UPDATE!:
I'm now 100% that "Malice1" on SanctionedSuicide.net is NOT our Malice;
HOWEVER -- I figured out what Malice's actual profile on SanctionedSuicide.net is: he goes by the username "Neo-Schopenhauerian". -->
https://sanctionedsuicide.net/members/neo-schopenhauerian.283/This is almost guaranteed to be Malice, judging by his writing style and the things he talks about.
Additionally, he has a Reddit profile under the same username ("Neo-Schopenhauerian") -->
https://www.reddit.com/user/Neo-Schopenhauerian , where he posts under subreddits such as /r/TimeToGo (a pro-suicide subreddit), /r/antinatalism , /r/AskDrugNerds , /r/Stims , /r/DesignerReps , etc... almost certainly him as we are all well aware of his anti-natalist philosophical views & suicidal outlook.
Reasons to believe this is his Reddit profile + SanctionedSuicide profile:
~ "...I never spoke to anyone unless absolutely necessary. I wonder how many anti-natalists there are in the bay area. Shame I had to move suddenly due to random gang violence triggering a series of events. I probably wouldn't have liked them anyways." --
https://www.reddit.com/r/antinatalism/comments/8j43zn/have_you_ever_met_an_outside_of_online/dywvpb8/~ "What about wandering deep into the wilderness to a place where no one will likely ever find you. If you're willing to go through the effort, I read the SAS Survival Handbook about 10 years ago and you might be able to easily modify one of their traps so that it covers your body after a set amount of time, making it even less likely that they'll find it". --
https://www.reddit.com/r/TimeToGo/comments/8kbm99/what_are_the_cheapest_burial_options_that_cost/dz94wve/~ "I have a pretty strong case of atypical Asperger's and am in the LA metropolitan area and would be willing to travel for a study like this, or TMS. Currently I don't even feel anything about the immense personal benefits it could lead to. I just want to obsess over the data of a rare experience like this that could yield fascinating novel data. I like information more than people.
I believe this has high potential and widespread therapy could alleviate an enormouse amount of suffering, of appeal to those in tends to end up a particularly fierce hell for most if you search for data on outcomes and the rates of depression, anxiety, unemployment, lack of relationships, anxiety, lack of romantic relationships, or even platonic, severe isolation, which I warned others about years ago in a thread detailing a study based on excellent research detailing some unique and the strongest negative effects of nearly any lifestyle variable.
I had another account on /r/Nootropics and extensively detailed my absurd lengths of self-experimentation and quantification.
I had another plan if I ever decided to seek MDMA therapy by paying for it myself and making a post related to my life and how it could have avoided suicide. Ideally with video recording and notes if they want to write during it. (A professor, or even a good student doing this could potentially have a rare valuable case study I have Asperger's and in my late 20's have many characteristics of my behavior and life that could make me a valuable participant. My ability to notice changes, hyper-awareness, atypical that I have no problem understanding people, very good at written analysis, usually good at recognizing patterns in some domains, elucidate subtleties, and comply with some suggestions/requests, tests to see what I experience.
My mind is extremely divergent, it's not quite the ForeverAlone store because I actively seperated myself for a variety of reasons and maintained self-imposed isolation for a vast array of reasons. I don't think I feel any natural desire to socialize, feel no connection to people, am essentially asexual, very few and weakened emotions, family means nothing to me (I'm against nepotism), never really thinking about others, even few actual online conversation. I think there are many emotions I've never even felt. It's just like my brain reached an extremely rare level of human variation once the right environment enabled it. A large part of this was driven by the constant thought and research/reading I did, how my mind and views developed, the knowledge I gained. The extent this had continued is absurd, it's undoubtedly highly abnormal, yet not to the level of being unable to function, although it did in the past, (Alright now). It's really incredible, the lack of human social experience and desire, and the maximal alienation it can lead to.
It really robs you of what most consider the most critical aspects of humanity. Neurologically, it's really fascinating, though and not everyone's goal is maximal happiness. I'd like to experience what I may have been missing out on my entire life and decide to use it to further myself." --
https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugNerds/comments/8k7nw1/mdmaassisted_therapy_a_new_treatment_model_for/dz6xn3d/It's been about a month since he posted on either the Reddit account or SanctionedSuicide user... maybe he really is gone :[
