Folks here's BradleyB's once again candid moments, unscripted. & I don't make gay ass videos because I am very well aware that most of us use internet forums because we enjoy reading what other members of our community have to say.
So I've been having this issue ongoing for awhile.
When I don't drink, use drugs, or anything I kinda like feel dead inside. Bored. LIke there's nothing interesting to do. I know I could go out and meet people but I feel apathetic and like it'll be difficult to make new friends and I don't really wanna do shit except steal and other bad shit.
I don't really feel like doing gay stuff so that's out, I might go to an AA meeting i guess for something to do.
But idk, like everything's going good in my life, I have enough moeny and food, I'm doing well in my classes, I'm going to graduate in Spring, but really I just kinda wanna gamble, and have sex with strangers! and throw rocks at stuff! and fight strangers! And maybe smoke crack!
And i'm like ugh I shouldn't be on dat shit anymore, cuz i really want a family and my degree and sobriety but I just don't see much to do and I feel like I really wanan do something exciting!~!~!~
i tried buying myself a fishng pole and went fishing twice hoping that would cheer me up (didn't), tried gay sex (didn't help), stole a bunch some shoes (helped a little, but only momentarily) bought a weed pen well a couple of them, that helped until I ran out last night and I don't wanna keep getting high to feel better even if it's just on weed.
I went exercising every other day for like a week and a half, that helps but only after and it's a pain in the ass to get all the way to the gym with the buses and shit.
IDK I just kinda feel like something's missing and it's most likely alcohol/me being newly sober.
i guess part of it's i'm lonely in life and seeing everyone my age having a family and a wife has made me kinda sad cuz I have nothing like that but i guess gettin ga degree is a step in the right direction and i told my boy pedro I wanna help him with jobs so i'll have that soon to start on hopefully
„When I don't drink, use drugs, or anything I kinda like feel dead inside. Bored. LIke there's nothing interesting to do. I know I could go out and meet people but I feel apathetic and like it'll be difficult to make new friends and I don't really wanna do shit except steal and other bad shit.”
you cant even do that in poland bro. if you were deported here would you go out walk about and tey to meet people?
Originally posted by Wariat
„When I don't drink, use drugs, or anything I kinda like feel dead inside. Bored. LIke there's nothing interesting to do. I know I could go out and meet people but I feel apathetic and like it'll be difficult to make new friends and I don't really wanna do shit except steal and other bad shit.”
Sorry pervy, ain’t no one taking any advice from your retarded ass….don’t you have a 12 year old to molest or something.
Originally posted by Wariat
„When I don't drink, use drugs, or anything I kinda like feel dead inside. Bored. LIke there's nothing interesting to do. I know I could go out and meet people but I feel apathetic and like it'll be difficult to make new friends and I don't really wanna do shit except steal and other bad shit.”
you cant even do that in poland bro. if you were deported here would you go out walk about and tey to meet people?
So let me get this straight. You're Mom is Rich and sends you money all the time and You want to steal out of boredom.
You're basically the Winona Ryder of NIS. You're our Winona Ryder HAHAH
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny
explore abandoned buildings and dumpster diving or do what johnny boy does, patronize your local value villages for underpriced shit.
Oh, You Mean like Johnny Depp. Cause Wariat is our Winona Ryder!
Originally posted by troon
buy a glittery dress from a thrift shop, and walk through the roughest neighborhood wearing it along with some heavy boots (in case you get jumped)
you get about an hour of adrenaline easy
That just sounds like a NIS challenge to me. I suggested we all hook up in Vegas but honestly, NYC would be more fun. we could just go up into the Bronx and see how long it would take for one of us to get shot and have a dead pool on who and when it happens.
Or Chicago. I always wanted to visit that Museum that Ferris Beuler goes to. MOMA
It's called being normal Bradley. Normal peoples life is boring 95% of the time, your brain desires excitement because for years you've been drinking, drugging, stealing and fighting.
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