aldra
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I've talked about this with a friend before, someone who grew up in something between a church and a cult
considered throwing myself at a religion, full-force to see if I'd find any meaning in it
but he told me I shouldn't bother, the people that try never really convince themselves and get nothing out of it
2021-04-15 at 6:30 AM UTC
in
Random Thoughts
aldra
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they summoned tranny captain planet to piss on a black man
aldra
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back in the 50s or something they mixed it with morphine and called it 'twilight sleep', which was apparently meant to ease the pain of childbirth and other things.
turns out it did little to ease the pain, it just spazzed them out so hard they couldn't remember the pain after the fact.
it's kind of like diphen but much harder on both the mind and body. almost everyone who's tried it recommends against it for the fact that it's pure insanity and takes a while to recover from, but I at least think it's given me some direct insight into severe mental illness
aldra
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it was more that a minute-long conversation over whether it was an accident, suicide or murder was condensed to "he fuck himself up"
aldra
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and FYI I didn't drive on that shit on purpose, I did it the night before and woke up assuming everything was back to normal. it wasn't.
aldra
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it doesn't work how you think it does, it's literally a psychotic break to go.
it's not like acid or psychedelics where you know you're on a drug and see pretty colours and sounds; you don't realise anything's wrong even though you're talking to people who aren't there and fending off spooky kids who keep hiding in the 2" gap behind your fridge.
it's useful for crime if you want to completely disorient someone; you could feasibly get someone rekt on it and then convince them you're a removalist and steal their TV but it's not some miracle mind control drug like the media makes out. it doesn't fundamentally change a person, it just makes it very hard for them to work out what's real and what's not, which I suspect is very close to what severe schizophrenia feels like (minus the RLS and feeling of total dryness)
aldra
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only bad one I ever had was when I thought it was a good idea to drive to work on scopolomine and kept getting mad at my backpack in the passenger seat because I thought it was my girlfriend and she was giving me the silent treatment
2021-04-15 at 3:46 AM UTC
in
Are you vaccinated?
aldra
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aside from the asteroids thing he's right - due to the way PCR tests are run and the CDC mandate that any deaths that occur while a person has COVID are to be recorded as COVID deaths, the statistics are completely unreliable.
I'd rather risk the coof than cutting-edge gene therapy
2021-04-15 at 1:03 AM UTC
in
Raid and Roach Motel
aldra
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I know you're fucking stupid and all but I did make a clear distinction in the OP that only the first instance was not the result of starvation
