Man... I can not break this Woman for nothing, man. Like, I was like... Ok, you're home, we're chilling... Everything I've done with this woman, I've literally had to go the extra mile... And then go the extra mile again
I was like... "Alright, atleast we're not ugly, we're not blind, and we have money to live." I was like, whatever, we don't have money to get married right now, whatever, we'll get to that point. And it wasn't even a conflict of interest... I legitimately wanted to just be "Ruck" buddies with this woman, and have someone to cool out with, shoot the breeze, and be occupied with. NO, she literally makes everything a effin' math problem, Man. And I'm like, wtf, Man. And I'm not trying to disenfranchise anybody, it's just that, it really does take work to get where I am, and to be who I am, and to be where I'm from. I'm serious, a lot of work.. Fuckin', and I still haven't made it to college. I really don't want for much, and I'm like, "Ok, just sit down and chill with me and watch tv with me, so we don't have to go to prison, please... And there it is again, a math problem. And I just don't know what to do. Like I said, she passes the salt, but, like... Freakin', she makes everything so much a math problem... And I was like... "What do You want?" And I get that math problems can be hard with people like her... But everything's a stone, all the time. And I'm like, do you want to play runescape??? I thought It would be fun... I have a good account, a house a throne room... Teleportation ability... I was like, "Do you want to play?".. Cause' I really actually wanted that part of her mind stimulated... Even before her Mom passed. Anyway, she's sitting here calling the law over literally spilled milk.. Fuckin', she's in the ER trying to get her nails done... And I said, I don't care at this point, even if we're playing 360. Freakin', I was like, because... Hey, look... I can't even enjoy pot anymore Man, because everybody has basically broke that feedback loop for me, Man. I used to have really enjoyable times smoking it, anywhere anytime.. It really is a drug you have to "Evolve" with, Man, or else you get too high, or not high enough... Fuckin' that's the truth... It really is shitty, I really used to enjoy that shit Man... Fuckin', anyway. Now, fuckin, even opiates, I'm over sensitive, meth, I'm not hydrated enough... Now all I really got is my fuckin vidya gaem, man.. And fuckin', Milena... She can chill and watch tv with me... And I guess, I do like driving around...
Ladies and gentlemen, this has been my Tard talk.
