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Posts by Dregs

  1. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Only great thing about Blade Runner is Rutger Hauer.
    Haven't seen or have any desire to see any other Blade Runner out there now or in the future.
    More of a Indian Jones 1,2,3 fan...the rest is whatever to me. Burn them all.
  2. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Good grief people. Look at the shit I start. Fuck you all above...*licks mmQ's face...such a cutie*
  3. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Figuring out which 70s-80's TV movie to put on Youtube...if its good I'll stay awake for it all IF NOT...sleep is good too. Watch the movie(s)another time
  4. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Got this huge platter at Tucker's Market..

    Drumsticks, Legs, roast beef, meatballs, potatoes, couple different types of rice..some of it was pretty mild..some kinda spicy. Fuck 3 helpings over 5hrs it took to get all through. $20..

    If I ate anymore my stomach would burst..like in Scanner just not the head.
  5. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace That post binge anxiety feeling is the reason i dont drink heavily anymore. Do you ever get that? I dont end up hungover personally. Water always manages to help me escape them.

    Anyway do you use any other substances? Its the only way I'm ever able to switch from drinking

    No not really@anxiety...but I feel ya.

    Water and I are bonding. Noooooo no other substances. I kinda dabbled in just about everything besides alcohol mid teens to like 26-7 ball park. Only think thats comforted me, been there for me, and someone I can really talk to has always been alcohol. Nothing has grabbed hold of me like her. I was her proerty and she was my best friend. Seems like the last few weeks my best friend has been slowly turning on me. If I were younger say in my 20's these feelings deep inside wouldn't have bothered me as much but now holy fuck! merciless cunt inside. I gotta do something..

    If I don't make some changes soon...I really honest to God and everything else...gonna go *BOOM* AND it ain't gonna be pretty. I've only gone truly *BOOM* a couple times in my whole life and this feels nuclear compared to those times

    Living online most especially at night...watching movies and post on forums like this is at least a good distraction from the *BOOM* INSIDE me. Least I can live in other people's darknesses whether its a movie or some dude on some forum..The darkness always has a hold on me..
  6. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by CASPER Speak to a doctor. Theres a handful of things they give alcoholics to ease withdrawals. Dont try to do everything all at once though. if youre serious about it, start drinking beer or something. And the least pleasant beer you can manage. Start taking multivitamins, fish oil. At least 15 min of sun a day for vitamin D. And give it at least 2 weeks before you decide it isnt working.

    I will..@"Speak to a doctor". I definitely need something to ease that shit..only been 26-7 hrs and I can't get my mind of..just one more bottle. All the yrs I've been doing this to myself I have never obsessed over it..I always had that in check and it was never an issue. Nothing significant good or bad has happened to me recently to trigger this either. I don't know whats going on with me...a lot more on edge and crabby with people. Check on the m.v. and f.o.:) Ugh I hate the sun but fine I can do 15 mins a day. No not a vampire although...nevermind lol. 2 weeks...can you send Wariat in a cage si I can beat him like a pinata? come on...I don't need the gym or punching bags...I need to torture humaniods for this to work.

    You're a pretty good doctor there. Keep up the good work helping folk out like me.
  7. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Almost ready.. to kill some personal demons
  8. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    I think I need to take a lil break from the booze. Heart is always racing the next day, sleep too much..getting in 5-6 more hrs than I need leaving wanting to NOT to do anything for several days, and somehow becoming more and more miserable than at any time in nearly 30 yrs of drinking...if thats even possible. Used to love posting on all the forums like this place but more and more less interested in them and its pissing me off. The net I've always enjoyed...now its feeling like a burden.

    No AA support groups or anything...just need to cut back. Just don't know if I'm really ready for the hell(withdrawals)I am about to put myself though on my own. Trying for two weeks a few times last few years seems like a life time...but rent is going on up and I will have to cut back to where I might be able to get a couple bottles a month if I'm lucky.

    Probably still post on here but less and less after today. Not that I would be missed but it seems the most logical thread to post this. Its gonna be a tough ride but hey if I can do this...I can really do anything..right?

    Gonna give it an honest shot
  9. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Never heard of a "26'er"

    750 ml bottle. 40'er is 1140 ml, 60 pounder is 1750 or 1.75l...

