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2018-12-24 at 4:46 AM UTC in Listen up you snow flake Gen Ex’ers
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2018-12-24 at 4:11 AM UTC in Listen up you snow flake Gen Ex’ersI’m a MOON PERSON. I own a home. All of my friends and cousins my age or younger own homes and there are only two of us that don’t have kids.
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2018-12-20 at 5:26 PM UTC in Bill Krozby's daughter's rotting young carcass would make a fine receptacle for all of our ejaculatory complaints.Zanick, I thought you were above this, even for someone like Bill Krozby, whom I honestly have disliked and had beef with in the past.
If he's a liar, it'll come out eventually, and if not, well... this, and all the bullshit from everyone else, is really in poor taste. Sure, he did make a thread about it, but did ask for it to be removed, and sure, I guess he's got it coming for posting about it at all (although we do make mistakes in grief, and being intoxicated, which I'm sure, if it's not a troll, he was experiencing both at the time), but I always saw you as being one with more taste and class than to make a thread like this, about anyone's dead child, just to cause an emotional response to that individual.
Even though I've had less than agreeable interactions with Bill Krozby in the past, I do think it's low to say shit like this when a person is grieving over the loss of a loved one. Even if not for him, his daughter deserves more respect than this. However, if it does come to be found that he was trolling, than may the ass fucking of Bill Krozby commence. I just don't think that he is, and I'd rather err on that side, than say fucked up shit if it really did happen. If you hate Bill Krozby, which again, I can't say that I don't have a distaste for his shit, especially in the past, as he's definitely been one to say some fucked up shit to and about me, that's fine, but talking shit with the leverage of someone's dead loved one is low hanging fruit to begin with, at least go for something more creative.
Even if he doesn't, his daughter deserves more respect than this. -
2018-12-15 at 7:22 PM UTC in I miss elaria sandBring back boss bebe
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2018-12-14 at 6:49 PM UTC in Thrift Store Finds - The definitive thread on bargins to be hadI got an electric smoker for 40 bucks on bidfta.
250 dollars brand new. It got hit with something and the side latch came off. I popped it out,put in a couple screws and used jb weld. Perfect 👍🏻
Got an out door propane heater for 25. Nothing wrong with it. -
2018-12-13 at 6:51 PM UTC in Random Thoughts
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2018-12-13 at 2:09 AM UTC in Today I was α as fuck to a chick instead of my usual β selfSo first, a bit of background on me:
My weight has fluctuated throughout my life.
I was a (nay, the) fat kid growing up.
Then I miraculously thinned out in my late teens, and, despite effectively being socially retarded, I discovered alcohol, which gave me even more confidence than my inexplicably athletic figure that came out of nowhere, so sex became a regular thing for me for a few years. It was like one long orgy.
Then in my early 20's, I started gaining weight, and fast. A nightly 6 drink minimum was probably a major contributor. So, fat and socially retarded, no amount of alcohol could turn me into anything resembling some kind of casanova.
Then came the 10 year drought. Legit, I did not have sex (or a date, for that matter) in an entire decade.
I resolve to lose the weight, and really dedicate myself to it, and I lose 100 lbs.
Literally days after reaching my goal weight (healthy BMI), I hooked up with this older alcoholic lady up the street. Sure, she's liquored up all the time, and she's like almost 20 years older than me, but she has a surprisingly decent body, and, was willing to sleep with me (again, after ten years without sex). So we basically just drank and fucked for a week straight.
I kinda caught feelings pretty hard (remember, 10 years), and that ended up putting her off. But I felt so heart-broken for weeks after that. I did a lot thinking, but mostly a lot of drinking. Luckily, my sex life ended up picking back up right where it left-off ten years ago, and shortly after there were a few more women sleeping with me, getting progressively more attractive / "out-of-my-league" (the most recent one being a gorgeous/flawless 19 year old (remember, I'm in my 30's at this point)).
So tonight, I have a chance encounter with the wino gal from up the street as I'm getting into a cab. It turns out she called a cab to the same place as me at the same time. So we share the cab, but I had plans to stop by the liquor store on the way, so I do that. She asks me to get her some Fireball whiskey (which just so happens to be what I'm picking up for myself), so I grab two two-sixes (Canadian slang for 750 ml bottles), and she says that she'll pay me back when we get to her place (we live on the same street). She's clearly drunk, as freaking always, but she invites me over. So I say yes, but then she starts acting up. At first she's all nice, but then she starts like, barking orders at me. Now, the old me (the sexless for 10 years me) would be all like "yes, Mistress, whatever you say goes…" But instead, I just throw her the bottle of Fireball and tell her to pay for the cab.
