What would you do if you suddenly had nothing?Probably masturbate, scratch my ass then look for some humans.
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2019-04-03 at 6:35 PM UTC in Did anyone get arrested for Totse/zoklet activities directly?šššššššššššššš
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2019-04-03 at 6:34 PM UTC in BradleyB's Rock Bottom -- Recovery ThreadSudo change back to your old avatar, I liked that one.
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2019-04-03 at 6:33 PM UTC in Flat earthers are fucking stupidGrylls show me around York, we can see the old buildings 'n shit.
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2019-04-03 at 6:31 PM UTC in Nintendo is garbageHave to somehow find a way to play online co op
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2019-04-03 at 6:30 PM UTC in Did anyone get arrested for Totse/zoklet activities directly?
Originally posted by -SpectraL Lots of people wanted me to perma-ban the coupon investigator (CIC), but he had really broken no rules I could use. All he did was make couched threats and a lot of fuss, not enough to ban him on. At that point, I didn't know the Cicero account was FBI special agent Andre Cicero.
And you would know this cause you were probably in collusion with him. Living out your dream of being a double agent.
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