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2022-04-29 at 6:05 AM UTC in Should I kmsDon't kill yourself!
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2022-04-28 at 9:43 PM UTC in Should I kmsthat being said if you feel you should cuz others made you feel like you should , would or could its time to get the fuck over those assholes realign yourself get ur shit together disassociate from those types and then if you and you alone feel its the right move then its your choice and right.
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2022-04-28 at 9:40 PM UTC in Should I kmsI never go along with prompting anyone other than mat to off hisself, its not cool to assist, its a personal choice that should not be corrupted by others
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2022-04-28 at 1:22 PM UTC in Wrote some more lyrics
Originally posted by Iseedivision You don't even know how much I suffer
I'll just use people and drugs as a buffer
I'm at the end so I'm thinking about the rope
Anxious as fuck wonder how I'm going to cope
I feel alone like no one can relate
My mental illness is really what I hate
How do I stop it without being numb
I hate myself for what I have become
Go to church and buy a bike
Jesus Christ will heal your psyche
Riding cross country will hone your body
Life wont seem quite so shoddy
Volunteer at a homeless shelter
or kill some people ala helter skelter
There's still lots left for you to do
Unless of course you're a filthy Joo. -
2022-04-28 at 3:20 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.OP should kill himself
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2022-04-27 at 5:54 PM UTC in I'm realizing that drugs are the only thing that makes me interestingno one is interesting and drugs are cooler than people anyway
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2022-04-27 at 3:29 AM UTC in Who are some people on this site that people don't like?
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2022-04-26 at 1:36 PM UTC in There's a chick painting the walls at my mom's houseask if she'd like you to paint her walls
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2022-04-25 at 2:06 AM UTC in Have you ever fucked a watermelonNigga we need to have a sleepover and play DK64 and watch Kenny vs spenny all night. I'll bring the hugs, you bring the party mix and a flat with 6 flavors of crush
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2022-04-24 at 12:16 AM UTC in Want to kms but I need hate
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2022-04-24 at 12:14 AM UTC in Want to kms but I need hatespray paint I hate niggers on your car and go drive around the projects
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2022-04-23 at 9:09 PM UTC in Want to kms but I need hateDoes KMS mean "kill my self"?
Not gonna lie, the thought has been crossing my mind lately.
I just have no idea how to do it quickly and certainly enough. I don't want to fuck up and end up in a hospital bed worse off than I was before.
Plus I'm kinda scared of what might lie on the other side. -
2022-04-21 at 4:13 PM UTC in What do you do when you feel alone/sadthey can be anxious
have you seen those 'cat calming diffusers', like the air fresheners you plug into the power point? the way they work is that the scented liquid is impregnated with cat 'trust' pheremones. if you've had cats before you've probably noticed they headbutt or rub their faces on people and things they like - there are pheremone glands on their faces and it transfers to you, letting other cats know that you're trustworthy
the diffusers pretty much just flood the room with pheremones that indicate it's safe; every vet I've been to uses them nowadays -
2022-04-21 at 3:23 PM UTC in My anxiety is making me a cowardI am having a bad mental health day myself and called out of work now I'm at Starbucks being awkwardly not knowing where to stand and Instead of go to the mall and buy a coat I ordered it online
Anxiety is a fun time just drink more -
2022-04-19 at 5:49 PM UTC in What do you do for fun?Some of these I wouldn’t do regularly or no longer do:
- Used to go to ballet class before lockdown but now I do it with ENB at home.
- Hanging out at the skatepark with fwb.
- Travelling alone, usually England.
- Gaming
- Learning German. In the past Romanian.
- Reading
- Studying in the library til 2am. I’m a night owl.
- Arcade occasionally though I prefer my online one.
- Scooby Doo roleplay with people online.
- Drugs
- Meeting people off the internet - friends, Fetlife or AW.
- Online relationship not serious.
- Fetish parties
- Started hiking and cycling places during lockdown
- During lockdown I’d go to this hotel and made friends there with this couple who lived there, would have dinner with them/party in their room.
- Anarchy, not as extreme anymore.
- Hanging out with friends, every few months because I like being alone. Nightclub or pub.
- Ghost-hunting.
- Exploring abandoned buildings.
- Movies/sinny.
- Shopping. I love clothes.
- Staying in hostels.
- I like parking online with a friend while I do other stuff.
- When I want to chill it’s the butterfly house, Thai massage, Victorian gardens, beach or woods. -
2022-04-19 at 2:57 PM UTC in What do you do when you feel alone/sad
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2022-04-19 at 2:04 PM UTC in What do you do when you feel alone/sadExercise.
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2021-06-16 at 4:06 AM UTC in The original name of God is Tetragrammaton
Originally posted by Ghost Geometry is the unifying theme of all religion.
I think there are two Gods in the Old testament. There is the universal "essence" God who "desires mercy, not vengeance" who dominates the later prophets--Jeremiah, Jesus
Then there is the vicious tribal god, Yahweh, the one who talks to snakes, turns women into salt, and incinerates entire cities because some yokel washed his hands in a counterclockwise motion instead of a clockwise motion. He's the god favored by the tyrannical Levites and prophets like Ezekiel. He's the one that commanded the tribe of Judah to genocide the world. -
2017-05-14 at 9:56 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
I can't stop.. I'm in love I really am.
I just did a perfect hit, like something out of a romance novel ;_; like a kiss goodnight.
I have to put her away </3 it hurts so bad... She beckons to me. I just love hitting that pipe over and over and over and over... one more... I need one more... finish off this bowll. its the never ending bowll... I am still smoking that one shard i tossed in there... biiiiiigg puddlllessss... must finish the puddle. It's MY PUDDLE DAMMIT I EARNED IT!!!
It will be lonely without me! collect dust.. it needs to be smoked now.. it cannot get too cold its like dinner. . .
I just want to melt down shards of meth and suck the smoke. I forget about the world,I go to space low earth orbit all alone on my little space station.. THE S.S tech pipe.. just floating around the earth round and round for all eternity.
I'm only an hour behind schedule, fuck it, fuck the sun too. damn sun...