    When I order my bottles its a lot easier to say that I want a 26'er to the dude asking what I want...and easier to talk about with real life people. I don't leave home unless I'm in dire condition as in need to go to the bar nearest to me or another liquor store run. Groceries as well but that seems a lil too obvious.
  10. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Ohh..didn't know there was an expert on "Evil" on here. Lmao evil doesn't even exist. So you lost already in any argument. Thanks though.
  11. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    some people are just born angry Bill Krozby....perfect example you just quoted. Watch he will rage even more if is a true reactionary. Some can not nor should be saved.
  12. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Lol no way dude. Arabs are like 3% of the population here check the stats. It's way worse in places like Mississauga and the suburbs where EVERYONE is non white. I like Muslims though because they make the best food. I eat Shawarma every week they probably think I'm a white Muslim lmrao

    Lmao! where I live they are everywhere...and must be at least 20% not 3% even the acual niggers are minorties here. I will try to NON to so racsit to a fellow of T.O. but they are not many whites in this hood and its DESPICABLE!. i MIGHT..try their food again...its been about a dozen years FOR YOU once and only once IF it still impress me...than fuck and burn them. No offence to my fellow Canadian.

    I promise to keep an open mind but if they kidnap me or any lived ones they will suffer and DIE...kk?
  13. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    I don't know but fuck there is TOO MANY OF THEM HERE. The stank of them most of the time...Horrid. Disugusting...A genoncide in T.O. on all their asses has to happen soon. Real talk.
  14. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    I agree with@the man...BUT Ryan is also the name of a female humanoid and sometimes FBI agents. Sneaky fucks. Just watch you and your fams backs always. They can and will get all the sensitive info. Be aware and careful is all I'm sayin dude.
  15. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Corn in your wraps? fuck man you'll be shitting on me in no time. Fuck you for shitting on me.
  16. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    One Uncle was selling his trailer from an ol trailer park, odds and ends, axes, tools, and shit...as well as a good ol bass boat. He give me the boat and motor that worked fairly decent most of the time. Got a few good summers with in my 20's than motor dieded. Still was one of the nicest things ever. I'd get on Lake Sturgeon, Simcoe, many others on it...stop any time if not fish...just anchor and swim wherever. It was awesome. Chicks in the North of T.O. were always horny and cool...as long as they got free booze lol. Had my first couple sexual experiences with guys up there too...usually in the cornfields although sometimes down and deep dirt roads with dead ends.

    Any ways that would be the strongest contender...If I never got that I would have missed out on a lot in life so I owe a lot to that one uncle

    My dad threw money at anyone at any time when his businesses became successful in the 70's 80's even me but i think stealing from his safe was the best gift he NEVER gave me. before and after he kicked me to the streets. before aroun when I was 11-15ish I most have stolen Idk for sure but here there off one 20k and at that age back then was a big deal. after i got off and got back to good terms with him rest of the family more so..must have gotten another 10-maybe 15k...just here there lil by lil

    he was off so much to europe or whenever on business and vacationing somewhere he never noticed. between me and his bff accountant of 40 yrs...we took him for like 50% if not of what he had. his accountant bff...but i never said a thing...as long as i could stay here there so and so...plus drinking money I didn't care. Although I was shocked how much his best friend took off of him in the end. Damn he fucked my dad good in $$$$$$$ department. His few businesses tanked and we closed in no time. Only spoke to my father 2-3 more times after all that.

    One of sisters once painted a thing on one on the lakes where we all had a cottage on...she gave it to me for some reason before she died...she was really talented but never seen her full potential and or few just had to the time willingless to risk their shit on her.

    I sadly raged against her and my family about deep seated shit and burned it and so many other things in a drunken rage. Still always thought it was nice of her

    Not much else...well had a friend was "loan" me X amount of dollars to get rid of a debt...but never paid him back and he in turn unfriended me even though we ran into each other many times over the years...hed glance at me and not say a word. which was is totally cool but I remember that. I could have ended up pretty fucked up if he didn't help me...that was like 11-12 yrs ago. Last I heard he lived in Winnipeg about 5 yrs ago. Nothing since. Oh well life goes on...

    Thats all. Everything else is largely forgettable...People just know NOT to do fuck all for me now. I'm done with them too. Just life..Just the way it is and always will be.
  17. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Damnit. Does he or she accept blowjobs for covering shit up? Come on...Us Canuckians deserve a break or two in a life time.
  18. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    What we have here is Failure to communicate...Fuck your bus.

    You will pick me up along the highway some time. PERIOD. Goddamnit.
  19. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Chicken Caesar wrap on naan

    Slightly off the wraps...

    Pizza Nova's CC sandwich is so fucking good. They ain't cheap on anything with that. I can eat a few IF WHEN I can afford them. Omfg. All this food talk.
  20. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    i rather not get the FBI's attention for any reason these days. i might have an off day but i highly doubt that. being a worthless piece of shit online and real life is good enough for me. i prefer living in the shadows any way
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