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  1. larrylegend8383 Naturally Camouflaged
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  2. larrylegend8383 Naturally Camouflaged
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  3. POLECAT POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret [my presentably immunised ammonification]
    Originally posted by CandyRein

    thats a nice jar,, Ide show u mine but its not as impressive cuz you cant see through the 5 gallon bucket
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  4. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    OP is hikki tier pathetic in every aspect of his life.
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  5. Robert Mugabe African Astronaut
    Lol Douglas couldn't stand OP you fucking dumbass ball chinned fuck.
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  6. DontTellEm Black Hole
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  7. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    A hole gnu whirled

    A gnu fantastic pointofview

    No won to tell us no

    Or wear to go

    Let meeh share this hole gnu whirled with you
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  8. G African Astronaut
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  9. Robert Mugabe African Astronaut
    Cock nose got schooled hard.

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  10. mmQ Lisa Turtle
    yeah man bump
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  11. A College Professor victim of incest [your moreover breastless limestone]
    Originally posted by CandyRein Is that why you’ve made 100 accounts to post here with us ?

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  12. A College Professor victim of incest [your moreover breastless limestone]
    Originally posted by Donald Trump Why did you hate him so much? What did he do to you?

    Unapologetically lived like a rockstar, wore the freshest clothes, and ate at the chillest restaurants?
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  13. Ice Cold Fourty Yung Blood (banned)
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  14. Chairman Takeshi Kaga African Astronaut
    Originally posted by CandyRein So I was looking for a show a ended up watching a clip from this other show ..

    So the show made me cry because the chick was blind cooking and she made it through her audition with Gordan Ramsey…

    And then as I stopped crying I started thinking it’s all a bunch of crap because it reminded me of my American Idol audition …

    My audition went great but I didn’t have a sob story to tell them like I’ve been sleeping in my car or my house just burned down ..

    My boyfriend at the time told me they were asking him questions about us and everything he was saying was positive…

    Literally everyone said I sound great ..it’s not about the talent tho..it’s about bringing in an audience with a great story of triumph…which I had but I didn’t know it was supposed to be on front street

    *tokez*

    Aww well no matter what you'll always be my idol honey.
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  15. lol u prolly thought it was like Glee
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  16. aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
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  17. Ghost Black Hole
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  18. livingelegy motherfucker [my polyoicous forward graciousness]
    I never met Bill Krozby. When I first arrived on NiS I considered him a mere rival in edginess, but as I got to know him for the short time I did I began to respect him and his story. May he rest in peace.
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  19. Ghost Black Hole
    Bill Krozby is the only reason I became a part of this community. I only cared about posting drug chemistry stuff, not socializing with weirdos on the internet but he added me on kik and seemed cool and invited me to TC and everything.

    My life would be a lot different if he never talked to me, I don't even know why he did, I don't remember what I posted but he was nice to me for some reason. Because of that I ended up meeting other people, who also died.

    It's fucked up to think about like I wouldn't be sad about these people dying if he never talked to me and I just forgot about the place and moved on many years ago but i'm glad I got to be his friend, his existence had a profound effect on many peoples lives.
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  20. Robert Mugabe African Astronaut
    Originally posted by chzbrgr His mom said he didn't leave a note or anything like it was planned or thought out. He had been hearing voices pretty severely for at least a week leading up to his death, if not longer. He was in touch with his parents and some friends those few days leading up telling them he thought the police were at his place trying to arrest him, and he was scared. I think he just got tortured enough, killing himself was only his escape, or the voices told him to do it. I don't know exactly what he did, but a lot of flooring was torn up in his apartment by bio cleanup, so I'm assuming he bled out. His mom said Archie was lying at his feet when the police were finally able to get to him. He had barracaded the door, and they had to get in through the window. I'm a bit surprised he did something so drastic as he has seemed to be vocally averse to suicide. In the past he's accidentally overdosed and been saved every time, so originally I assumed he had done that and just didn't make it this time.

    Years ago when we were together I asked him if he maybe had paranoid schizophrenia just after seeing patterns in his behavior through the years. He said he didn't hear voices, but there were many times we'd be in bed trying to go to sleep, and I'd hear him cursing under his breath. At first when I'd ask him what was wrong he'd hesitantly say nothing but a time or two he finally admitted he was having scary intrusive thoughts. He was a very very paranoid person. Some of it made sense because he was doing a lot of troublesome things, but some of it just seemed to come way out of left field, like him thinking he was being gang stalked or that the FBI had planted nano spiders with cameras on them in his place. One day I had come over and he was throwing everything away because he thought someone had broken into his place and planted meth. He was opening up stuff like ketchup and shampoo bottles and scraping the insides to see if there was meth in them before tossing them out. He was scraping at the grout in his shower and picking through the carpet. He would pick up pieces of cat litter and ask me if I thought it looked like meth, and I said I don't know because I don't know what meth looks like, but it looked like cat litter to me and once I said that he looked at it and realized he was losing it. Also in hindsight I realize he was probably doing a lot more meth than I was aware of him doing, which I know exacerbates insomnia and therefore paranoid thoughts/hearing voices. I haven't talked to him in the past two years, but in living close by to him, I've seen him a handful of times in the past year walking down the street, and he didn't look good. His face was red and swollen and looked to have sores or spots on it which led me to think he had been doing a lot of meth lately.

    He was diagnosed with bipolar disorder I believe when he was 15, sometime around then. His mom said he was a loving child, seemed to be normal, but once he got into his teens it was like the flip of a switch. They had to kick him out because he was being so violent and unpredictable. I think with the bipolar disorder going unmedicated after that and being homeless/poor for periods of time he just got into a world of trouble and his mental illness deepened into other things like OCD and schizophrenia. He also wouldn't admit to a lot of things and wouldn't accept help. I think part of that had to do with his parents being "put-together", well-off, and active members of their community; I'm sure he felt he had to adhere to that standard as their son and couldn't vocally admit his problems. I don't think he was aware how apparent his actions were till he was in way too deep.

    That's really sad, I will miss the guy. I hope he finds the solace and peace in death he could not attain in life.
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