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2017-05-13 at 2:13 AM UTC in What's your profession?
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2017-05-12 at 7:46 PM UTC in Pro: About psychiatrists, even if you don’t need one right now
Originally posted by Malice No, I was doing it on my phone because my internet went out for a while.
Not sure if there's anything else I want to say, but if I have to resort to indirect threats, secretly recording everything so I can sue the shit out of them if they lie, I will.
*Takes off sunglasses and glares menacingly* "I think it would really be best for everyone if I remained on Nardil."
Before that: "I have to be honest, before I was having serious thoughts of suicide and was on the verge. I read the infamous book about suicide techniques named "Final Exit" and almost bought the equipment needed. I know about exist bags, where you can simply rent an inert gas, like a helium tank, and put an airtight bag over your head. You can also buy benzos and mix them with opiates. There are legal research chemical benzos that are very powerful and easy to get, even some RC opioids, and I know how to use the darknet markets, Silk Road being the most infamous one in the past. I also considered ordering phenobarbital and potassium cyanide.
^ Extremely risky.
2nd: I can't go off it. I need to be perfectly honest with you, the last time I was taken off I became suicidal and nearly made an attempt. It takes two weeks for MAOIs to wash out, and then other antidepressants can take up to a month to work after that, if you even respond. I don't have any plans, thoughts of suicide, and want to live, but I don't feel safe and will probably need to be hospitalized the entire time, especially since I'm completely isolated right now.
3rd: I'm afraid I'm going to become incredibly angry if I'm taken off and I'm not sure what I might do. (Deny everything, it's just a feeling). It would really be best for everyone if I remained on it.
4th: Go even further and allude to threats indirectly: There's something I've been thinking about. Most people are aware that the US is the worst 1st world country for healthcare, especially mental healthcare if you're poor. I've read about the famous spree killers whose acts could have been prevented if they had received the care they needed. I've wondered for some time if the only way to change the system is if someone detailed exactly what they went through in the mental health care system, how psychiatrists simply didn't care very much or listen, and they refused to be given anything effective simply because SSRIs are easy to manage for psychiatrists and low liability.
5th: Indirectly threaten them directly. This is going to extremes, and you have to allude to it very carefully, be sure everything is being uploaded to a site where it's saved automatically and they can't access it. Similar to the above, you're afraid of how angry you might become because of how you've reacted in the past. You can also threaten to do as much damage to their career. Related to four, allude to a scenario, but do not say anything that, legally, will connect it to any plan or desire you have, where you've thought about the only effective way to elicit change is to jump off the building of the psychiatric office, blame the person you were seeing for inadequate help, leave a note detailing your experiences, and even during the act leave a large sign near the scene detailing why you did what you did and directly blaming them.
These are extremely risky and none of them will likely work out well, although if you can manage, depending on state laws (be extremely well read, you could at least sue the shit out of them and make bank if they lie to get you involuntarily committed, which there's a serious risk.
Know how to deal with law enforcement beforehand. Flex Your Rights and Don't Talk to the Police are two very good introductory videos.
"I am invoking my 5th amendment right not to incriminate myself. I wish to have a lawyer appointed to me. I want to speak to a lawyer and refuse to say anything without their presence." Memorize this line. If you're interrogated, no matter what they say, do not say a word. You need to have the discipline and willpower not to crack. Learn about this interrogation technique, I also recall there may be a video of it floating around somewhere, and memorize what to expect: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reid_technique
But before all that, if you manage to get a medication that works and they want to take you off it, just ask to switch psychiatrists, tell them you aren't a good fit and it isn't working out well. You can even change to another location, if possible, or even change your insurance/HMO to move to another location. Just tell the new doc you're doing great on it, it's the only medication that's ever worked, and you have no side effects. Most won't care enough to do any serious research about your history, especially if they're in a very busy location where they meet with people all day.
Two more protips:
1.) Women tend to have, by far, the lowest innate grasp of their field and are simply good at rote memorization, with no real concrete fundamental understand, practical applicability, and are easiest to manipulate. They tend to be emotional and irrational as hell, so be gentle/careful with them.
2.) Nurse practioners can also prescribe medication and they tend to be stupid and unknowledgeable as ever loving shit, at least compared to actual psychs. They're barely going to have any understanding of your condition or the medication, so it can be easy as hell to just tell them you want to continue, or that you think you need a higher dose.
