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2019-06-14 at 5:59 PM UTC in Mattchew is obsessed with me, gonts.
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2019-06-14 at 5:54 PM UTC in Mattchew is obsessed with me, gonts.
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2019-06-14 at 5:45 PM UTC in Mattchew is obsessed with me, gonts.
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2019-06-14 at 2:06 PM UTC in Squirrel seems like the type of girl who will leave you if your Dick is too small...
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2019-06-14 at 2:03 PM UTC in Moving back in with the parents
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2019-06-14 at 1:59 PM UTC in Can't log into account
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2019-06-14 at 1:29 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah seeing stuff like that so early on can do some actual mental damamge. And a lot of the people i know from the streets are really untrusting and paranoid after being homeless long term. Sorry you had to go through that.
Thanks man. Its cool to fuck with and each other lol but I just wanted to clear things up. Nothing personal just how thing shaped me and my ways. I do like some of your poetry. My first gf/love of my life/mother of my kid tried to get that side out of me before, living on, and after living on the streets mine own poetry...darkish horror..with slight comedic shit but i never listened to her. she committed suicide on me and our kid..No I ain't looking for sympathy but she while she lived encouraged me to get all the internal shit out and some on the streets like it. idk why i left my creative side but i did. i should have listened to her more while she lived. i turned gay after that i never felt so much or stronger as and about her than anyone else. i just turned gay and it felt good. i miss her but turning gay inside and openly made things a lil bit better in rl once i was living a "normie" life off the streets. Idk rambling now but if you ever find that kinda love/plus a kid..never abandon her and the kid. so many regrets if you don't dude. I can suck you off from time to time but seriously if you get a girl like i had don't ever let her go. any ways i better get off this site...i am slightly intoxicatedd lol. seriously man don't ever make my mistakes. you are 31 and i'm in my 40's...seize all pussy and kids with all your heart while you can. life is so fleeting. take care...keep yo faith in life..if it ever is gone. you are so fucked like me man. seriously enjoy it all even with all with the imprisonments, deaths, and killings...enjoy shit or you'll end up like me. please you don't want to be like me in your 40's. peace out. -
2019-06-14 at 12:23 PM UTC in I applied for 50 jobs and most of them want to hire me
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2019-06-14 at 12:22 PM UTC in Congrats Toronto K.D. out. Raptor's Winfuck that nigger and the frogs. fucking bastards always winning the Lotto Max's on me. Fuck. Die.
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2019-06-14 at 12:19 PM UTC in I applied for 50 jobs and most of them want to hire meleast he HAD a couple...i know of some in rl that never even attempt(ed) to go in for an interview never mind getting/having a job
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2019-06-14 at 12:17 PM UTC in Congrats Toronto K.D. out. Raptor's Winthanks now buy this Torontian a 60 ouncer so i is can celebrate:) thanks
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2019-06-14 at 12:16 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by CASPER It's all good. You get kinda used to it being around here. It's in the totse spirit to fuck with people I guess. Lel. But I appreciate it.
How did you know so many dead/murdered people? Were you also a part of the "seedy underworld"? Bc it seems like this shit doesn't happen near as often to "normal" people.
friends in junior high..few suicides. i was pretty close with each. i was a really fucking prick to everyone early on and my father kicked me out at 15 laughed in his face before i left so i lived on the streets for almost 6 yrs. i seen so many countless beatings/rapes/murders with my own eyes..a few of much had my back on the streets guess because i was so young out there. seeing a corpse for the first time was so fucked up at 16-17 he had shared some food with me idk why but he did never forgot that about him but when he was beaten to death by 3 teens all drunk and high whatever i just froze like my whole body shut down as he was being killed. i seen others killed but as they say the first one always sticks with you. usually young kids in gangs fucking up people to belong in the gang. i seen one dude nearly beaten to death just because of his smell...idk he was in a suit they guy that fuck the bum up. i never said anything because the first few yrs i was just a angry but scared af kid. idk it just fucked up all my thinking...and being an alcoholic since 13-14 didn't help my thinking either man. made me so bitter angry at it all the vile shit but i was always so scared i always wondered if i was next in line to be killed. the nights were the worst. sometimes i would see pimps fucking up his girls so badly and next day walking down looking the newspapers with the "another sex trad worker missing or killed" whatever and i seen most of that shit. idk i got so use to it...after a couple yrs it didn't bother me anymore. it really didn't and that fucked up my thinking even more because i really wanted to feel something. so i got drunk as much as i could and if i did anything else...like shooting up or whatever i NEEDED it. i felt like if i was so high/drunk i might feel something for these people...some that had my back i might get out of this alive. from what i remember and the numbers are probably much higher i witnessed at least 8 murders and countless beatings where he/she/masturbated. sometimes i was so fucked up it all seemed like one bad nightmare than i would wake up on a bench in a park or wherever with a bottle next to me and i'd be like here we go again like whitesnake...the song whatever. after i got clean off the streets was great but my feelings on everything especially death usually had/has come off as totally uncaring/cold i have never been able to emote the right way to it all even though i know i will die any die/year now because of that shit and other shit lol -
2019-06-14 at 11:53 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI'm sorry for yesterday CASPER. I guess I've become so jaded and desensitized to all the deaths/murders in my own real life. I lost so many while I was so so young. Sorry for coming off as uncaring and confrontational...wasn't really trying to troll you but I am just well beyond sick of all the dying/killings. Sorry for your loss dude.
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2019-06-14 at 11:45 AM UTC in Are you willing to meet users from here?good for you. too many of them are serial rapists/killers sista. you have no idea how smart you are. some live to be stupid and get fucked every which way imaginable and than some
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2019-06-14 at 11:43 AM UTC in Mattchew is obsessed with me, gonts.
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2019-06-14 at 11:40 AM UTC in Mattchew is obsessed with me, gonts.everybody thats anyone online has been doxxed a few times. those bastards always get ya right deep in the ass with a horse cock or two. fuck me.
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2019-06-14 at 11:38 AM UTC in Are you willing to meet users from here?I'd convert mentally, emotionally but physically it would be a challenge has my body can never have any religious/spiritual beliefs. I'm too loose and uncaring like a worthless whore there.
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2019-06-14 at 11:36 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentOops wrong account!:)
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2019-06-14 at 11:35 AM UTC in Can't log into accountTHIS IS LANNY'S MOM get your ass home right night and brush yo damn teeth boi. Oh I need cigs so pick those up too on the way home you lazy bum!. I sure never raised him to be such a pathetic unhygienic piece of shit thats for sure. Oh son I need my meds for my emphysema be sure to get those you fucking bastard!! suck on momma's titties and eat this ancient monolithic pussy too before you leave me again all alone boi
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2019-06-14 at 2:36 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Editionyes sir:)
