Mewsik
African Astronaut
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I think people obviously “hear” typed words and imagine what someone sounds like lol
I’m not much into fantasizing or role playing .. maybe forums are really for people who enjoy that realm of ... I dunno? What realm ... communicating
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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I see you asked a question, but used exclamation marks and spelled there wrong and italicized depth .. which just confuses me so I just want to ignore it all ...
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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I disagree really. It seems to often produce false depth perception. I’ve always struggled to communicate clearly by typing my thoughts. I also am very intuitive and read people too well in RL .. I suck at understanding people in forums.
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Hmmm .. I wonder how they would fare in brownies and other baked things?
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Like a voice recorder rather than typing what you want to say in forums
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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It would be so much better than communicating through text .. I always laugh when someone (there have been hundreds over the years) who accuses me of Yelling at them in text in the forums ... I don’t yell so it’s weird
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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MODULE not modual lol
I always wondered why no one has them.
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Eating lunch .. walked to this place from work. It’s not the most pleasant walk, as I don’t care for the “attention” I get and being the extreme minority of most categories.... the only thing I ever truly wanted my whole life was to blend in ...
Anyway, I realized that mental illness looks the same or evokes the same feelings in me .. no matter if it’s male, female, yellow skin, white skin, whatever’s ...
It makes me really sad ...
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Logging into this site ... why do I keep doing it? It’s pointless and I feel dirty when I do, and not in a good way.
Everything changes and I use to appreciate change. I saw it as growth, forward motion. I guess I came here looking for the good times from the past ...
But all that’s left here is a bit of graffiti here and there, but it’s hard to even see it with all the freak shows and closed up stores and broken windows.
Missing the fun times of 2012 and all the lively color and playfulness that filled my scared soul on my journey to the unknown.
I will miss it .. I know it’s gone forever. Time to let it go.
2018-10-10 at 1:48 AM UTC
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Maple crown royal
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Anything maple is proper .. the best mule evah is one made with whiskey, ginger beer, bitters, fresh lime and a drizzle of pure maple syrup ... yummy.
Haven’t had one in a couple of years. They were a favorite though.
2018-10-10 at 1:42 AM UTC
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What time is it
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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9:34 est
I was sitting on the couch, and thought I caught a tiny mouse running along the baseboard out of the corner of my eye. WHOLLY FUCK!! It’s the biggest spider I have ever seen. I trapped it under a clear plastic container. Not sure what to do now.
After reading the post above me, I thought about going down to the pool where it’s pitch black to check out the stars .. sounded nice, but now I’m totally freaked out. God only knows how many of these giant spiders are down there.
Looking forward to snow!!
I do miss the night sky in the great north west and away from the city lights in Cali ... they just aren’t the same here.
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Faggot A
I’m sorry but it wasn’t really me. I feel really guilty that you believed it was. Even though I told you it was just something I was going through. I went through it ... and I’m over it. I found myself again, sort of. I mean there are a lot of things I need to improve on, but I don’t need to run away from them anymore. I’m not lost anymore and I don’t want to be ever again. It’s really hard to accept this bullshit anymore. I know you are who you are when I met you, so I can’t expect you to be different ... blahhhhh
2018-10-09 at 11:28 PM UTC
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Bring Back the YELLOW GHOST!
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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If you don’t care about reaction, response, interaction, etc. why not just blog?
2018-10-09 at 11:08 PM UTC
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Bring Back the YELLOW GHOST!
Mewsik
African Astronaut
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Hey Ghost .. is it important to you, to be heard? I’m only assuming that most of what you post, you actually write and it’s not cut and paste from google.
Second, is it important to you to be understood or at least evoke conversation from your posts?