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2018-09-12 at 5:51 AM UTC in List the most common drugs you've never tried
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box I've known people that are so fucking dumb - and this a true story - that they confused formaldehyde with PCP (since its used as a slang for PCP). A group of friends/acquaintances were exploring an abandoned seminary (had a school and all sorts of stuff), they found an old lab and a jar of formaldehyde. They dipped cigarettes in it and smoked and, and while they didn't get high they weren't especially moved when I told them how carcinogenic formaldehyde is(so I'm assuming they're brain damaged).
I've heard of this too. I wonder how common this was. "Embalming Fluid" was another name for it IIRC.
And, 13 year old me very nearly did a line of actual bath salts because he heard that "people were getting fucked up on bath salts"not to mention the fact that even when you're dealing with something that should, in theory, be PCP, you really don't know if the chemist made it right and its not like there's a lot of competition (I can always find clean acid because there's enough competition for that).
This is what's always scared me away from trying to find it. PCC is a common impurity caused by improper synthesis, and it's very toxic. I wonder how many of the negative side effects commonly attributed to PCP are actually due to PCC.
Hopefully the various RCs don't contain it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-12 at 12:13 AM UTC in Happy 9/11!!!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-10 at 10:32 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Juicebox At one point in time my mother wanted a cheap computer for Journaling or some shit
I was at goodwill one day and saw that they had a few old ass iMacs, and wanted $10 a piece for them, so I bought one
She didn't like it, so I thought maybe it would be worth something because it was so old and you know how applefags can be
Found out they were selling for around $100, not really worth it to me so it just sat in the trunk of a car for a while
A couple years later, after I had been forced into homelessness due to low pay and shitty family, my bridgemates and I were sitting around a fire drunk and stoned as fuck, trying to figure something to do
So we started finding things to throw on the fire to pass the time. Old clothes, non working electronics, a box of 7.62x39 rounds, stuff like that
Eventually we ran out of shit, so we went to my car,which was parked in a parking lot a quarter mile away, and looked in there for shit to burn. We saw the iMac, and looked at each other. We knew this was gonna be fun.
When we first threw it on the fire it didn't seem to do anything. For like ten minutes it just sat there. A puff of smoke now and again, a small pop. Boring. So one of my bridgemates hit it a few times with the axe we used to chop logs,and threw a cup of kerosene on it
It began decomposing at a quicker rate now, popping louder and more often, the plastic parts began to melt and shrink, and eventually this thick, black smoke that caused nearly instant syncope if inhaled began to pour out.
Eventually it got to be too much and we had to leave that section of the bridge, electing to sit on the railroad tracks about 50 yards away instead. We were protected from the smoke by a ten foot wall.
By now the smoke was pouring out and small explosions occurred irregularly every couple of minutes. We were almost positive that a visit from the fire department was imminent. But we had a horrible realization: we forgot the fucking beer on the other side of the wall.
So I drew in a deep breath, ran back behind the wall, grabbed the 12 pack, and ran back out, with just enough breath to spare.
A couple beers later, the smoke was still pouring out and the explosions had become more frequent but less powerful, occurring every few seconds. We couldn't remember where our box of 500 9mm rounds were, and we became worried that they were the source of the constant pops.
So I drew another deep breath and ran back in, looked around, and found the box of ammo about 6 feet from the fire. The fire had spread to a larger area but was still not tall, and well away from our storage area or anything else flammable.
I grabbed the box, but ran out of breath on my way out, and accidentally got a lung full of the smoke, which nearly knocked me right out. I became instantly dizzy and couldn't stand up, so I set the box of ammo down on the other side of the wall, and crawled back to the railroad tracks. After a moment of recuperation I got the box of ammo and brought it to our spot on the tracks.
No matter how hard I tried, I could not stop laughing for a solid hour
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2018-09-12 at 12:20 AM UTC in how do i wake up somebody unconcious?
Originally posted by DietPiano I'm beginning to see the downside of illegal drugs.
Everything I post and have posted on this website, besides this specific post, is in jest, or is otherwise not indicative of my character, or beliefs.
