Posts by RisiR †

1. 2017-07-03 at 12:02 PM UTC in Which poster do you miss the most?
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   SotB wasn't -SpectraL.
2. 2017-07-03 at 11:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by Malice Not sure what did it, but sometime around 6PM, after taking a shower, the short lived depression I experienced suddenly reversed. Either a random fluctuation or the sublingual NSI-189 freebase I took in an attempt to attenuate my depressive symptoms worked wonderfully. Woke up early with a surge of thoughts/ideas, also began experiencing postural hypotension again from Nardil.
   
   I hope this lasts, I had a serious concern that Nardil had lost its effectiveness, which is something that can suddenly occur, for unknown reasons (Allegedly. I haven't researched it.), to many drugs, particularly antidepressants.
   
   
   
   If this had occurred I would have pretty much been fucked and knew that eventually I would have to seriously consider suicide once again.

   
   Nigga, I just put a little doubt into you. You know it. Don't even...
   
   No drug is the answer. It's all on you. Those compounds are just tools to use. I know you will go back to school, that's good. You can't rely on a substance to keep you happy, though. The brain and mind are sadly way more complex than organs are. You can't compare them to the pancreas or liver or testicles.
   
   
   You seemed a million times happier when you came back from the ER and had finally taken the first step. You were on drugs then and before that and now, as well. It doesn't fucking matter. It matters what YOU do with it.
   
   Life will throw a whole lot of shit at you now that you engange in it. You can't simply rely on a drug. You must also rely on yourself.
3. 2017-07-03 at 11:41 AM UTC in Name the 3 NiS posters that you
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by aldra it was actually The Asshole Whisperer, pretty sure it was just because he was relentlessly talking shit
   
   
   
   now you're a victim of incest, lol

   
   Whoa, nigga, sneak-dissing, huh? Wdf.
   
   It was The Assholewhisperer and I actually came up with the term myself. It was a story about how I.... fuck, I can't remember it. That's bothering. It was a Horsewhisperer kinda story. The ending wasn't as sad, though.
   
   Was it about me whispering into shy assholes to make them fuckable? Because I'm a Butt-Master. Anal Ambassador. Space Dedective RisiR: Solving the mysteries of Uranus etc. etc.
4. 2017-07-03 at 11:27 AM UTC in Inbox all fucked up
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   The layout got completely murked for me. Everything is sqashed to the left and the messages break after 3 characters into the next line.
   
   When I click on the main page it shows me a new PM but there is none. When I click on a thread it's all normal.
   
   ???
5. 2017-07-03 at 1:12 AM UTC in I work with a Muslim
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   William Taggart.
6. 2017-07-03 at 1:08 AM UTC in I can imagine Scrawnegro in front of a mirror
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   LOL.
7. 2017-07-03 at 1:06 AM UTC in Name the 3 NiS posters that you
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   It had something to do with me being a total stud or something.
8. 2017-07-02 at 10:27 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   Good post...
9. 2017-07-02 at 10:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by Malice Edit: Oh, wait, I actually ordered from them before and their quality was really shitty.
   
   Oh snap, I checked r/RCSources and just found a great source for pyrazolam powder: http://www.topchems4me.com/index.php?route=product/product&path=85_59&product_id=59
   
   This is different from other benzos. It has no recreational value and lacks side effects, it's by far the most selective for the A2 subreceptor, which is primarily responsible for the acute anxiolytic effects of benzos. I also came across a good paper some time ago that found that tolerance, and possibly downregulation, for the A2 subreceptor, or at least the anxiolytic effects of benzos related to this, didn't occur. Since it doesn't target the subreceptors responsible for the anti-cognitive, sedative, and amnesiac effects you could also avoid potential long term risks.
   
   Highly recommend trying this. They're based in China, though, so it'll take a while to receive (Some Chinese companies ship surprisingly fast, though). Unscheduled and completely legal as well.
   
   I'm definitely getting this. At the very least you could combine it with benzos that have more traditional effects (clonazolam) in order to reduce the drawbacks, if it doesn't feel effective enough for you or you desire the full spectrum effects of benzos. Actually, only muscle relaxation and sedation seem particularly useful, and the latter isn't an issue for me anymore, anxiolysis will generally have a large positive effect on your ability to fall asleep and sleep quality.
   
   Post last edited by Malice at 2017-07-02T15:44:53.841604+00:00

   
   I only read the first two sentences.
   
   Have you ever done Pyraz? It is very recreational at doses above 5mg. Well, it was for me.
   
   One of my favorite Benzos.
   
   Now I'll maybe read your post and correct it.
10. 2017-07-01 at 11:24 AM UTC in Finny took his Thanks back. HAHAHAHAHA!
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Awww, he left like a little baby and had to cry. Poor Finny.
11. 2017-07-01 at 11:13 AM UTC in I'be been shit posting for a month
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Why are you like this?
12. 2017-07-01 at 11:12 AM UTC in Finny took his Thanks back. HAHAHAHAHA!
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    GUISE! HE MADE A JOKE!
    
    

    Originally posted by infinityshock neither. he's a french fag.
    
    need le' dick. weee weee.

13. 2017-07-01 at 11:08 AM UTC in Finny took his Thanks back. HAHAHAHAHA!
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    
    
    You got called out on it the very fucking moment you Thanked one of my posts and it stayed up for months. All your Thanks did.
    
    You are such a delicate flower, Finny. It hurts to step on you and not in the LEGO kind of way even though you are way more edgy.
14. 2017-07-01 at 11:03 AM UTC in I'be been shit posting for a month
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    We notice you Finny, ohh boy. It's actually pretty hard not to considering you give off the stench of an... *sigh* I don't even want to insult you anymore.
15. 2017-07-01 at 10:57 AM UTC in Finny took his Thanks back. HAHAHAHAHA!
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    I wanted to see how many posts the old fuckboi has and saw that he took all the Thanks he gave back like a 14 year old teen girl. Hahaha..
16. 2017-07-01 at 10:52 AM UTC in Why does corprate whore bands suck so bad?
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Stop acting like you now everything, Doug. You do it all the time. Stop it.
    
    

    I guess you're right and that's probably something I already new,

17. 2017-07-01 at 10:48 AM UTC in i hate you
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism

    Originally posted by inb4l0pht You have awwwwwwww tism

    
    I think he just fakes most of it.
18. 2017-07-01 at 10:04 AM UTC in I'm going to kill myself
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Yea, I feel the same.
19. 2017-07-01 at 2:40 AM UTC in Indica or sativa if you had to choose
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Ok, I take it back. I didn't knowTK made the strain available. You probably smoke Green Crack.
    
    I once had a run with Psycho Crack (Psychosis NL#5xHaze x Cecils Green Crack). It was pretty stable for a line that hasn't been worked on for that long.
20. 2017-07-01 at 2:34 AM UTC in Indica or sativa if you had to choose
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism

    Originally posted by -SpectraL All I smoke is Green Crack. No choice required. You really don't need anything else.

    
    I doubt you smoke Green Crack. Do you got a cut from the OG? It's a clone only strain.