Posts by They Are Not Alone

1. 2024-10-15 at 3:09 AM UTC in I miss the 2003-2006 totse era so much
   They Are Not Alone Yung Blood
   This was such a great time to be alive and on the internet. There was so much value in totse and similar websites (like erowid) that I failed to appreciate. There were so many more intelligent people talking freely. I deeply regret not taking advantage of the knowledge that was available. I regret not experimenting more. I regret passing over the spiritual and hallucinogenic knowledge that was available on totse and erowid. I regret that a full archive of totse posts isn't available. I regret not going on an ethnogenic spiritual discovery mission in the Western United States. I look back on the 2003-2006 era of the internet as being like a golden age of info and free expression. An era we lost and failed to take advantage of.
2. 2024-10-15 at 2:59 AM UTC in Authentic ayahuasca/peyote retreat experiment
   They Are Not Alone Yung Blood

   Originally posted by Bradley What was your totse username

   
   
   I don't even remember tbh. I probably had like one post, if any.
   
   A few people I remember:
   
   Brill2u
   
   Miki (i found her on instagram btw, she's a tattoo artist in Massschusetts now)
   
   Gustav
   
   Perestroika
   
   Legalizespiritualdiscovery
   
   Loc Dogg
3. 2024-10-15 at 2:56 AM UTC in The internet archive/waybackmachine being destroyed forever is a good thing
   They Are Not Alone Yung Blood
   I thank OP for posting this masterpiece original thought. I got chills reading it. This is exactly what made totse so great.
4. 2024-10-15 at 2:45 AM UTC in Authentic ayahuasca/peyote retreat experiment
   They Are Not Alone Yung Blood

   Originally posted by Gridlocke Why wouldn't you just post this on main why make an alt for this?
   
   Just get you a trip sitter and do it at home. You don't need to larp as an Indian.

   
   
   Haha, sorry but I'm not a prior member here. I was on &totse in the early 2000s and only recently found this place. I also don't even know where or how to get peyote or ayahuasca. I know the retreats are mostly LARPers but I thought it'd be fun anyway. I'll try to find a trip sitter but it's nearly impossible to locate such people nowadays.
5. 2024-10-15 at 2:38 AM UTC in Authentic ayahuasca/peyote retreat experiment
   They Are Not Alone Yung Blood
   I'd like to know if anyone here has suggestions for a hallucinogen retreat, preferably somewhere in the western United States, like Arizona, California or Oregon. I'd like to try peyote and ayahuasca, as well as any other ethic hallucinogen. I want to get with a group of experienced users somwehere in a secluded outdoor location. Thanks.
   
   
   Edit: jf anyone knows the best ways to acquire peyote or ayahuasca, I'd also be interested in doing it alone, since the retreats I've seen are averaging around $500.