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2019-12-16 at 8:08 PM UTC in I contacted the City's building inspectors on my landlord.If you could please call me at (937) 522-1751
PI obtained
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2019-12-16 at 7:33 PM UTC in America is a Nation of Immigrants
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2019-12-16 at 6:36 PM UTC in Tell Me Your Most Brutal Story
Originally posted by CASPER At a friends house with my gf and a bunch of other people after driving down to San Diego to visit one of her friends at school. I forget what we did I think we went to some weird motel party. I do my usual and sneak off and smoke dope in the bathroom with the shower running. She and her friend have clearly started doing coke and the mdma capsules in the ashtray in the car are suddenly awol now too. I’m unusually relaxed which is rare for me around a bunch of people I don’t know. Strike up conversation with some people at one of the SDSU off campus housing things and a handful of them come over to our house to drink. At this point I’m probably a gram or more into my heroin (which at the time was an insane amount for me), maybe 6 or 7 beers and a few glasses of makers. I’m just fucked. Gf comes back in, she and her skank friend prance and giggle their way to the bathroom together to take candid pictures of each other on the toilet. Comes out and sees me talking to a couple of the new people, one of which was a girl. She’s already being loud and obnoxious, but now she’s also being super territorial n shit. She’s standing in front of me and wiggling her butt back and forth, and sliding her hand down my pants. At some point I tell her to chill, bc the other people obviously think this is awkward and her energy level is way to high for like 1am. I kinda disengage from her and she gets pissed, I say something like “Maybe if you weren’t acting like a fucking tweaker”. She and her friend leave.
Its now like 2:30 and she’s not answering my texts. I tell her if she too fucked up, just call me and I’ll pick them up (rofl). Eventually I get pissed off that she’s purposely not answering her phone, and I lay down in the living room and pass out with a mixing bowl and a water bottle bc I’m almost positive I’m gonna puke. Smoke some more heroin to settle my stomach and pass out. Come half conscious and she’s on top of me on the living room floor, and there was some other random passed out a few feet away but she was just on her own little thing. I’m so numb I barely know what’s going on I can’t even feel me inside of her but I feel her scratching and grinding against me, then I pass out again.
Wake up. Mouth tastes awful. It’s fucking cold bc someone left the patio door open, and all I found was a bath towel to use as a blanket. There’s a groan like a bagpipe being stepped on. I feel so awful I just want to go back to sleep. My belt and buckle are digging into the back of my ass and I’m sweaty and it’s freezing and I move my hips to try to pull them up. Try to get under the towel, but her hand is against my cheek and it’s just so fucking cold. I think that’s what made me realize the groan was coming from her. I roll over and push her off me and her blue eyes are open but half shut. I know she sometimes has night terrors and sleeps with her eyes open, but she doesn’t make noise like this. I try to shake her awake. I’m whispering to her. I shake her harder. Now I’m getting loud and panicky. The feeling when I realized what was going on was like having everything in my chest sucked out into the vacuum of space. I think I said to the sleeping girl “is this real? Is this real” over and over again. Now I’m cursing and freaking out. I try doing cpr, but the sounds she’s making sound like I’m hurting her. A couple of her friends have woken up now. Someone’s saying “Give her some water! Give her water!” And I’m like she can’t even swallow dude. Someone says there’s a fire station a couple blocks away. I can’t find the keys. I’m about to cry. One of the other friends is calling 911. One of the people from earlier offers to drive. I put her over my shoulder to get her out the door and she throws up. I lay in the truck bed with her and she almost slides out the tailgate when he rounds the end of the block. Guy rings the bell. The firefighters were awesome. I wish I could’ve been that calm. I can’t tell them what she’s taken bc I really don’t know. I tell them her name. They ask if has any medical conditions or allergies. For some reason I feel that her strawberry allergy is pertinent info. They’re shining lights in her eyes and putting a tube down her throat. Other emts or whatever put her on a thing and before know what’s going on, they’re already gone.
I didn’t think to ask where they were taking her, or whether I could ride with her. The guy that drove me, is really cool. Offers to smoke me out. We’re just really quiet but then I start having a panic attack so I ask for him to drop me off. Go back. Find her keys. Take her car. Park behind a market and get high. The last 2 balloons aren’t in my wallet. I get furious. Then I finally cry and I cry for like an hour until I have a headache.
Would not recommend the experience.
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2019-12-16 at 6:32 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by CASPER I want to go to fucking sleep. This shit is lame. I never had insomnia when I was doing heroin,
How long have you been sober? I'm honestly enjoying being clean. Never having to endure hangovers/ comedowns or just generally feeling shit for days. It's like I can be myself 24-7 without the need to take any edge off. -
2019-12-16 at 6:20 PM UTC in America is a Nation of Immigrants
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2019-12-16 at 10:24 AM UTC in America is a Nation of Immigrants
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2019-12-16 at 10:02 AM UTC in Anyone here go bird watching?
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2019-12-16 at 10 AM UTC in America is a Nation of ImmigrantsLol your progenitors are Euro trash and spear throwers.
Nig-niggerly. -
2019-12-16 at 9:59 AM UTC in Smoking is for stupids
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2019-12-16 at 9:36 AM UTC in Anyone here go bird watching?
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2019-12-16 at 5:15 AM UTC in omg guys, i talked to a girl todayUgly fucking bitch. Her parents probably abuse(d) her on dark net.
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2019-12-16 at 5:14 AM UTC in Anyone here go bird watching?None of you guys ill? This time of year always comes with some shitty flu virus. Sickness and diarrhea albeit I haven't had the latter yet.
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2019-12-16 at 5:12 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Mattchew can't smoke weed without smoking it all and feeling brain dead the next day.
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2019-12-16 at 4:56 AM UTC in Tell Me Your Most Brutal Story
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace People who call the cops like this are pure shit people. Hydro was like that. Threatening false rape/assault claims while hitting herself, calling the cops to my parent's house for a welfare check saying i killed my parents because i broke up with her and stopped contact. Then later she told me about some fraud shit she was doing, and her mother caught wind of it and called the cops on her (lol) but this made her mad at me for some reason so she started trying to drag me into it in our chat saying i was involved and also that I raped a family member, until she got questioned by police and told the truth about at least me. Case eventually got thrown out for illegally obtained evidence.
White people really love calling the cops.
Also one time during an argument she tried to make me drive her truck home alone. Not only was a stick shift that i didnt know how to drive, but she was saying she'd 'give it to me' and that it was mine now because i had the title (lol). She was almost definitely going to call the cops on me for stealing her car so I didnt take it. Tried to do a similar thing by making me pawn her ring the pawn shop owner knew was hers because she pawned it like 900 times.
She is such a shitty person then comes on here high as a kite pretending she's hard done by. I fucking HATE smack heads.
I hope her veins collapse and she has a toe jam overdose. -
2019-12-16 at 12:28 AM UTC in Tell Me Your Most Brutal StoryI think the first episode was enough to not go back there.
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2019-12-16 at 12:13 AM UTC in fuck apartment inspections
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2019-12-15 at 11:41 PM UTC in Tyson Fury vs Deontay WilderTyson Fury can handle any US boxer, past or present.
Super-cereal. -
2019-12-15 at 11:37 PM UTC in Tell Me Your Most Brutal StorySee: Wariat gang rape stories: portrait of a Polak Prison Prag.
Utterly emotional. -
2019-12-15 at 11:36 PM UTC in Random ThoughtsI'm in bed ill as fuck. Sore legs/ back. High temp. Worst part is I'm so damn horny. Can't muster the strength to bang one out.
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2019-12-15 at 8:55 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Norovirus.
Fuck this shit
