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2017-07-06 at 1:59 AM UTC in Recreating the deliriant speedball
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2017-07-04 at 8:05 PM UTC in what kind of albums do you trip to?shit lol
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2017-07-04 at 7:58 PM UTC in Alt-right commentators and personalities you can trust
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2017-07-04 at 7:51 PM UTC in Fastest Youve Ever Gone on Two or Four Wheels
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2017-06-30 at 2:11 AM UTC in the fucks going on
Originally posted by Scrawny II I overdose all the time, your body kinda adjusts after a while and now I can't tell if its hot out or I'm near death/lethal blood plasma concentrations of amphetamines.
If you aren't shooting it and you manage to overdose yourself while binging (with a tolerance) I think that means your supposed to slow down.
I just keep buying more. I OD'd twice today and I am "slowing down" lolololool.
Its a good summer man, yolo. Survival of the HIGHEST
would you consider that an overdose? i overdosed once but i was passing out most of the time -
2017-06-30 at 1:59 AM UTC in the fucks going oni recently binged, and ive never had any issues with meth and the only one i had i went to the hospital and i was fine. one day i decided to take some lines and smoke back to back and ending up running into a bit of a problem lol. instantly i started sweating my fucking ass off and had to puke baddd. i was keeping my cool in a car with my ex and best friend so that didnt make this any less stressful. we pull up to a guitar center as my buddy was trying to get a new cymbal and i was thinking about buying some pedals or some shit idefk. they walk in and i stay outside and i puke infront of a few crowds of people twice, they confront me i say im okay, and i go inside. at this point my heart feels like its getting stabbed, deep. like someone put razors in my heart or some shit. i feel like i need to puke again and puke 3-4 times in the bathroom. at this point all it is, is chest pain and the most intense paranoia. im on fucking EDGE yo. like id get sudden feelings of rage and i just kept sweating kept sweating. no one fucking notices, i just look like im on mushrooms cause my eyes are so fucking big. i planned to keep it that way, i fucking hate people who wig out on drugs. anyhow, it's been 4 days since this experience and my heart still fucking hurts. mainly when i move certain ways, is this bad and should i be worried? or am i pussy and need to get the fuck over it and quit bitching?
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2017-06-19 at 6:54 PM UTC in Dear fuckin gawd
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2017-06-19 at 6:53 PM UTC in best vpn for deep web shit?looks like ill be making good steady money for a while and i can start making monthly payments for shit i don't need. whats the best vpn to use for deeb web shit
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2017-06-04 at 10:36 PM UTC in Badass musicoh, sick lol
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2017-06-04 at 10:36 PM UTC in Badass music
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2017-06-04 at 10:21 PM UTC in Badass music
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2017-06-04 at 10:09 PM UTC in Badass musichttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LaUdgcb-W0Y
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_o28wQepOA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCc901E02eY
some cool music i feel should be appreciated, check em out if you like -
2017-06-04 at 10:05 PM UTC in idk what to do
Originally posted by -SpectraL What I do with toxic people is limit my interaction with them to an absolute minimum. If they try to interact with you, answer with one-word replies, such as yes and no, and don't volunteer anything else. I mean, it's not like they are really going to care about your input anyways, right? Hello, goodbye - that's about it. Never go to them for help or advice with anything. Be self-sufficient at all costs. When you see them coming, do your best to avoid them. Make it a habit to stay away from places they frequent, at least until at time you don't expect them to be there. Never borrow money from them, or ask for anything from them; being indebted to them only makes them feel like they have more power over you. The key is to strip away every single faucet of interaction with them. If you hear them talking, turn up your music to a level that drowns them out, but doesn't bother them. Don't do them any favors whatsoever, as that only reinforced their delusion that you care about them. If they say something you disagree with, do not bother wasting any of your time refuting it, just nod your head and try to get away as soon as possible. Don't use any of their stuff, even if it means a sacrifice to yourself, because that only leaves a window open for them to manufacture complaints about your use of their stuff. Find out their schedule and habits, and create your own schedule and habits to be out of sync with theirs, that way you limit possibilities of having to interact with them. Always remember, family or not, they are not your friends. They are not there to help you. They are only there to enrich themselves at your expense, so you must recognize that fact, and stop letting sentimentality and your own needs get in the way of that basic truth. Good luck.
i needed that man. good words you have there -
2017-05-27 at 12:21 PM UTC in idk what to do
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2017-05-27 at 1:22 AM UTC in idk what to do
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2017-05-25 at 11:22 PM UTC in idk what to doim a drug addict and my house is extremely depressing. parents always fighting, always fucking tension. i need to get out man. but i dont have the money. i go to work everyday and come home to nothing but negativity and always putting me down for something. its always something. i cant talk about anything, if i have a problem i get a rant about how its all my fault. simple conversations turn into guilt tripping me for dropping out, or how i dont listen to anyone, or how im stupid or how im an idiot. i fuckin hate my life and i want to die
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2017-05-20 at 4:35 PM UTC in i want to be richi want to have pounds of meth, snort coke off my granite counter tops and fill my house with expensive guitar amps and cabs. i want bitches and pimped out street bikes. fuck the world
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2017-05-11 at 2:38 AM UTC in i hate worki wish i could get everything for free but im a somewhat decent drug addict and pay for my meth with hard work
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2017-05-02 at 4:12 PM UTC in job interviewi got a job interview in 30 minutes and im coming down hard.. what the fuck do i do lol
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2017-05-01 at 8:38 PM UTC in Being sexually attracted to my bossget ittt