Originally posted by Octavian
29 years old and the past 8 have been a drugged up, STD ridden, hate and regret filled mess.
I often look at people, listen to what they have achieved and imagined what I was doing at that point, or even where I would be if I was younger. I need to be living "in the here and now", otherwise I'll be thinking this same dumb shit in 8 years time looking down a barrel and be more regretful
I don't want merit or fame. I just want a semblance of normality, of contentment. Instead I'm left feeling disillusioned, fed up. I need a new outlet. All my friends and aasociates are all settling down having kids, I feel like I'm still out there, lost per se.
God if there are aliens, just please fucking abduct and take me away from this shit hole.
That would be sweet.
I'll find myself, eventually.
you can think of the bright side.
at least you're not Bill Krozby.
anything beyond that is gravy.
we have the moral obligation to eat more meat.