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2022-09-11 at 11:52 PM UTC in Tolerance, blackouts and organ failure.
Originally posted by Ghost Maybe that's why certain people can't do drugs because their lives are so sad and small that they know if they were using drugs it would outweigh anything else they care about because those things are actually meaningless and dumb.
Hmmmmm sorry dumbass, trying ameliorate drug use only proves how much of a faggot loser you are. I've never known anyone so triggered by others' sobriety. I think it's more to do with the fact you are an addict yourself and that you can't stand anyone slandering it. Taking drugs is all you have known and the thought of being sober terrifies the shit out of you.
It reminds me of those douche bags that would deny weed having any negative affect on them, then beating the shit out of their gf's cause they have none.
Point proven, nice one dick head.
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2022-09-11 at 10:59 PM UTC in Tolerance, blackouts and organ failure.I've had my fun with droogz and thankfully there's more to life than spending all my jedi coins on it so eat shit.
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2022-09-11 at 9:26 PM UTC in Tolerance, blackouts and organ failure.
Originally posted by Ghost Wow that's a lot of time spent on thinking useless fag thoughts for someone that's clean and sober oh no is not doing cocaine and booze eating away at your soul??? Cry harder get TUFF I haven't drank in weeks and I feel great . No rehab just got sick of it
Why are you so angry and butt hurt?
*Whimpy whimpers*
Have another drink Rat Face, we all know you can't go a day without you loser, ha-ha! -
2022-09-11 at 9:14 PM UTC in 9/11 was an inside job."Lol the hijackers left no paper trail". Ironically they found one of their passports at ground zero.
Regardless of how the towers fell, you can't excuse 3 planes being successfully flown into the buildings in the 1st place. Possible foresight knowing they were going to be highjacked then not stop them, yes. But why control demolition to the targeted buildings, it makes no sense. -
2022-09-11 at 9:09 PM UTC in Tolerance, blackouts and organ failure.I noticed leading up to abstaining completely from alcohol I was drinking more and more, with yet more instances of blacking out. I also felt that it took less to get drunk despite being able to drink stupid amounts. This was accompanied by bad internal pain for days, sometimes weeks afterwards. Could it be possible my insides were/ are fucked irreparably and this affects tolerance. Maybe my liver isn't processing properly due to being so damaged ?
I never got blood tests done but I am keen to swallow a camera and have a good root around in there as Doug would say. I still wake with abdominal pain from time to time but put it down to dehydration as I don't drink enough water. I miss drinking but when it gets to the point where you can't trust yourself to even drink one then what's the point.
Inb4: "WAAAAAA drugs and alcohol are the best, you're just a weak faggit"
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2022-09-11 at 7:55 PM UTC in 9/11 celebration threadI remember it was my first day of Highschool when it happened although I didn't grasp the enormity of it.
I sometimes wish something as shocking and entertaining happens again. Then I think, "No, this is why you are single you sick bastard". -
2022-09-11 at 7:22 PM UTC in The latest Thor movie SUCKS!!!I was looking forward to watching this but then I heard the CGI is wank. How is that possible today unless you have low budget like Res Evil: Welcome to Racoon city?
In all fairness I actually enjoyed it. It stuck to the original game storyline as opposed to those God awful films we had to endure in the early 00's. -
2022-09-11 at 7:18 PM UTC in I got fentanyl laced meth
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2022-09-11 at 7:16 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2022-09-10 at 5:01 PM UTC in A list of all the losers me and §m£ÂgØL have defeatedededeeded
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2022-09-10 at 4:24 PM UTC in I got fentanyl laced methOP pretends to take drugs he can't even afford, even if he could he's too socially awkward/ Autistic to approach dealers.
The truth is he's an alcoholic. -
2022-09-10 at 4:21 PM UTC in A list of all the losers me and §m£ÂgØL have defeatedededeeded
Originally posted by Ghost Who the fuck would want to be "apart" of any of the cringey losers of this shit hole faggot website for faggots especially OP who doesn't post here and has 200 alts and is a huge loser that acts like he is better than everyone else despite being almost as pathetic as wariat or other retards
I would rather be part of a communist anti freedom nigger loving circle jerk where I get raped by niggers than ever associate with any of you mentally challenged irrelevant delusional jagoffs.
It's always the same people they are more stuck in old habits and loops than me despite being CLEAN AND SOBER AND DONT NEED THIS FORUM ANYMORE HAHAHAHA LOSERS and they always PM you a year later like hey man lets bury that beef dawg I was a mean person to you.