And I'm all like...
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2018-12-11 at 7:48 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?Little things.
I know at a certain point my body and mind will betray me and I won't have a choice so I try to enjoy the fight.
I also have two childhood friends who were brothers. One jumped off a parking garage and the other was shot and killed. Every day I feel like I'm running a marathon that they didn't get to finish. I'ma finish that bitch for them. -
2018-12-11 at 3:38 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?How's he doing now?
Life's weird, man.
Suicidal, utterly miserable, incapable of interacting with people. And now I've got the most amazingly sweet and beautiful girlfriend and two cool dogs. Life's still got its ups and downs, and I still deal with depression, but it's so much better than I ever thought possible.
I'd do another AMA, but I don't know if there's really any demand for it. It's been a while and really not that much has changed since the last one.
Thanks for asking. Hope you're doing well too.
https://www.reddit.com/user/plzsendhalp
Anyway the point is not 'go out and do drugs instead of kill yourself.' I'm just saying, go out and live and do something you've always wanted to do before you can't anymore. This is true in regular life, but doubly true if you're planning to kill yourself and have limited time. Adventure resets the spirit and pulls you out of whatever hole you're in. -
2018-12-11 at 2:38 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?It is a good post
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2018-12-11 at 2:09 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?Good thread my nigga.
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2018-12-11 at 12:28 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?§m£ÂgØL has been reading Chicken Soup for the Soul and is insipired to write his next book Chicken Soup for Faggots
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2018-12-11 at 12:23 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?
Originally posted by gadzooks Lexapro looks to be an SSRI.
SSRI's are primarily for managing mood. But studies have found that in really high doses, they can be effective in treating OCD, so that's why I'm prescribed them, just a different SSRI (Fluoxetine AKA Prozac).
Prozac and Zoloft are dangerous. I thought one of them was taken off the market even. maybe Zoloft? -
2018-12-11 at 12:14 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?I don't ever think about it anymore. My life is too awesome. I've got a lot I'm working on and a lot I look forward to. Got people who care about me, friends I'd trust with my life, a good family.
I might feel pretty shitty at times, but suicide is completely off the table. That shit is for lazy pussies who are unwilling to make the changes necessary to make them happy. Not saying the feeling makes you a pussy. Just the act. It's an odd mix of the cowardice of running away and the bravery of actually committing the act.
But in suicide you only need to be brave for a moment. To live you need to be brave all the time. -
2018-12-11 at 12:13 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?
Originally posted by mmQ I don't have time to get into it right now but it's essentially the same answer - hope. I have felt the highs of being who I really want to be and my brain "being right" and I just have hope that I can get back there again, because when I'm there, I absolutely do NOT want to suicide because I genuinely enjoy my life.
You summarize my whole philosophy on the matter perfectly.
Perhaps it's a relatively common way of coping, but knowing that there have once been good times, logically implies that there should be more in the future. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, or next week, or even this year, but good times can tend to come and go.
If I were to board the bus now, I may miss out. -
2018-12-11 at 12:09 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?
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2018-12-11 at 12:06 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?I don't have time to get into it right now but it's essentially the same answer - hope. I have felt the highs of being who I really want to be and my brain "being right" and I just have hope that I can get back there again, because when I'm there, I absolutely do NOT want to suicide because I genuinely enjoy my life.
These days it's just hit or miss and I never know how I'm gonna fucking feel when I wake up and blah blah blah I gotta go back to work.
One love. -
2018-12-11 at 12:03 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?I may not be a super-regular poster here at NIS, but of course I've picked up on a few narratives, and there's the whole story of Malice that comes up frequently. I've seen references to "getting on a/the bus" associated with suicide.
I checked out Malice's last thread, entitled, ever-so-simply, "Later".
I consider buying my own ticket every single day, at least once.
I imagine it's not too uncommon.
If you're reading this and the notion has never so much as crossed your mind, then we are of a different species.
The only thing that keeps me going, despite an overwhelming, emotionally crushing feeling all throughout my body, is hope that I won't always feel like this.
I'm holding on by that one single thread of hope. It keeps me going, day after day.
But I do fear that one day the thread will wear itself too thin. -
2018-12-10 at 5:22 PM UTC in My daughter just diedI like Scron. His heart is in the right place.
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2018-11-16 at 7:46 PM UTC in Stop demonizing child sexualityOh lort.
There's a reason that you can't walk out your front door and say these things in a public space. It's because you're fucking stupid, and those that wouldn't stomp your ass would at least educate you about how very wrong you are.
You're just a pedophile that needs to justify your shit, otherwise you'd probably eat a bullet because deep down you know that you're full of it.