2024-11-15 at 6:13 AM UTC
Interestingly, in every case of anything The Magus claims, I do know that is the only example of how to achieve what he is talking about with certainty. I would never try any of it, it sounds like the supreme idea for how to meticulously engineer the profoundest mental illness that cannot be diagnosed or at all remedied through all of your life until you are not allowed to die and just have to stop paying attention when you do something as dangerous as you are.
I really hope you are okay, OP. In any case, this is the superlative faustian expression of what tragedy is all glory, and that is obviously the best thing of what is called a 'magus' to my knowing. Others should note: yes, everything he says is scarily very real and it should not be allowed by life or he will do it to himself, and the idea that it can be transpersonal should be every material concern to substantiate further care from a higher power that should have to happen. If they are not careful in administering such in a way that is to his liking, it is conceivable he would kill them in a horrible way.
You should post more about Crowley's tarot. There is a lot happening in that illustration of how mind works on very deep levels that you are probably aware of, and it could be of great service for whatever are your aims if you consider that the ace of wands does not have to conform to anything of what the divinatory conception of tarot meanings professes in the nature of the activity but indeed can adduce anything of literature beyond that inductively. That is my cognition for that I'm not sure is available from any occultist, but it is of course metanarrative then.