Like honestly how fucking gay do you have to be to send someone a message like that. If I ever did that I would kill myself. Just shows how weak some peoples pointless pathetic worthless existence is when something like doing a drug so radically alters their personality that they have to apologize and talk about their past like they are learning and growing as a person and acting better than everyone else because they got a job at walamrt.
HAHA STILL ON WELFARE ARE YOU?? no I have gotten and quit multiple jobs since xxxx time and I don't act like a faggot every time I stop a drug or get a job or do things and I also don't just POST HERE ON MY BREAKS GUYS IM ACTUALLY INCREDIBLY BUSY AND WOOPS LOOK AT THE TIME TIME TO GHIT UT
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2022-09-09 at 11:32 PM UTC in Hi Guys!!!!
Originally posted by Ghost I don't like that term, if I did some but it wore off does that mean i'm "on it" or do I have to be actively just hit a bowl like OOOO OOOOO IM HIIIIIIIIIIIIGH to count as "on it" or does doing it yesterday still count as "on it"
But yeah I am DOING IT but I haven't done it since before covid and i find it funny how SOME PEOPLE have made like a dozen getting clean/struggling with drugs threads in that time while calling me a junkie piece of shit all that while.
Nah I have my drug use under control and I don't care if it runs out and don't need to cry on a forum about it. It's called having a strong mentally and life God perspective of the multiversus. The problem is doing a drug to "get high" treating it like a SUBSTANCE instead of the holy gift it is. you should be doing it simply to enjoy the experience
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2022-09-09 at 8:40 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionJesus Christ! This has to be thee, WORST TRT thread EVER! I've been gone about 5 months and reading through the prev pages makes me want to get gang raped.
In protest, me and my adherents are going to post nonsensical homosexuality till we reach 420.
OK, yes I Thought it was a good idea also. -
2022-09-09 at 8:34 PM UTC in A list of all the losers me and §m£ÂgØL have defeatedededeeded
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2022-09-09 at 8:31 PM UTC in A list of all the losers me and §m£ÂgØL have defeatedededeededGhost -AKA - rat face -AKA- TRANNY SHAGGER. The current &Z retard trying to fit in that was never a TOTSEAN but who tries to act edgy. Thinks that the fact he become YOKO ONO and got with HTS he is some how apart of the TOTSE fabric
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Sophie - AKA - "what's- that- book- you- reading-let me groom- you (Lives near Amsterdam). Also rapes children.
Sudophile - narcissist, also paedophile that is currently trying to groom/ manipulate Kafka (definitely rapes chillens)
Drug Smuggler - Loser white Knight that is obsessed with me.
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2022-09-09 at 7:58 PM UTC in Hi Guys!!!!Ok so here is a pic of me and some random girl I fuck from time to time. True &Z legends will know that is Oct.
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2022-09-09 at 7:43 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2022-09-09 at 7:31 PM UTC in Hi Guys!!!!Hope everyone is well.
Before I start I must give my condolences to our most gracious, newly appointed, King Charles III. His mother, our beloved Queen, served the realm and inspired many for 70 years. May she rest in peace.
I see not much has changed, Candy still triggers the butt hurt masses. Good Work.
Bradley, congratulations on your sobriety. I hope you keep it up. I myself am still sober and attend regular AA/ NA meets. The craving is still there but we must continue the fight. I fill my time reading/ playing PS5/PC games although I try to limit my time to more productive activities a la learning. I still split my time helping kids on the the weekend and also adults with complex needs. I have kept up the day trading so bills getting paid but I work self employed, no exposure to high roller, Cocaine snorting whore bags like my past life.
Oh,I'm close to getting my son back! The courts saw through my ovary donor's lies, and that she's a complete whore I was right for leaving all those years ago despite my being a drug addict loser ha-ha. My son is 8 tomorrow and although I won't see him, I look forward to becoming apart of his life. My mother told me the teachers say he has, "extraordinary intelligence" for his age, which could not make me more prouder.
So how is everyone? I hope you are all well. This transition has made me reflect on my former self, how much of an ass hole I actually was; and how much I have changed and how much more I would like to change more. The way I spoke to people, treated girls and my complete hedonistic, self destructive cunt-ness. Anyways I hope the remaining survivors are in good health and continue Jeff's legacy.
