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2018-01-16 at 3:46 PM UTC in Just injured my spine deadliftingFuckofffff
Captain Falcon, aren't you a retired pakistani multi-millionaire bodybuilder? WHat sort of rehab did u do
It's my actual spine, not my back muscles, I fucked up on the third rep by lowering the weight too slowly
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2018-01-16 at 3:39 PM UTC in Regarding my son
Originally posted by hydromorphone I don't know where the fuck anyone has got the idea my son is in/was in foster care, or that he got burnt in a fire.
My son, approximately a year ago, got burnt when he was with a babysitter and I was at work. He'd grabbed the grates of a fireplace at a home where the babysitter took him. He was taken to the hospital, and was referred to a burn center, especially since he's just a baby. He was there overnight, and had his hands wrapped up for a couple weeks, which definitely made it look worse than it was, and on antibiotics. You can't even tell he got burnt at this point. It was the equivalent to a kid putting their hands on the stove. I wasn't even there, and while it was a lack of judgement on the babysitter or letting him in the room with a fireplace going, it wasn't intentional, nor anyone's fault.
Oh, and I never swore on my son's life over PoC's dick being "perfect" for me or whatever. I would never swear on something so fucking petty, and let me tell you even if I did, that would be the last cock in the world I'd swear on. Yeah, while with him, I suggested he was a decent fuck, you know, because this was a person who fucking literally tried killing themselves before we got into a relationship, and I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings, but at this point I don't even give a fuck. He better learn to use his hands to please a woman, because he sure as fuck can't do it with his dick.
You fucks think all I care about is drugs? I don't. I care about being out of pain so I can function, work, and take care of my son. If I didn't give a fuck about my son, and keeping shit together, I would say fuck this shit, and fucking just die. Yeah, I was spending approximately $800 a month on T-PAIN. I went a while, cut back, and let my tolerance go down, so now lower doses work for me again. It wasn't easy, but I did it with the help of a friend. I know for a fact, I'll be on some substance to function for the rest of my life, so I have some quality of life and can do normal things like everyone else without being literally in tears in pain. I have legitimate health problems which include two herniated discs (just herniated another when I was cleaning a house back around October), my knees are fucked, I have arthritis, and a thoracic aortic aneurysm, coupled with a rapid heart rate that will stay, at rest, around 160-170 BPM. I take propranolol for it, which helps, but I still often get chest pain. I have also been having seizures now for a little over a year now too.
Get your shit straight before you start talking shit about me. I have not been a perfect mother, but I've done everything in my power to give my child all he needs and wants. No parent is perfect, but I love my son. I would give anything for my son. It's why I get up everyday, why I keep going, even when shit is hard. I vent a lot on here. I've gone through some very traumatic experiences in my life and most recently, but IRL I protect my son from seeing that side to me. I protect him from knowing his mother is chronically depressed, and do all I can to put on a smile, and be happy around him, and when I can't fake it for him, I let a trusted person watch him. About the worst thing I did was let PoC borrow my son's ukulele, until he could get strings for his guitar I gave him for his birthday, only because he'd gone on saying about us moving out that way with him. Of all the shit I did, I did it to be good to PoC, and all the shit he can go on talking about me, the worst I ever did was say I couldn't continue a conversation because I was not doing good, and felt a seizure coming on, which I'd had one right in front of 1337 on skype that morning. I always get burnt when I try to do good things, then assholes like to come in and shit on me to add insult to injury. I genuinely gave a fuck about PoC, though I do see now, it wasn't right for either of us, he still didn't have to be a fucking nigger about the whole thing, and he certainly, after all the shit he did, could have returned my son's- MY FUCKING CHILD'S- ukulele. I never asked for a single cent from that fucker, and refused to take money when offered even. For all the time, money and bullshit I went through to even come visit him, when I'd said, since I'd just started a new job, I wanted to wait, not even for the money, just the fucking stress of such a long ass drive, to wait, but fuck no if that could happen, you'd think he'd be decent and just spend the $20-25 to send a kid's ukulele back to their mother. I don't even play the ukulele, I play the guitar because I find them to be too tiny and uncomfortable, I just wanted to share music with my son, and only lent it to him because I trusted him, and my son wasn't really ready for it yet. Yeah, after all that, and still trying to be polite, I am still shit on. Yep, a shit mother really would spend the time to try and teach her son how to play an instrument, or even just spend time making noise with him on our respective instruments.
I'm not perfect, but I'm not this fucking monster of a parent some of you have manifested in your minds. Everything about me said by others just about is either a lie or a giant exaggeration of events.
Your child will grow up with Molyneux-like rationalisations about the evils of single parenthood and will fucking murder you when you are sleeping -
2018-01-16 at 3:34 PM UTC in Any woman who has had a one night stand is a disgusting CUNT.
