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2022-11-30 at 12:17 AM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Pretty much everyone is happier when they are younger, I used to be the life and soul of the party…now I'm the angry old man who will shoot you dead for stepping one foot on my front yard.
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2022-11-29 at 6:14 PM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by UNSUB I don’t really have any empathy either. I just don’t feel anything at all, and I’ve been like this for a very long time. Where nothing really holds value with me. It’s like I don’t care about people at all. Everyday I wake up and I’m just fucking dawned by this feeling of “nothing matters” I’m not sad either.
It’s like I was stripped of all my human emotions or I’m just very disconnected from them. I cant cry and when I laugh I’m faking it 95% of the time. I’m diagnosed NPD but I feel like maybe I could be more than that unfortunately. Most NPD are just very sensitive and can turn empathy on and off. But for me, my empathy has always been consistently low. I went from being an abused child to a disconnected adult.
I feel so withdrawn and numb. It’s like I’m letting the time float right through me. I can’t possibly ever love someone if I can’t love myself. Shit just kinda sucks, the only time I genuinely feel alive is when I’m doing stuff I shouldn’t be doing. I am constantly bored of everything.
This has caused to be become very apathetic and no interest in anything but yet I don’t care. I’m just emotionally blunted. I’ve always been pretty flat but I’ve had my things that interest me and keep me entertained. Really the only thing now where I can feel anything is doing extreme sensation seeking which is stuff that’s illegal and ends up causing me further issues.
I love myself through. -
2022-11-29 at 1:04 AM UTC in CaliforniansThey are retards and annoying.
Why is it that they like talking about themselves so much? They actually think other people are intetested.
They also seem to be fuck ups as well but pretend like its not their own fault. I always meet failures from California that say life was so hard in California, yet they are 40+ and working in retail or fast food.
These people must have brain damage or something. -
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2022-11-18 at 1:09 AM UTC in Democrat voters
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2022-11-12 at 12:25 AM UTC in Users I don't understand why visit here:You need to fix your belt. Slide those little things down so that the strap isnt sticking out.
And wipe that smirk off your face. -
2022-11-12 at 12:20 AM UTC in Democrat voters
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2022-11-08 at 1:22 AM UTC in Democrat votersI vote left ONLY to piss off the right. I know its harmful, but I think its worth it.
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2022-11-05 at 7:38 AM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by UNSUB While going through the process to which I got my diagnosis, my psychologist mentioned that whenever I spoke, my face did not move. I showed no facial expressions that gave her any indication as to what emotions I may be feeling. If I told a story, she had no idea how it affected me. Was I sad, angry, happy? She didn't know. When she asked how I felt about certain stories or questions I had answered, it would take a long time for me to give her an answer. I felt that whenever I tried to concentrate on how certain things made me feel, my mind would shut off entirely and I would be drawing a blank. I would look to her and shrug my shoulders. Emotions do not come to me relatively easy. To be able to identify them, they must be substantial enough to make a difference in how I process certain information, otherwise I cannot tell you what I am feeling. This lack of being able to understand or express emotions is what is called alexthymia and it is a marker that would suggest schizoid traits.
Furthermore, on the physical side of things, I find that when I am not consciously put effort into myself, my face does not move on its own. I find facial expressions rather tedious and exhausting the more I have to use them. The muscle movements themselves do not tire me, rather the constant conscious effort and attention I need to put towards them. When I am relaxed, I find that my face falls into a very "dark" unmoving stare that makes people uncomfortable when I interact with them, so I always have to keep note of my muscle movements and how they may be affecting the conversation. On too many occasions, my friends have caught me on this and they now refer to it as "the death stare". I would say that this quality is what I would see as a "flat affect" and along with stunted emotions and a very restricted range of them, that is what I would consider to be a "blunted affect".
I've been told that I am monotone when I speak and that I have thick skin. I also don't laugh aloud, I just smile in an attempt to be nice to whoever is trying to be funny.
