Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Of what? We are both older sexy folks
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Yes, I do have a partner of 5 years. We made each other better as people.
I will never betray him
I would not have the joy or satisfaction I do now with out him
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
No never in love. Some weird love .. this weird multi past love reincarnation love
But never ever inlove
Very complicated
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
It’s been years .. people still refer to his retarded threads as facts. It’s reword because he’s just a below average male looks wise, below average sexual partner, and lived a less than desirable life to bring home to the family ...
Yet, I remain his friend.
Sometimes that just happens.
I was far stronger than his bs .. but no clue regarding online perception
I’ve talked to him a few times a year every year since 2013 when we met.
I’ve gone through his ups and downs .. I feel him,but narcist dont feel much of anything.
Anyway .. he created this drunk persona of me.
It was aweful, just really a terrible betrayal of trust ...
He is and has always been my friend. But he has never earned it.
That’s all
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
I’m bored and caring ....
Wtf
2019-01-05 at 3:10 AM UTC
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So it’s friday
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Sitting by the fire in my pretty house, overlooking my terrace yard with pool and woods.
Talking to an old .. DH connection .. a well .. legend and demise of me as anyone ..
He’s my friend. I’m a strong bitch but realistic.
Anyway ... good day for sure overall
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
LOVED ... 110% ... only 1 missing thing in my life, that would make me solid on the daily.
The feel really truly good.
I love you more 💜
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Sorry don’t .. no boxes of cookies for you, from me. I don’t have that shit in my pretty house anymore.
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
On the treadmill trying to load AC/DC
Wondering what NISers listen to when they work out
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Drinking coffee, smoken a cig, reviewing all the shit I need to get done today at work, trying not to let my bullshit goals get me down ... shower time
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
Day 15 of snotville .. now the headache is back. But every time I open my eyes and walk around my home, I forget this annoyance and just feel satisfied.
2019-01-04 at 11:29 AM UTC
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Random Thoughts
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
I love my home. It’s so pretty 💜 it’s very gratifying to see the potential in something, and make it a reality with your own 2 hands and dedication.
2019-01-03 at 11:06 AM UTC
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Random Thoughts
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
How much damn snot can a human continue to produce 😡 14 freaking days of this discussing crap.
Mewsik
African Astronaut
[diagonally photosensitise my summation]
It makes me really sad to hear about addictions people struggle with. I wish you could get the kind of support you really need to give your body a rest and time to fully recover (or best it can at this point.
I think it’s impossible to get a proper diagnosis and treatment for psychological problems or physical with more chemicals.
You are so bright, well spoken, you seem to be thoughtful and kind. I wish for you to find a way to honor and care for the gifts you were given.
I dunno ... darn.