Originally posted by hydromorphone There is such a thing as birth control. When a woman finds an ideal partner, that's when they can decide to procreate, if they so choose. Things have changed in that department. People aren't just hardwired to create life, sometimes they just want to fuck for the sake of fucking, to get off, for pleasure.
I personally don't like the line of work I'm in, as I would prefer it be with a partner of my choosing, but it pays the bills. I at least got pregnant by a man worthwhile this time. It could be worse, and my pregnancy had absolutely nothing to do with my line of work. Guy who knocked me up, we'd had sex strictly because we were attracted to each other, and had known each other for a long time prior.
You are a degenerate who chain smokes while getting tattood by a needle that was used on tweakers with hepatitis
If I was your child I would stab your neck with a kebab skewer -
2018-01-16 at 12:37 PM UTC in What is one unusual thing that only you do?I do yoga before I hit the weights, not after
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2018-01-16 at 12:27 PM UTC in Any woman who has had a one night stand is a disgusting CUNT.
Originally posted by mmQ Shouldn't this apply equally to both genders, what with the whole one night stand being a two gender thing? Usually.
Not really. DOuble standards exist because men and women are physically and psychologically different. Sperm is cheap, eggs are expensive. This is why men (on average) seek variety and chase hoes and say things like "women and children first" when the titanic is sinking, while women (on average) sit back and select the men who chase them and act as "gatekeepers" of sex who essentially bind men's sexual proclivities; this is why the homosexual subculture is full of degeneracy and aids, because they have no women to bind them.
Men can impregnate 5 women in one day, while women invest 9 months into shitting out one child. No wonder women are so much more selective - they invest over 1000x more time than a man does into producing offspring. This is where slut shaming comes from - it is a natural (and morally good) tactic for homo sapiens to shame disgusting whores who fuck dumb retards who are clearly not going to stick around and end up pumping out a kid who has a cunt of a single mother for the rest of his life.
Unfortunately, women are actually blameless in this scenario (as they are physically and intellectually inferior to men). Otherwise we should blame children for the problems their parents put them through. It is the disgusting beta cucks who allow this to happen for "equality" (attacking nature) and in hopes of actually getting laid to produce offspring (which wouldn't happen otherwise). At the same time, the beta men also need to take some responsibility and not roam the city streets looking to dump their load into some cunt as if we're still hunter-gatherers or some stupid shit.
Man, contraceptives really did act as a cultural life hack. Say goodbye to your beloved civilisations. Sit back and enjoy the ride -
2018-01-15 at 10:58 PM UTC in If you had 100 million dollarsHave a private military contractor on retainer
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2018-01-15 at 3:08 AM UTC in Mmm, I'm hungry
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2018-01-15 at 2:56 AM UTC in Don't be surprised! I can't Thank or Quote you anymoreI actually prefer using this site on mobile, but unfortunately the layout prevents you from seeing who posted in a thread last so I don't know which threads to avoid.
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2018-01-15 at 2:53 AM UTC in Mmm, I'm hungryWho else is hungry? What would you want to eat right now?
If I could, I would put some cottage cheese in a bowl, throw in some oats, chop up a banana and a kiwi and pour some honey over it to top it off. MMMMMMMM. I always use a little spoon because it gives me the illusion that I'm eating more than I really am. -
2018-01-15 at 2:28 AM UTC in Killing yourself with nothing whatsoeverI would put myself in a meditative trance that induces suicide
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2018-01-15 at 2:25 AM UTC in What is your most treasured possession?Yes, I am over £60k in debt due to uni fees. But you're right, I probably never have to worry about it again.
What about you? -
2018-01-15 at 2:23 AM UTC in Donald Trump 'shithole' talk dey make people ginger
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2018-01-15 at 2:20 AM UTC in What is your most treasured possession?What do you think it is?
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2018-01-15 at 2:17 AM UTC in Money is everything.
Originally posted by Xlite Money is the result of our ego being freely allowed to express itself.
This started about the time we stopped the hunter/gatherer trend, mainly because we stopped foraging and started doing agriculture.
You see back when we were foraging, we had a more varied intake of mushrooms. Psilocybin is know for its ego repressing properties, and so when we stopped eating these shrooms our ego was allowed to blossom. Concepts such as "you and i" and "mine and yours" was reinforced and eventually replaced "us" with "us and them".
I really don't think shroom consumption was higher pre-agricultural revolution. Why would that be the case? If anything it would be the opposite.
Do you really think religions were created sober -
2018-01-15 at 2:13 AM UTC in What is your most treasured possession?My debit card
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2018-01-14 at 11:30 PM UTC in Risky drug combosxanax+alcohol+weed = i may have fucked my own mother last night
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2018-01-14 at 11:03 PM UTC in why do you never see white dudes like this
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2018-01-14 at 10:59 PM UTC in why do you never see white dudes like this
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2018-01-14 at 10:54 PM UTC in why do you never see white dudes like thisI don't love her that's a sad ho, she a bad ho
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2018-01-14 at 10:53 PM UTC in why do you never see white dudes like this