Every story or personal account I write or have written is fiction, including the accounts of ficticious character(s) that may be misunderstood as accounts or records of myself and activities I may have performed. They are not pertinent to me or my character.
I'm for sure remembering why I quit taking stimulants. Almost every time I try to post it turns into a fucking wall of text that has been proofread and edited fifty times
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2018-09-12 at 12:47 AM UTC in how do i wake up somebody unconcious?
Originally posted by aldra I do that sober though
Yeah but yours are actually relevant to current events and have a lot of important information most people won't know
The ones I've posted here the last few days were mostly just personal history which I guess isn't AS bad
But three seperate times on other sites I have caught myself spending over an hour typing whole pages about shit nobody has cared about (on a phone ffs) in over a decade and going over them a hundred times.
Then I'll usually end up not even submitting it because I realize the last comment on the page was from 2009The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-10 at 11:53 AM UTC in Schizphrenia official threadIt can't be the official thread if it's misspelled in the thread title
But really, I know exactly how you feel. Really. I spent almost four years of my life hiding from people I thought were after me for things I'd posted online and done IRL while amassing an arsenal of weapons, ammo, medications, and survival gear. I had over $10,000 worth of it at one point. I spent a shitload of money on firearm training, had a gun club membership, and went to the range for hours three times a week.
Sometime in 2015, I said "fuck it. If there really is someone after me, let them come after me. We all die eventually anyway."
And from then on I was seemingly able to look at my condition from an objective point of view and realize that I was being ridiculous. Almost all of the things I had taken as "signs" were nothing more than coincidence, or people going about their business who happened to see me and look my way. Sometimes it was a hallucination, but now, somehow, I could tell the difference. Once in a while, i still find myself caught up in some delusion that somebody is after me, but I "snap out of it" much faster than I used to. It was like a switch had been flipped.
I thought it was the drugs at first, so I stopped taking them. I stayed mostly clean for three years, only taking Crouton and the occasional benzedrex. It's only recently that I've started on that shit again. Didn't seem to make much difference. Though the intensity of the paranoia was diminished, it was still there.
In July 2015, after getting extremely fucked up and telling everyone that was staying with me at the time that I was going to kill myself, I had some sort of "moment of clarity" and had myself committed (although they wrote "involuntary" on the paperwork)
I was diagnosed with depressive psychosis, but the "medicine" they gave me for it made it twice as bad, and I could barely get out of bed most days because it sapped every bit of motivation out of me while making me shake like a Parkinson's patient if I tried to sit still, something that still hasn't completely gone away. I tried to stop taking it but it resulted in a terrifying psychosis that was far worse than the original symptoms and ended up committed again, but I convinced them that it was the medication that had done it, and they tapered me off of it.
Then I find out schizophrenia (and mental illness in general) has a much higher rate of incidence among Native Americans than the general American population.
I've mostly accepted the fact that I've got some mental illness somewhere between OCD and schizophrenia, and that I will most likely be unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality 20-30 years from now. Just look at a certain other poster here.
All that said, I still believe that there was a point in time that I was being watched, but I was involved in medium-level criminal activities at that point, it was probably just people making sure I was doing what I said I was going to do.
As of now, most of the weapons and such have been sold or confiscated, but I still have a lot of the survival gear, and feel like I could hold my own for quite a while if some sort of disaster or apocalypse were to happen.
I'm still very paranoid, and won't let anyone get close to me, but it's still much better than it used to be. I think I've hit the "ceiling of improvement" for my current situation and will have to change it to improve further.
I know I'm going to regret posting this, but there it is
TL;DR: I'm slowly losing my mind but at least I'm aware of itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-10 at 4:21 PM UTC in Scientists Warn the UN of Capitalism's Imminent Demise
Originally posted by RisiR † Those dumbassses will believe in that over some reliable, scientific sources. Just watch them bring up some bullshit like that next. I mean, there is a Youtube video about it for sure. It must be right if some dude on the internet "figurrrred it out" by watching a 9/11 gif.
