Twelve years ago it was.
Just out of school, at a loose end, alone with my mind and the internet. I search for totse, a name I remembered from years before that I had once stumbled across. Can't remember how I got there initially, doesn't really matter. I know it was Bad Ideas I found, though.
I find out that zoklet is the replacement. Sign up. Join the fun in the new Bad Ideas. Become moderator. Enjoy the drama. Wow, there was a lot of drama.
Two years later, after a short break and under a slightly different username, (Syphilis > STD) I return, this time mostly to ask how to doctor shop for "alcohol in a pill." The year was 2011. I hated alcohol, I wanted better.
This was where it all started >>
I did some dumb shit. I made a "huff raid" youtube video, shameful. I guess I wanted the attention. I had my share of serious mental issues at the time. That was a theme for the years that followed.
Since then, I imported hundreds of shipments of experimental drugs into Australia, hacked government networks (for curiosity, then told them about their deficiencies - and no, they didn't fix it), impersonated some people, poisoned a few others, saved a couple of lives along the way and unfortunately witnessed a few lives lost. Was investigated by the Border Force, was raided by a dozen Australian Federal Police Officers, many times arrested, never locked away, and now, after a long stint of rehab, I'm in university, have my shit (kind of) together, and have a lot of extremely dark stories from along the way with accompanying photos and bizarre mementos.