Finally: Yes, I am likely legitimately strongly on the psychopathy scale. I absolutely abhor your species and one of my deepest desires is to see mankind come to an end one way or another. I am an extreme misanthrope for countless reasons, based on over a decade of delving into an absurd amount of knowledge about the subjects that mattered most, the fundamentals of human nature, and being constantly, perpetually, lost in thought and learning to the exclusion of everything else, to the point where I began descending into madness because I couldn't cope with life and manage to crack some of the most difficult questions in existentialism.
I have no desire to change because you, as a species, are wholly undeserving. I have hardened my heart and want to have no compassion for you, in order to be able to do what needs to be done. Out of all the creatures in existence, you are by far the most worthy of absolute extermination and I hope to see the day it occurs.
Am I insane? Is it a matter of statistics when the reality of human nature contains very ugly aspects? At what arbitrary point are you determined to be as such.
Am I evil? Is evil something you are, or is it something you do?
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Originally posted by Malice No, I was doing it on my phone because my internet went out for a while.
Not sure if there's anything else I want to say, but if I have to resort to indirect threats, secretly recording everything so I can sue the shit out of them if they lie, I will.
*Takes off sunglasses and glares menacingly* "I think it would really be best for everyone if I remained on Nardil."
Before that: "I have to be honest, before I was having serious thoughts of suicide and was on the verge. I read the infamous book about suicide techniques named "Final Exit" and almost bought the equipment needed. I know about exist bags, where you can simply rent an inert gas, like a helium tank, and put an airtight bag over your head. You can also buy benzos and mix them with opiates. There are legal research chemical benzos that are very powerful and easy to get, even some RC opioids, and I know how to use the darknet markets, Silk Road being the most infamous one in the past. I also considered ordering phenobarbital and potassium cyanide.
^ Extremely risky.
2nd: I can't go off it. I need to be perfectly honest with you, the last time I was taken off I became suicidal and nearly made an attempt. It takes two weeks for MAOIs to wash out, and then other antidepressants can take up to a month to work after that, if you even respond. I don't have any plans, thoughts of suicide, and want to live, but I don't feel safe and will probably need to be hospitalized the entire time, especially since I'm completely isolated right now.
3rd: I'm afraid I'm going to become incredibly angry if I'm taken off and I'm not sure what I might do. (Deny everything, it's just a feeling). It would really be best for everyone if I remained on it.
4th: Go even further and allude to threats indirectly: There's something I've been thinking about. Most people are aware that the US is the worst 1st world country for healthcare, especially mental healthcare if you're poor. I've read about the famous spree killers whose acts could have been prevented if they had received the care they needed. I've wondered for some time if the only way to change the system is if someone detailed exactly what they went through in the mental health care system, how psychiatrists simply didn't care very much or listen, and they refused to be given anything effective simply because SSRIs are easy to manage for psychiatrists and low liability.
5th: Indirectly threaten them directly. This is going to extremes, and you have to allude to it very carefully, be sure everything is being uploaded to a site where it's saved automatically and they can't access it. Similar to the above, you're afraid of how angry you might become because of how you've reacted in the past. You can also threaten to do as much damage to their career. Related to four, allude to a scenario, but do not say anything that, legally, will connect it to any plan or desire you have, where you've thought about the only effective way to elicit change is to jump off the building of the psychiatric office, blame the person you were seeing for inadequate help, leave a note detailing your experiences, and even during the act leave a large sign near the scene detailing why you did what you did and directly blaming them.
These are extremely risky and none of them will likely work out well, although if you can manage, depending on state laws (be extremely well read, you could at least sue the shit out of them and make bank if they lie to get you involuntarily committed, which there's a serious risk.
Know how to deal with law enforcement beforehand. Flex Your Rights and Don't Talk to the Police are two very good introductory videos.
"I am invoking my 5th amendment right not to incriminate myself. I wish to have a lawyer appointed to me. I want to speak to a lawyer and refuse to say anything without their presence." Memorize this line. If you're interrogated, no matter what they say, do not say a word. You need to have the discipline and willpower not to crack. Learn about this interrogation technique, I also recall there may be a video of it floating around somewhere, and memorize what to expect: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reid_technique
But before all that, if you manage to get a medication that works and they want to take you off it, just ask to switch psychiatrists, tell them you aren't a good fit and it isn't working out well. You can even change to another location, if possible, or even change your insurance/HMO to move to another location. Just tell the new doc you're doing great on it, it's the only medication that's ever worked, and you have no side effects. Most won't care enough to do any serious research about your history, especially if they're in a very busy location where they meet with people all day.
