I've been in denial for over 9 years. I was 14 when it first started he was 15 I was a drug addict and he was my supplier because he would steal pills from his grandma and uncle. It started weird at first but nothing to bad he gave me 5 oxys to finger my bellybutton. Later on it was 4 oxys for a kiss and anytime I didn't have the money he would want me to stay the night so we could sleep in the same bed and he would touch me and when I tried to talk to him about it the next day he would act like it never happened. This went on for a while I was probably touched by him 15-20 times I've just denied it and just shoved it down I've never told anyone at all.