I remember back in like January/February (and many months before that) I would be always feeling like shit from Crouton and have so little energy I'd need to just space out and stare at nothing so that I could concentrate at all afterwards and I'd always be irritated or pissed off. It took a shitload of effort to do anything physical. I didn't even have the energy to crave sex or food at all and it was like my dick just wouldn't really work. Now I've been off the shit since March 12th (and two weeks taper before that), spent the time going through a terrible breakup and working out and eating well despite having a few little slipups with stims.
But today, I just crushed a decent workout for like the 3rd day in a row after sleeping 8 hours and I still have an above average amount of energy with my dick randomly getting hard from time to time. Got a haircut so I look clean cut, my eyes are bright again and my skin is clear. The ego that my mind built out of necessity to justify the meth and the opiates and the drugs and the shitty relationship is falling off hard, like every 12 hours I feel like a new person damn near. ANNDDDD I found out the financial constraints that I thought were keeping me here are actually manageable in such a way that it's not holding me back anymore.
I'm gonna stick around here for a few more months while I tie up the last few loose ends, probably fuck some girl from work or two (the rest of the faggots there judge because I've done this before but they're really all just bitter cafe dipshits so I'll do it to spite them, fuck them let them die hating) then go start a new life.
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Since it seems like this is a thing a lot of people are dealing with right now, and ive been getting a lot out of NA meetings/sponsorships...I want to have this thread be like an ongoing Anonymous-style meeting. Some people even do skype meetings with people across the globe. You dont have to be 100% serious all the time, but try to refrain from being a faggot. And this is going to be a place where all the forum politics won't be. No matter how friendly you are with someone...if theyre doing something stupid or destructive, you can call them out on it here, and theyre legally not allowed to be butthurt in any other threads. Its also been really helpful for me to have a sounding board of people to run certain decisions by. So i dont have to obsess over whether im making the right choice or not (since i know im fucking crazy and i make some stupid decisions.
Talk about whats going on with you, how you feel about it, what youre trying to accomplish. Im going to try to scan and upload all of the various workbooks and shit tomorrow, so you can do that shit if you want. Honestly a lot of the other shit is hella gay, but the step working guide has been really helpful.
Anyway RIP in peace to this thread in advance, but lets talk about feelings. No homo. (ALL HOMO).
E:WORK BOOKS BELOW
https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=1brmUcLC9De4D2t0GOlOdA1slnThjOhUH
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Originally posted by HTS
Hi. My penis is very feminine and I have no balls so it's not gay if we have sex 'cause our balls can't touch. 🤷♀️
I guess you can say you have a... female member
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2019-06-18 at 6:01 PM UTC
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JIDF Controlled Opposition
Originally posted by Number13
Israel is expanding settlements again
https://www.rt.com/news/462020-trump-heights-golan-netanyahu/kek
they put it in the Golan so when Syria eventually comes to take it back, they can tell Trump (or whatever US President is sitting at the time) that it's a personal slight and have a better chance of getting the US directly involved.
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I like my coffee like I like my ethnic minorities.
I dont like coffee
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that would be a good movie, two perves go to a high profile attorney to get their rape contract made... but the attorney hides secret clauses in the contract and now he owns them both
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2019-06-18 at 12:01 AM UTC
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Do gays have anal orgasms?
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idk, you tell me. you're clearly one of them.
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lol OP's gonna get served child support papers in 9 months
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dope heads use careful dosing formulas out of medical textbooks its just that their damn dope isnt consistent otherwise everything would be fine
must drug users are basically 3/4 of a doctor they know so much about receptors and the best veins to hit i heard in kenya they will make a drug addict at least a nurse practitioner if they od 4 times and live
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Originally posted by NARCassist
i read it, and you stated that i was wrong to think your exaggerated version. i'm putting you right on your little strawman attempt. for example nobody is advocating it being sold in fucking gas stations ffs, you moron.
and you know the majority of those desperate addicts on the streets aren't exclusively heroin addicts, they are total junkies and are doing literally every substance they can get their hands on. if you went and trolled these people about jenkem they would totally be brewing up their turds. they sniff glue and aerosols if thats all they could get. as it is they'r all drinking heavily as well as taking heroin and are all doing valium, xanax, pregabs, mogadons, zopiclones and any other tablets they can get their hands on as well as smoking crack and spice regularly. as i said before these people are just total fucking losers who are so fucked they are desperate to escape their shitty existence. no amount of prohibition in the world would stop them. you could state the death penalty for mere possession and they'd still be out there business as usual. advocating prohibition to save these people is ridiculous. all the harm prohibition causes everyone in society and you think its worth it to try and save these fucking idiots. what an extremely stupid exercise in futility that is. absolutely fucking mental, continue what we've been doing for 60 years and expect to all of a sudden get different results somehow. people who don't do drugs are fucking crazy, lol.
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Lol none of that counters what I said about overdoses bud. If anything you made my point.
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Originally posted by NARCassist
its pretty fucking clear that prohibitionists can't get their head around simple concepts like personal responsibility, freedom of choice and general liberty.
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Yes. All those Narcan shots are being funded by the collective responsibility of heroin users everywhere.
Aaaand when it's legalized all that will stop because it's legal an all and personal responsibility an all
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Wow you said "fast food" in the most retarded way humanly possible.
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ye
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Originally posted by HTS
No? Nobody wants to rape me (let alone multiple people simultaneously), and I don't want to rape anybody. 😅
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Full Grown Retard is of average height and athletic build, full tardraged and intent on killing Midget With A Knife from the moment he sets foot in the arena.
FGR is full retard but has some experience fighting due to being bullied for retardation.
Battle takes place on a fenced basketball court. MWAK either has to climb the fence to escape or kill the retard to win. Retard must kill or incapacitate MWAK to win.
Who would win?
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Originally posted by NARCassist
can you explain why you think you're not a brainwashed tard then?
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We don't want the next generation to be filthy fucking addicts you idiot.
Like HTS said, drugs are bad. Anyone who does them is dumb and ruining their body, mind, and soul. End of story.
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In fairness, it is her turn.
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Originally posted by NARCassist
whats that movie where the young girl hooks up with the older dude and they go on a serial killing spree?
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God bless America
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