Two more protips:
1.) Women tend to have, by far, the lowest innate grasp of their field and are simply good at rote memorization, with no real concrete fundamental understand, practical applicability, and are easiest to manipulate. They tend to be emotional and irrational as hell, so be gentle/careful with them.
2.) Nurse practioners can also prescribe medication and they tend to be stupid and unknowledgeable as ever loving shit, at least compared to actual psychs. They're barely going to have any understanding of your condition or the medication, so it can be easy as hell to just tell them you want to continue, or that you think you need a higher dose.
Finally: Yes, I am likely legitimately strongly on the psychopathy scale. I absolutely abhor your species and one of my deepest desires is to see mankind come to an end one way or another. I am an extreme misanthrope for countless reasons, based on over a decade of delving into an absurd amount of knowledge about the subjects that mattered most, the fundamentals of human nature, and being constantly, perpetually, lost in thought and learning to the exclusion of everything else, to the point where I began descending into madness because I couldn't cope with life and manage to crack some of the most difficult questions in existentialism.
I have no desire to change because you, as a species, are wholly undeserving. I have hardened my heart and want to have no compassion for you, in order to be able to do what needs to be done. Out of all the creatures in existence, you are by far the most worthy of absolute extermination and I hope to see the day it occurs.
Am I insane? Is it a matter of statistics when the reality of human nature contains very ugly aspects? At what arbitrary point are you determined to be as such.
Am I evil? Is evil something you are, or is it something you do?
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Yep your nardil is working alright -
2017-05-12 at 7:45 PM UTC in Porn SuggestionsTwo words.
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2017-05-12 at 7:44 PM UTC in Plachovoyim Blongaldos make me sick
Originally posted by Oasis I can't stand people that are like this. No regards for the well being of others and no empathy.
I'd feel guilty if I were like them.
I really feel guilty for bad things I've done in the past. I wish I wouldn't have done those things.
I'm going to try to show more signs of empathy in my life.
Either you're capable of feeling empathy and remorse or not, enjoy denying your true destiny of shooting up a school and raping girls and instead putting on a front that you're not a sociopath. -
2017-05-12 at 7:41 PM UTC in Plachovoyim Blongaldos make me sickYou make no sense
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2017-05-12 at 7:36 PM UTC in I HATE foreign objects
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2017-05-12 at 5:42 PM UTC in I hate people when they're not polite
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2017-05-12 at 5:22 PM UTC in I hate people when they're not polite
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2017-05-12 at 5:22 PM UTC in I hate people when they're not polite
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2017-05-12 at 5:21 PM UTC in tinychat.com/tinybltclol..
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2017-05-12 at 1:41 PM UTC in I HATE foreign objects
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2017-05-12 at 1:39 PM UTC in Youre in another roomI DONT . GET. HIGH.
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2017-05-12 at 1:39 PM UTC in 9 speed bikeI don't get high
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2017-05-12 at 12:57 PM UTC in What's your profession?I'm a courier because I'm too plauged by the orb to do anything else
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2017-05-12 at 12:55 PM UTC in I HATE foreign objectsShould I just chemically burn off the first 2 skin layers? Keep in mind these shavings are EVERYWHERE
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2017-05-12 at 12:53 PM UTC in I HATE foreign objectsLets say someone were to have ended up with particles of an unknown metal lodged in their skin, all over their body, EVERYWHERE
like, in a factory ending up getting your hands coated in what looked to be some kind of residue from welding, I have no clue. It could be nickel, iron, I dont know
How many showers will clear/dislodge them -
2017-05-12 at 12:51 PM UTC in Opinions on the homeless?As long as they're mentally ill/clearly fucked over by society, they can have my unneeded metal currency
If they're normies, kill them and make chewy ocular dumplings -
2017-05-12 at 12:49 PM UTC in I hate people when they're not politeAnd then somthing in french for a while that I don't know how to say because knowlij iz for scrotes
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2017-05-12 at 12:47 PM UTC in Youre in another roomI'd say the one you were in is always better than the one that you're in now
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2017-05-12 at 12:46 PM UTC in 9 speed bikeI'd say something to do with self conciousness