Like another superhero called Uniman, whose power is being a singular man.
I've fought too many balloon fights
Fighting against the Pinprick Armada
I want to start a company called General Balloonics
The criminal thrill of public urination.
On some level I'm sure he just sexually got off on committing the act.
The documentary and discussion about this case keep trying to find esoteric explanations like that he was a "Quiverfull" believer who wanted to spread his seed far and wide.
Maybe that's true.
But people don't do reproductive acts because of that idea intellectually, they do it because it feels good.
That's kind of the whole deal with sex.
Nature has created a very specific hardwired reward system to draw that connection between a reproductive act and a feeling of pleasure. That's why you "know it's good".
This guy didn't just coldly rationally carry out some evolutionary imperative for some religious reason... It's gotta have made his dick hard to be impregnating these pretty women.
That's kind of where the outrageousness of his act comes from, that's the devilishness, the evil urge that every right man has an urge to burn out from society and all of existence.
Impregnation and the marginalisation of the masculine urge to procreate and spread one's seed.
Based off the Netflix doc "Our Father" about the fertility doctor Donald Cline who fathered over 94 confirmed children by substituting his own sperm and inseminating his patients.
In cases where a husband had provided a sample, he would throw away the husband's sperm, masturbate himself and inseminate their wives with his own semen sample.
In all discussions about this doc, nobody seems to want to consider as victims the men who were robbed of their chance to father biological offspring.
Of course the women who feel raped by Cline are the main victims but some of the women where their husband's sperm was replaced didn't care and said they were thankful he helped them conceive at all.
It makes me wonder how their husbands felt, then how they REALLY felt.
Because it feels like people are pathologizing this guy's very desire to spread his seed itself and not specifically the fact that he did it the way he did, which consequently means all the cucked fathers are all dismissed as "what you really care about the amino acid sequences in your jizm bro? Shouldn't you care about the connection with your kids?"
If they don't care then what's the issue with what the guy did other than just fraud?
The discussion is always focused on
- He is ugly and a gross nerd
- He has a genetic condition that would have disqualified him from being a sperm donor.
But so what, if he was hot and had great genes then it would just be ok other than that they got services rendered that were slightly different than advertised, and that's just the harm?
No, the real reason is that it's appalling that HE fathered kids in such a disgusting and underhanded way... Other than that, pretty much every other part of their interactions was mostly above board and according to procedure.
The problem, the reason why I hate the guy, the reason why he is repulsive really does have to do specifically with the underhanded reproductive strategy... I really actually don't care that much about the fact that the women "feel" violated because the guy is ultimately creepy.
But nobody wants to talk about that specific point because if you admit you care about the specific part about spreading seed then you are basically putting yourself into the same basket as the doctor... As if that basic evolutionary, reproductive urge is a sickness itself. As if you are fucking sick for caring about that basic fact of nature that everything in our world "cares" about. The thing you are hardwired to care about... You can't easily put it into words so you are just supposed to deny it and act like what the guy did was something totally alien and impossible to understand...
... No I understand it exactly, that's why I know exactly how repulsive it is and why. If you can't understand it as legitimate then you will never legitimately understand what this guy's actual sickness is, why he is actually a monster.
Like a balloon floating over a pit of spikes.
Pushing behind the waste and toxins and on ahead to new possibilities
I have √-1 dimensional thinking, I even have an iD card
