I'm trying to calm myself down because I'm under fire non stop. My brain... maybe my soul, yea, it needs a break and this place slows me down somewhat. It's like pumping mud into my veins. Shitposty mud. It will never stop being fun.
I've done all the drugs but nonof them where that bad. I feel like being addicted to harming yourself is the worst. I count over-eating in the same category as it's basically the same.