About a year ago though, after a fucking horrible experience dealing with this yuppie chick from PA. (Assault, harassment, attempted rape through drugging after numerous rejections) I started hearing two new voices in my had that don't belong to me. One behaves almost exactly like that spoiled fucking pretentious bitch and reacts to the fodder I've thrown down experimentally and the other reacts to her like they're related or closely acquainted but seems to have at least a portion of a concious and soul. I've read into some gangstalking, v2k and various similarly occurring events Happening to others and that, paired with the unbelievable contrast from my own mind has led me to believe that this ain't just me and the shadow people up in my head anymore. I'm too old to get that schizophrenia at this point and im not on enough drugs for this to be psychosis (ive dealt with this in the past and its worlds apart from this) Yall know anything about this kind of shit or what?
So I'm a type 1 diabetic and nearly died multiple times when I lived on the streets and didn't have insulin. Chances are, my dumbass is going to end up on the streets again at some point in my life and I'd really rather not go through the excruciating pain of ketoacidosis again. Any way for a guy to make his own insulin or what??
