Why doesn't this website have this?
I want to read about the things you overweight individuals are finding on the web...
The favourably noteworthy types of things, that is.
Why isn't there one? What the fuck... Am I just not seeing it? Is the subforum title something different now? Because if it is, (and for whatever it does happen to be worth) II, have intended to find it and not been successful. Lanny... are you reading this... you recalcitrant websiteowner...
P.S. [ The eyes are reversed... ;) ]
mike
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2021-04-20 at 1:56 AM UTC
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-SpectraL
bump.
mental institution, february 2021. from my FACESOFMETH associated facebook account. you know my real name.
ps. 17 years of use.
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Holy shit. Sudo died.
it's a beautiful song, though. seriously. listen to it. Sudo, listen to ''farewell'' by jellyroll and don't cry.
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Holy shit. Sudo died.
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2019-11-21 at 1:10 PM UTC
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What's up Poast?
Originally posted by Unwyred
Good. Taking your advice, getting more of my shit together. Been fixing up my house.
Gay.
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2019-10-25 at 3:57 PM UTC
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Lip Fillers
That's how I feel about those teeth aligning things. Some new thing there's all sorts of advertisements for. I'm not going to try to describe it any morethoroughly than this. Uniqueness is an amazing quality unless translated in a more detrimental than cliche type of manner. I feel good about how I feel about myself, when imagining myself in contrast with those whom of which I believe would be doing something appropriate in feeling pity for his &or her &or "XYZ" self as a result of their becoming aware of their having lived in a manner of which has been the result of their not having previously become aware, at a time before it was too late (in the case that it's too late, to not have what I'm suggesting not apply to them, in the case that I'm not mistaken about what it is I'm implying to be likely enough to be true to justify my including this typed verbiage in the manner of which I do happen to be doing so in regard(s) to...) of which it is that I am suggesting to be the more favourable attitude to hold in regards to this particular subject matter... and as a result of that, how they have made decisions throughout their life in correspondence with that of which would have contradicted their (which would have otherwise been) possessing the attitude of which (which would have also otherwise been) is shared with my own...
Those lip filler injections (I'm assuming they're injections, as that's all I've heard of, thus far, unless they have some new thing) are even worse because the victims who partake in the undergoing of such disgusting, sadistic pre-torturousliferemainder types of procedures can't change their minds... lol.
and they wouldn't even be able to express their extreme unhappiness through the facial expressions they would otherwise be comfortably familiar with. Their endorphin neurotransmitter systems would become afflicted with uncertainty. and threat(s) of further uncertainty. The only choice would be to suffocate a bunch of pathways in the bbodyrain associated with understanding the things they would have cared about striving toward in life, in regards to things all the way back to basic comforts. intimacy. comfort in ones' own body and as a result of anticipating rewarding outcome of effort within their life experience... to even try. and in a way that their conscious mind would not become aware of, because the threat of a lack of sufficient potential for sufficient timelength of survival (suicide) would be too great if they became aware about the truth about what they've done.
and it looks like shit. lol.
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2019-06-12 at 9:55 PM UTC
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Malice isn't dead.
Holy fucking shit you guys got trolled so hard.
By Malice & Enter.
They met up when Enter was traveling. They talked about this community. Made a commitment to not come back here (at least for a significant duration of time. 2 years probably) as long as the other didn't. And orchestrated this epic troll as a result of the energy of their fear of social awkwardness. They needed something to work on together.
Enter will pop back up here, and make some epic thread in some amount of time, and blow all of your minds. Malice will be fine. It will be Enters' "magnum opus" of group work. it will be a revolutionary transitioning point in both of their lives... and for the better. since they've both been in isolation for so many years and have felt bad about themselves deep down for caring so much about the totse/zoklet/NIS community.
As for me, I'm glad to have potentially ruined it for them...
Enter (Wesley ______ ) has been acting like a fucking dick on skype and like he's all high and mighty. Fuck it, you want to block me, and talk shit about me with Malice, how do you like this? Whoops. Get fucked.
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Age check?
Originally posted by gadzooks
What's the best thing about twenty nine year olds?
There's twenty of them.
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So, my mom passed tonight.
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What would be worse?
Originally posted by mmQ
Needs way more context and rules, otherwise the prison choice is too easy–take it and tolerate it until you can't, then just off yourself a far less painful way than the fire death would've been.
Then again that's why more detail is needed. Depending on the nature of the fire, "burning alive" in it might take anywhere from 5 seconds to 5 hours, or way way longer even. I'd need to know how long my nerves would stay intact and how long I'd remain conscious.
I know... I'm typing on a fucking cellphone. And I cant seem to get in my zone. It takes too much time and effort to elaborate on things...
Can someone send me money? Or better yet, an old laptop that they don't need anymore but that still works? I'm isolated in a small town right now at my dad's house and feel like a loser failure. Even though I'm a cool guy and I'm pretty good at making kraft dinner thanks to a spectral post I read a couple of years ago...
I can't stand the emotional catharsis! I need to express myself... sexually. And with a laptop keyboard to type on.
Hi Rizzo in a box. I'm glad you're here because most times when you post, I enjoy reading whatever it is you've posted... even though we've had our differences in the past.
I just did some cocaine and it was (believe it or not) of high quality.
I'm glad this website exists. Thanks Lanny.
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Originally posted by Vizier
Sup. I also discovered this place like a week ago or so.
It's honestly really good to see you.
mike
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In the past 2 years...
I've been through the craziest shit.
I actually DID get really fucked up on methamphetamine. I have tens of thousands of pages (probably) of stuff I wrote.
I never really was a meth-head back on zoklet or totse. I was a highschool stoner on totse. and an opiate addict on zoklet. The last 3 years of zoklet I was on prescription klonopin and I had no idea how badly it was fucking me up. 3, nearly 4 years of my life are the type of hazy blur that drinking too much... until you black out kind of are... when reminiscing the following day. and periodically having flash-backs of new, mortifying memories. That all started coming to an end the last year or so of zoklet.
So I decided to become a full-fledged , insane, "delusional" methamphetamine addict to help with the benzo withdrawals. instead of sitting on benzo-buddies in hypochondria heaven.
The point of this thread... I've had no one to listen to me. While the most mind-blowing epiphanes' , realizations, possibly delusional discoveries about the mortal coil in which we all reside. have built up. all to the point now. that i've found this site. and a potential outlet. emotional and intellectual. where people , at least some of you will probably read what i have to say.
and i don't know where to begin.
Vizier, you were always a good guy and I'm seriously sorry, man. I thought it was all in good fun at the time. and i actually mean that. I never would have wished you harm. in any form. I just thought what I was doing was funny. or rather. I thought it was funny WHILE not being morally wrong. maybe that's the case. maybe it's not. who knows. either way. I feel bad about it and I'm sorry.
everyone else: i made up that shit about talking vizier out of suicide on zoklet. to piss him off. and i took it a bit too far. it was a cowardly move... really.
the truth is i was sick of whore to a chainsaw and mayweather making fun of me. at such a down point in my life. and i wanted to , cowardly, like i said, deflect that type of attention onto someone else. and for that i deserve to be forced to suck dicks at gun-point until i die of dick poisoning.
i love you all.
especially -SpectraL.
mike
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