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2020-07-11 at 3:07 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-07-10 at 10:38 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentJust weedeated the backyard. Hot as fuck and cooling off. Ready for whatever dumb shit life decides to throw my way.
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2020-07-10 at 6:18 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-07-10 at 6:17 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-07-10 at 6:16 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-07-08 at 8:10 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-07-08 at 8:08 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2020-07-08 at 7:13 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdose
Originally posted by -SpectraL It's that always yearning for more that does the killing. You just need to be satisfied with what little you have and be happy with it. A life of moderation is the happiest life anyways. It's that reaching. That eye that is always looking for more. That jealousy and depression of constant comparison. Who cares if others have it all, you can still be happy with what you currently have. You have a life ahead of you, so live it within modest means and make the most of what you do have, not what you don't have, or want.
I mean I do live a fairly moderate life. I'm definitely able to make it on very little, I've been homeless so I learned to make it by on very little. I was actually fairly happy then but I was also on heroin. I just feel like life is becoming too overwhelming and I find it difficult to enjoy doing much of anything these days. I try to be happy but I'm depressed as fuck so it's hard. I am not going to kill myself because I know it's a selfish move since I have a son and I want him to enjoy life and not wonder why his piece of shit dad killed himself. I guess I just needed to talk to some people who aren't in my daily life because it's difficult to talk about these things with my family. Thank you everyone, it is greatly appreciated. -
2020-07-08 at 2:14 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdose
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2020-07-08 at 2:11 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdose
Originally posted by aldra imagine how much it'd suck to slowly bleed out as you shit perforated lung and horse semen
imagine how much more it'd suck if someone found you and got you to hospital just in time for you to survive as a paraplegic, crippled from the waist down due to overdose on horse cock
Lol that won't happen I assure uou -
2020-07-08 at 2:10 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdose
Originally posted by rabbitweed People who feel so shit they want to kill themselves are allowed to attention whore. I'd rather they get a bit of attention and survive.
If you could prioritize all the bad shit going on in your life, what's top of the list?
Ummm I don't know where to start, I'm just tired of not being able to trust anyone. I guess you really truly can't. People always make me feel like they're up to something. My thoughts are crazy. I view everything in codes yet I couldn't do coding on a computer lol. I'm just tired of how the thoughts in my head. -
2020-07-08 at 2:07 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdose
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2020-07-08 at 1:35 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdoseI know this seems like an attention whore thread or whatnot. I don't know how to cope with what I am going through. Everyone says being clean is so great but I'm in a much better mindstate when I am on drugs, I guess because it dulls the crazy thoughts in my head and I refuse to take antipsychotics.
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2020-07-08 at 1:28 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdose
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2020-07-08 at 1:27 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdoseI mean there's not really any viable options at this time. I don't want to leave a mess for the people I'm staying with to clean up. I have these thoughts about some fucked up things and when I explain the reasoning behind it everyone says I'm crazy. I might be crazy but I know what I'm seeing and I'm tired of feeling like the whole world wants me gone.
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2020-07-08 at 1:24 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdoseI'm tired of everything. My son is the sole reason that I haven't done it yet.
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2020-07-08 at 1:11 AM UTC in Easiest way to kill yourself besides an overdoseI'm just tired of going on with this bullshit we call life. I don't have access to fentanyl or heroin or I would have done it by now. People say they care but I kinda get the feeling that no one does. Everyone plays games with me so I'm ready to get it over with. I haven't felt like anyone has cared in a very long time. Sometimes like the whole world is against me. My mom died in a way that just seems fishy to me. I fully believe she was murdered but I could never prove it. I lost 5 friends this last week, some of them I don't think was the way they claimed. I know my son is going to be alright so there's really no need for me to stay alive. I need to know the quickest and most painless ways. I have a feeling that if I don't do this soon someone else is going to do it in a much worse way.
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2020-07-06 at 11:26 PM UTC in Why would my online internet long distance Chinese girlfriend send me a picture of her bloody knickers?Did you squeeze all the tasty juice out? Thatsp the best part is tasting it.
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2020-07-06 at 11:22 PM UTC in funny thing just happened with that woman who said she was hungry earlierShe's way too mediocre for you to bag. Set the bar at .5 and you might snag some vag....
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2020-07-06 at 11:20 PM UTC in Rabbitweed - Great source of Child P