I honestly never knew what empathy even was until my early 30's and I seem to completely lack it.
I knew in my early 20s that I had ASPD but I didn't really understand what a psychopath was.
Some people don't like me based on my past. These are little things I did in my youth that they still hold against me. But it's not so much these individual things, it's moreso the pattern that these things have created. It appears that some people are aware of what I am. They don't even know of the much worst things I have done since...
Anyways, my main goal is to be healthy and happy while growing my wealth. -
2022-11-03 at 12:14 AM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A DiscussionWell I need answers.
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2022-11-02 at 4:53 PM UTC in I hung up on Fona earlierFona stopped answering when I called him. I called him a lot.
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2022-11-02 at 4:51 PM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
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2022-11-01 at 4:37 AM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by Speedy Parker Normal is simply that which conforms to a standard and behaves as expected. I would argue that it is common for people to be normal.
Yeah.
I just want to know if I will continue to feel happy as I get older or if I will end up unhappy like most people. That is why I ask. -
2022-11-01 at 3 AM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by Kafka This reminding me of something, I used to think people saw me as crazy because I wanted different things out of life. When you have different priorities you don’t act normal.
There isnt really a 'normal' when it comes to people. There is a common.
Common according to statistics, would be overweight/obese, unhappy, stressed, and not finacially fit.
Do you want to be the common person? -
2022-10-30 at 10:59 PM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by Kafka It’s like someone having to spend their life in jail but not caring, and if they suddenly found enlightenment at the end and felt regret then they are suffering.
Not exactly. Psychopaths still get to enjoy things in life, they just enjoy different things.
Its kind of like a religous person that finds happiness in doing volunteer work, saying that other people will never feel happy unless they become religous and do volunteer work for the community. Its not true due to different people finding happiness in different places. -
2022-10-30 at 7:23 PM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A Discussion
Originally posted by Haxxor Despite their outward arrogance, psychopaths feel inferior to others and know they are stigmatized by their own behavior. Some psychopaths are superficially adapted to their environment and may even convince themselves they’re popular, but deep down they know they must carefully hide their true nature because it will not be acceptable to others.
This leaves psychopaths with a difficult choice: adapt and participate in an empty, unreal life, or do not adapt and live a lonely life isolated from the social community. They see the love and friendship others share and feel dejected knowing they will never be part of it. They’re always on the losing end of meaningful human connection of any kind and they know it.
The significance of suffering in the development and diagnosis of psychopathy is underexposed in our current diagnosic systems and theories. It is extremely important to recognize hidden suffering, loneliness, and lack of self-esteem as risk factors for deviant, and even violent, behavior in psychopaths. Studying the statements of violent criminal psychopaths sheds light on their striking and specific vulnerability and emotional pain.
But fulfillment is different for them. They cant connect with others but they also have no need or desire to do so(unless they want something other than the relationship), so they are at no loss unless they trick themselves into thinking they are.
Who's really suffering though, psychopaths or non-psychopaths? -
2022-10-30 at 2:27 PM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A DiscussionSo in the long run, organized psychopaths are more likely to be happier than unorganized psychopaths?
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2022-10-30 at 2:23 PM UTC in I spend around $900 a month on groceries for myself
Originally posted by Speedy Parker Your the one approaching their 60s with no woman and no children.
I would say this is a good thing.
The older I get the more I want to be alone and the happier I
feel. I also become healthier and drink less. I also realize that I am increasingly happy about committing crimes throughout my life.
When I was younger I would wonder if I would reget doing those things. I also wondered if I would end up alone and depressed. The brain must change with age, because none of that happened and as I get older I feel more and more assured of it. -
2022-10-28 at 11:41 PM UTC in Psychopathic/Narcissistic Scale: A DiscussionI think the main thing that makes some psychopaths successful is not using drugs.
Drugs seem to be the main problem for most unsuccessful psychopaths.
