Posts by RisiR †

1. 2018-08-18 at 5 PM UTC in Alright here it is, another MS PAINT thread!
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   RisiR's happy suicide.
2. 2018-08-18 at 4:58 PM UTC in :',(
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III but for real that shit is just a mental escape. whoever she was she has serious flaws that you don't know about. if you would have got to know her you would have had problems and she'd cheat on you or whatever. you just think she's perfect because the only time you've ever seen her was perfect. but she has a boyfriend already who is sick of her shit. if you got what you wanted you'd eventually just end up broken up and broken up you feel me? there's always that one

   
   Are you trying to make me feel better or worse or what?
3. 2018-08-18 at 4:57 PM UTC in :',(
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by stl1 Yeah.
   
   She's schlobbing on another guy's knob as I type this before she takes him up her pooper.

   
   That doesn't make me a liar.
   
   PS: I've sucked TWO guy's knobs and also took it in the pooper since then so that's that. Soulmates.
4. 2018-08-18 at 4:55 PM UTC in :',(
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   @SpectraL
5. 2018-08-18 at 4:53 PM UTC in :',(
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   I literally facepalmed when I saw you had posted in my thread. Thiscan't be real life.
   
   I have not deserved this.
6. 2018-08-18 at 4:50 PM UTC in :',(
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by Bologna Nacho Craigslist-missed connections
   
   She's waiting..

   
   I'm German, we don't have that. :(
7. 2018-08-18 at 4:49 PM UTC in :',(
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism

   Originally posted by Enterita No you didn't.

   
   Are you calling me a liar?
8. 2018-08-18 at 4:47 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   Sorry I didn't mean it.
9. 2018-08-18 at 4:32 PM UTC in Making a girl think I killed myself because of her.
   

   RisiR † 29 Autism
   No.
10. 2018-08-18 at 4:29 PM UTC in Making a girl think I killed myself because of her.
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    I've always just wanted to be dead.
11. 2018-08-18 at 4:27 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism

    Originally posted by dudez_0 I'm feeling pretty great, just got a bunch of condoms that'll hopefully come to use ;) Also I'm finna smoke up tommorow with some of my best mates. Life is pretty great after all…

    
    It's great isn't it?
    
    Y'know what makes me happy? Knowing that all your friends are going to die and hopefully you will outlive some of them so you can experience their loss and grief.
    
    Fuck you. Piece of shit. It will only be a fleeting moment until you are back to reality again.
12. 2018-08-18 at 4:24 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism

    Originally posted by EllariaSand Wondering if the fairy tales and fake ass persona posted here are intended to try (way too hard) to fool people you don’t know…..or if perhaps your actual RL is so empty…miserable…and meaningless that you’d be forced to go to great lengths to try and convince yourself into believing you’ve “changed” and you’re not the deplorable loser you know you are….

    
    You don't fucking know me, ok.
13. 2018-08-18 at 4:21 PM UTC in Making a girl think I killed myself because of her.
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    When she comes to the funeral, rape her.
14. 2018-08-18 at 4:19 PM UTC in :',(
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    She was probably my soulmate. We both reacted to eachother the same way.
15. 2018-08-18 at 4:16 PM UTC in :',(
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism

    Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III *hands you 3 xanax bars*

    
    *sigh*
    
    Y'know, fuck. I'm currently withdrawing Syncans and boy oh boy fuck me, this shit really sucks. I'll make a more detailed post when I'm over it but Jesus...
    
    Today I had some brutal... I don't know, man cramps or some shit right in my fucking dick. It was unreal. I thought my dick would fall off. I threw up and almost passed out when I was like "nah, fuck this" and dipped my finger into a bag of Meclonazepam and licked it. Have done this twice now and all I feel is madness and anger and lonliness and worthlesness and just fucking shoot me for fuck's sake. Fucking hell, mate.
16. 2018-08-18 at 4:10 PM UTC in :',(
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    I just saw this absolutely stunning blonde when I went shopping. She was standing in the parkinglot talking to an older couple when I walked by and noticed her when we made eye contact. It looked like the words from the dude who talked to her didn't register in her brain for the brief moment that we looked at each other and I had to force myself to snap out of it myself.
    
    Then, inside, we came across two more times and both times I.... URRRRGGGHHHHHGGFFFDVXG
    
    FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK....
    
    
    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! So fucking tired of shit like this. I didn't fucking talk to her and now she's gone. So fucking mad right now. I'm so..... *sigh*
    
    Just fuck, man. I hate myself.
17. 2018-08-18 at 4:02 PM UTC in :',(
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    And then, then I'll just fucking kill myself.
18. 2018-08-18 at 4:01 PM UTC in :',(
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Don't....
    
    I need a moment for myself.
19. 2018-08-18 at 3:59 PM UTC in :',(
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    *sigh*
20. 2018-08-16 at 11:02 AM UTC in How to sleep after meth?
    

    RisiR † 29 Autism
    Benzos and speed are a bomb ass combo. I feel the exact opposite about the side-effects.