Looking back, the winter months seem to be a time of sedation, dreaming, disconnection from life, tripping, opioid use and sleeping.
I spend the summer months being as active as I can physically and mentally, coming up with as many ideas as I can, making as much money as I need to be able to live with parents, and general hedonistic pleasure.
Do you think its possible for a cycle to exist of long term rest and relaxation, and then moving forward, and then more rest, vaaodilation, and neurogenesis resulting from the afterthought of said activity?
Sorry if I sound cringey and pseudointillectual ive spent the last few months on methadone and sleeping with occasional excursions to the outside world.
A director of science fiction
Not a writer, I wouldnt be able to hack out a full story
But to put it together,
Probably
2018-03-27 at 9:24 PM UTC
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"Serenity now. Serenity now."
Did you know the seinfizzle theme was played on a casio keyboard not a bass
Depression, agony, drug binge, etc
Long term suffering.
Mine is probably permanent, drug induced life discomfort, fatigue and lack of motivation (albeit abstinence from stimulants has been making my serotonergic persuits more tolerable)
Also I've been here before, Roshambo be thy name.
2018-03-27 at 9:18 PM UTC
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Mental breakdown
Months of life, well years but to the most drastic of falters, months applies more accurately
The drugs, chemicals, time, life, wasted, on hedonistic ventures has simmered and diluted my soul to nothing
How I live in a junkpile and pharmaceutical (psychedelic) use is what brings me out of my hellhole is just icing on the Ironcake.
Yes.
The beginning is often the end.
2018-03-27 at 8:26 PM UTC
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Who is your favorite nazi?
(President of germany after hitler, genius commander of submarines and u boats. (Iirc he built an indestructible u boat base)
2018-03-27 at 8:24 PM UTC
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Who is your favorite nazi?
Grand admiral Karl Dönitz
2018-03-27 at 8:22 PM UTC
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living in a fake thing
"Inner negativity"
"Living"
2018-03-27 at 8:21 PM UTC
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Does anybody here like kava?
No as all kavalactones are fucking worthless.
Weak hepatotoxic gabaergics and cannabinoids?
Nah Id rather spicexanax
U gotta reverse the squares bro
12^2= 144
21^2=441
2018-03-27 at 8:12 PM UTC
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Im horribly depressed
Iboga therapy
Just do a psychedelic and realize why you suck
Its pretty simple any druggie can do it
