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2019-07-12 at 1:37 AM UTC in Imagine if we could take drugs without consequencesyea, it's hard to find people who are chill and don't do drugs because most people are lazy and so most people who don't do drugs still resort to alcohol, food or religion. i think the only thing to do is continuously give yourself goals even if they're really meaningless, convince yourself that it will make you happy, and continue to pursue them, and then the pursuit is the part where you actually have fun supposedly, because you've managed to distract yourself from the existential dread hanging over your head for the same amount of time that you've been distracted. then when later you think thoughts like "but did i really do anything meaningful all day? week? month or year?" you have to have some dump lil catch phrase ready that doesn't make any logical sense but somehow justifies whatever you wasted your time doing
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2019-07-12 at 1:23 AM UTC in Anyone here ever done dmt?i did some dmt the other day after taking two tabs of ETH-LAD and a bunch of weed, shit was dank. mine is on weed tho. it's probably best to use a tek pipe, the technique is a little different but you should be able to get a feel for it.
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2019-07-11 at 4:32 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolam
Originally posted by DietPiano Oh yeah, anyway anyone who knows anything anout my history knows that I pretty much ruined my life by taking taking xanax beginning when I was a minor still, and there is absolutely no recreational value from xanax for me, nor was there ever. They're worthless.
I don't think etiz shows up on my ua, so I guess i could try it if it's cheap enough but idk where even get it from.
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2019-07-11 at 4:06 PM UTC in why is dietpiano so secretive about his avatarfor some reason he enjoy having his avatar as a girl licking a cactus, i'm pretty sure he's on his 2nd or 3rd iteration of similar design by now and he is notoriously silent whenever i ask him about it. i have explained my avatar to him yet he remains unable to explain his avatar.
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2019-07-11 at 4:02 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolami know this pretty rave girl i always think about her and when she says hi to me butterflies go right through me and when i see her dancing i wanna take a chance in getting a little closer and maybe get to know her
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2019-07-11 at 3:56 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolam
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2019-07-11 at 3:25 PM UTC in AA douchebags judging meeveryone at my work is either a junkie or in recovery of some sort except for a few people who fucking hate their lives but for some reason don't do drugs or anything (???). anyways now we have this one guy at work who i could tell did hard drugs before so i brought it up and hes been sober for like a year and a half or some shit but he constantly vapes and does things so that he can feel better compared to other people (his words not mine) and basically lives in a fantasy world. i still think he's pretty chill though because i actually gave him a bunch of shit about his vegan/anarcho-communist beliefs and whatnot and he defended them vehemently and i can tell he didn't get angry or anything. i can respect anyone who can argue with me and maybe even talk a little shit without getting butthurt.
anyways so some girl that already works there and has been sober for a while longer hired him and i just went in in flip flops with a jar and red eyes and flip flops and was like "can you fill this jar halfway with coffee please" and the AA girl was there and she stared at me like "REALLY?" like i know she knows i was high. but i was just thinking damn chill it's not like im on meth or anything. and i'm gaining hella muscle and feeling stronger all the time and eating healthier. plus i'm about to get the fuck out of this dumbass town (I DONT NEED YOU OR THIS TOWN) and either go to asia or go into tech culture here (boring) -
2019-07-11 at 3:17 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
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2019-07-11 at 3:16 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolam
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson pear ass
when a girl wears high-waisted (mom) pants, thinking that they are cool, just because they are from urban outfitters, but really they just make their ass look really bad. and flat. going up the bottom of the crack. like a pear.
oh man, did you see that girl, those mom pants gave her a total pear ass?
so it basically has nothing to do with the structure of the ass, just the shorts that you wear? -
2019-07-11 at 3:15 PM UTC in Add an ignore featurecan i just add comments lol
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2019-07-11 at 3:14 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
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2019-07-11 at 3:13 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolam
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2019-07-11 at 3:09 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolam
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2019-07-11 at 3:07 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
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2019-07-11 at 3:05 PM UTC in Add an ignore feature
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2019-07-11 at 3:04 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
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2019-07-11 at 3:02 PM UTC in the virgin xanax vs the chad etizolamwhat the fuck is an apple ass
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2019-07-11 at 3:01 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
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2019-07-11 at 3 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
Originally posted by Ghost Mindfull breathing to prevent a panic attack. Instead of thinking about how to end your suffering with the closest sharp object you close your eyes and focus on specific body parts like meditation to clear your mind and calm you down and taking deep breaths because oxygen calms you down
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2019-07-11 at 3 PM UTC in going to group therapy today
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson What is a breathing exercise…I know there is breathing in and out…what else?
im not sure which ones exactly he is referring to but what i do is sit in the lotus position with an erect (lol) spine and close my eyes, relax every muscle in your body that you can (not the ones that are holding ur spine up obviously) and breathe in and out through your nose, concentrating on the sensation of the air entering/exiting your nose. when other thoughts come up you just notice them and go back to concentrating on your breath.
it's essentially just practice concentrating. i think it just helps your trains of thought become stronger and less susceptible to being distracted when you get pissed off or depressing thoughts or whatever. i've heard a lot of people use different variations of breathing, like "breathe in for 3 seconds, hold for 3 seconds, then breathe out for 3 seconds" over and over again but it kinda feels to me like they're just doing the same thing but imposing some arbitrary rule on it.
i like focusing directly on the breathing and if you do it long enough or with enough focus it can be interesting. ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE ON HIGH DOSES OF DISSOCIATIVES.
