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2018-08-03 at 3:21 PM UTC in I'm rather upper class, high society...Get a little cart to wheel it around on ya dingus.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-03 at 2:25 PM UTC in How many people do you think have you in their phone's contacts?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-03 at 1:21 PM UTC in Everybody hates JoeRell...Photoshop is soooooooo coooooool😂🤣😂🤣The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-03 at 12:37 PM UTC in Why has Trump avoided the "Opioid Crisis"The answer is obvious. Big Pharma doesn't want him to. And they motivate him strongly ($$$) to avoid the issue. Secondly, only Congress can enact laws to combat the issue... the President has limited power as he can only issue executive orders.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-03 at 12:25 PM UTC in I am leavingDear Niggas, Zokleteers, Totseans, DHers and everyone else
First of all, this is not a "fuck yalls".
I hope you can read this and take something away for yourself. As is the nature of this community, you will definitely make light of this, and that is why I love you all. But please consider it quietly for yourself as well.
Over the past few weeks I have felt a lot of different emotions about a lot of different things. One of the primary subjects of my considerations has been the topic of who I am and why i do amything I do.
Ultimately, my goal is to be happy. Anything I do must serve this goal in the short or long term. If something isnt making me happy, or its making me unhappy, then it is in my best interest to do something else.
But life is more complex than that. Some things make us happy but also hold us back.
I came to thinking about why I participate in forums and social media at all. And I realized that for me, it was because I was an informational sponge and the type of information I could recieve, the ideas I could expose myself to and espouse, in cyberspace was so much more open than in meatspace. In particular, I found this in Totse and Zoklet. I found Totse through some tutorials that popped up on a search engine, and I found something way bigger than that. It allowed me to express aspects of my true inner self with far greater freedom than anywhere else. Thats why I ised these forums.
Recently however, I have lost joie de vivre. Something is missing and I think it is because I am not allowed by society to bring many aspects of my personality into my daily life. I have grown and fleshed these aspects out in this community, and they are not all positive or negative, but they are an important part of me and I cannot live any longer as two, three, four different people.
More importantly, I use this place as a place of comfort; some people "know" me, some dont, but I can always say what is on my mind. But comfort and happiness seem at odds with one another. I have reinforced a lot of negative mental traps through here, because what I found at first to be acceptance of my true self has now become reassurance and comfort in my negative self. I also use it to channel those negatives like a heatsink: I can channel and dump my problems here and walk around like a relatively normal person. And I often find myself now choosing comfort over happiness.
I must bring myself all together and become one. I must cull those negative aspects of my mind. I must find a way to be haply, and I think this place, as much as it has helped me, is becoming a mental prison that I hold the keys to, but I'm not leaving. Well I am now. And meatspace takes precedence because thats the guy I walk around as when I'm not jacked into the matrix.
I see the same problems in many of you but I am not going to call you out. I just want you to know that it isnt pointless to try to change, comfort isnt happiness, and life is out there. If you are using the internet as a crutch, let go and fall on your face, crawl along the ground like a snail and try to replenish your atrophied muscles. I think you will be happier for it.
I dont know, most of this doesnt make sense but yeah. I hope you all do well and find happiness, whatever that means to you.
Later.
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2018-08-02 at 8:53 PM UTC in Everybody hates JoeRell...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-02 at 6:39 PM UTC in Why has Trump avoided the "Opioid Crisis"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-01 at 5:34 AM UTC in I'm super depressed and bored as shitThe turtles trippingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-01 at 3:33 AM UTC in I'm super depressed and bored as shitThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-08-01 at 3:32 AM UTC in I'm super depressed and bored as shitIts a baby turtle, he's actually on land, what he's eating is a deception along with the blue "sea", and there's a much deeper symbolisism behind the whole thing.
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2018-08-01 at 2:11 AM UTC in When porn was formal.Those were the Golden Ages, they were. Men in black tie, women in the most wonderful dresses... all of them headed down to the local pornographic film establishment. Waiters and waitresses catered to their every epicurean whim as they sat in the theater and were treated to the finest food, the finest drink, and the finest horse cock ever to grace the sticky silver screen. I miss those days. Pornography has somehow gained a reputation for being "seedy", "immoral", and "gross". Things truly were more enlighted back in our day... in the days of formal pornography viewing.
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2018-07-31 at 8:22 PM UTC in LJ and InfinityShock live close to each other in Florida...
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2018-07-31 at 11:07 AM UTC in Who here ISN'T a nihilist, and what do you believe in?I'm mostly motivated by resentment.
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2018-07-31 at 8:52 AM UTC in Who here ISN'T a nihilist, and what do you believe in?False hope is pretty much my biggest motivator
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2018-07-31 at 4:34 AM UTC in LaterOhfralala gets the Seal of (desperately trying to gain) ApprovalThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-07-31 at 4:06 AM UTC in Is $1000 Chump Change?It becomes no longer chump change when you can sit down at a nice restaurant and read the menu from left to right instead of from right to left.
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2018-07-31 at 3:38 AM UTC in LaterThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-07-31 at 3:31 AM UTC in Later
Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla i made op kill himself fuck yea!
Reported. Encouraging suicide isn't cool.
Originally posted by Enterita You are annoying the fuck out of me right now. Answer my fucking question. This is why I hate women.
She answered all your fucking questions you winter months living retard.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-07-31 at 3:24 AM UTC in Miss Sophie finds dhers to be quite dopey...
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2018-07-31 at 2:57 AM UTC in Miss Sophie finds dhers to be quite dopey...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
