I mean there's not really any viable options at this time. I don't want to leave a mess for the people I'm staying with to clean up. I have these thoughts about some fucked up things and when I explain the reasoning behind it everyone says I'm crazy. I might be crazy but I know what I'm seeing and I'm tired of feeling like the whole world wants me gone.
I'm tired of everything. My son is the sole reason that I haven't done it yet.
I'm just tired of going on with this bullshit we call life. I don't have access to fentanyl or heroin or I would have done it by now. People say they care but I kinda get the feeling that no one does. Everyone plays games with me so I'm ready to get it over with. I haven't felt like anyone has cared in a very long time. Sometimes like the whole world is against me. My mom died in a way that just seems fishy to me. I fully believe she was murdered but I could never prove it. I lost 5 friends this last week, some of them I don't think was the way they claimed. I know my son is going to be alright so there's really no need for me to stay alive. I need to know the quickest and most painless ways. I have a feeling that if I don't do this soon someone else is going to do it in a much worse way.
Did you squeeze all the tasty juice out? Thatsp the best part is tasting it.
She's way too mediocre for you to bag. Set the bar at .5 and you might snag some vag....
Lol German Engineering is quality shit. And as far as Nazism I can't say I fully support it. I'll just say this, I have quite a few intelligent black friends who are waking up and realizing who runs the puppet show and surprise! It's not white people 🤣 I most certainly stand behind them because they don't spew that change your ways bullshit. That's just pushing the divide even farther. I guess greedy people sympathize with juden🤷♂️ wonder why....
Where I'm at there were no fireworks, just guns. And Mr. STL it's a little funny you said something about snakes. We put
a barrage of lead in a black snake. Couldn't even see a trace of that motherfucker by the time we was done. Good times and the most proper American way to celebrate the 4th, by killing shit!