I believe a lot of "conspiracy theories," but I've found that any time you ask someone online for evidence of their's, they can be dismissed completely if their reply is a youtube video or a WordPress site
I'm sure there are exceptions, but I haven't seen any yetThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-10 at 4:40 PM UTC in All right, who remembers me?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-09 at 5:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by -SpectraL I've been through 10X the hell you've been through, and I'm still alive. You haven't seen anything yet, kid.
Can you take this somewhere else/some other time?
We're discussing real life here, when we're in the mood for Totse Tall Tales from the Taggart Trailer we'll let you know, we promise -
2018-09-10 at 1:58 AM UTC in petition to merge this forum with the political forumDENIED!
to the mongolvoid with youThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-10 at 12:49 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by DietPiano Thinking more and more about the theory that everthing is math, that math is everything
BECOME malice
At this point I'm kinda torn between "reality is a simulation" and "we're all astral beings vibrating on different frequencies, and we can only see and understand that which is on our frequency"
I'm doing a terrible job of trying to explain the second one, and I'm making it sound retarded. Anybody know what I'm talking about? What do they call that?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-09 at 5:10 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?I am currently listening to my fan. And my roommates talking in a way that makes me think they're talking about me
But then I realize I'm just being paranoid
I REALLY need to get some sleep, I've slept about six hours since Thursday afternoon
I'm gonna grab a beer and some T-PAIN and get to sleep before I spend my entire day off work here
I guess I'll just leave you all with this:
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2018-09-09 at 3:50 PM UTC in I just wanna hang out with RisiR and mQI would like to hang with RisiR, but I feel like I would end up in the trunk of mmQ's car by the end of the nightThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-09 at 3:19 PM UTC in Scientists Warn the UN of Capitalism's Imminent DemiseThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-04 at 5:45 AM UTC in If you had the power to send people to an eternity of horrific pain...Nobody. No matter how serious one's crimes are, they are still finite and do not deserve infinite punishment.
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2018-09-09 at 9:27 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by RisiR † I've literally been through hell the past three weeks and it was absolutely worth it. I really wish you the best, my friend. You're one of the realest people I've met.
Thank you. I don't know what else to say that doesn't sound weird or overly saccharine, but, thank you. Really. I hope things get better for you.
Originally posted by DontTellEm Lmao @ maybe she's a witch & I lost a piece of my soul. Wtf? 😂😂
I didn't actually think she was a witch or that I lost part of my soul, but it sure felt like it. It's difficult to explain a feeling that you've never felt before
I'm about as socialized as American healthcare. I never talk to anyone outside of work, so that was the first time that I've ever felt that way from a look alone, and it was devastating
I give people weird looks all the time, I hope I've never made anyone feel like that
But I'm guessing that the whole reason this happened was BECAUSE I made people feel like that without even knowing it, and this had to happen for me to realize what I was doingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-05 at 8:18 PM UTC in Is Trump the Anti Christ?The present pope calling ANYBODY anti-Christian is absolutely laughableThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-04 at 6:15 AM UTC in If you had the power to send people to an eternity of horrific pain...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-09-09 at 12:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWell, fuck.
I went up to the counter at Walgreens, and this cute Asian girl, probably around 25, comes up to the counter.
"Hey, how may I help you?"
"I need to get some insulin syringes. 29 gauge, 50 units"
"Do you have a prescription?"
"I don't have it with me."
Never in my life has a simple look changed my mood. Normally if someone gives me a shitty look, I just think "lol fuck you too buddy" and go on my way.
But there was something different about this one. This one got me. I was in a pretty good mood too, which is rare. It totally drained me. Maybe she was a witch.
She went to the back, got my shit and checked me out, all without looking at me again.
It seems to be at the discretion of the pharmacists whether you get those without a prescription or not, so at least I got my shit, but I paid for it with part of my soul. At least that shows that there's SOME humanity left, which is a good thing I guess.
Yeah yeah I'm a pussy blah blah but honestly, I've never known the power that looks can have until now.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-09-08 at 12:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionThey should have an eating contest where every competitor is required to insufflate a quarter gram of meth before it startsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!