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Posts by Jackrabbitpsych
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2019-01-30 at 1:36 PM UTC in A Novel: Facing Your Own Life (non-fiction)
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2019-01-30 at 1:32 PM UTC in A Novel: Facing Your Own Life (non-fiction)
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2019-01-30 at 1:30 PM UTC in Where's Lala? LolAnd still no one has won because lala has yet to "where to here"
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2019-01-30 at 1:28 PM UTC in brrrrrrrrr ~~
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2019-01-30 at 1:28 PM UTC in If you are NOT a drug user, pedophile, medicated for mental illness or should be, an alcoholic, on disability, under the age of 40, a bible thumper, think rape is hot, or hate womenOhhkay
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2019-01-30 at 12:38 PM UTC in post your pic thread
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2019-01-30 at 12:38 PM UTC in post your pic thread
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2019-01-30 at 12:37 PM UTC in Can you please help me find a new forum, I donāt belong here
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2019-01-30 at 12:36 PM UTC in Introduced the other side of stephen kingThinner the movie was good tho. Sorry to be confusing there
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2019-01-30 at 12:35 PM UTC in Introduced the other side of stephen king
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2019-01-30 at 12:34 PM UTC in post your pic thread
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2019-01-30 at 12:05 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2019-01-30 at 12:04 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned…I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol.
Keep your life style the way its been. You will get very accustomed to it. -
2019-01-30 at 12:02 PM UTC in post your pic thread
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2019-01-30 at 12:01 PM UTC in brrrrrrrrr ~~
Originally posted by cupocheer Is Trump reading this site now, too! LMAO
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Good day, all.
It's colder than a well-digger's faithful husband in Alaska.
Hope y'all have left your water faucets dripping and the cabinet doors open if you don't have your pipes heat wrapped.
Serious frostbite can occur within 5 minutes of exposure.
If there is no need for you to be outside, stay in.
Don't forget about your outdoor pets. Bring them in for a couple of days until the weather front passes. (This is one reason you need to have a pet kennel on hand.)
Enjoy your old tattered bathrobe, slippers, coffee or hot cocao but stay warm.š¹
Nope just me heather ....lol. ja know one of your favs -
2019-01-30 at 10:42 AM UTC in We have a moral obligation to stop eating meatThe entire American meat market structure would be destroyed...though i think lanny may be canadian so he may not care idk
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2019-01-30 at 10:40 AM UTC in I haven't drank alcohol or smoked weed in 3 weeks
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2019-01-30 at 10:39 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentNot sleeping, pissed
Dark in my house everyone sleeping.
Pissed at this dude i was seeing
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2019-01-30 at 10:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER Oh also- since this thread is now my journal- I just looked at the date in the corner of the screen and i do believe its exactly 60 days i havent gotten high. I mean im still on meds, but 90% of my problem was needing to be high to get through the day, so this is a pretty big change.
"2 months sober" sounds way better, but im a stickler for the truth.
Yup you are boy form of me love. No lie. And congrats. Thats a huge feat. Its mainky life style change and wtf to do now that you arent calling searching finding doing -
2019-01-30 at 10:36 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah since i dont get the benefit of bedtime heroin, ive had trouble falling asleep lately. Gonna try to wait till 5am and see if i cant hit the clinic and get my councilling session done, then sleep until work.
I mean if i laid down, I could probably sleep, but im always more active at night.
I was addicted to roxy that turned into H. For 7 years. I quit cold turkey no soboxone. No detox. 6 months of withdrawls...terrible. but i wont make the mistake again
