guys I told her

1. 2022-11-27 at 10:29 PM UTC

   #41
   

   Bradley Black Hole
   booze has always been a problem for me in ways that no drug ever has and probably nothing (at least nothing) ever will be so pervasive of an issue.
   
   I'm thinking about drinking right now and have been for a couple hours! Thinking about drinking tomorrow when I go to college because this gay environmentalist guy asked me to go to the bar after class two different times (and i think he knows i'm a homo) and i'm in his environment class tomorrow, you see it's just a constant little uh it's like they say a monkey on my back and i get stoned and i hear it and i'm not skitzophrenic but it's like i just feel like a little demon lives in my mind and tells me like hey the people at the boarding house won't care if you're drinking!
   
   your roommate will not tell on you for anything! he said your the best roommate he's had in a long time!
   
   you can and will get away with it! You're not on probation! You can drink! Why can't you! You don't have exams! You already have the study guide! Why go to the class tomorrow! YOu could leave and just drink at the bar and get laid by a beautiful girl! Beautiful girls will talk to you at the bar! You don't have to be lonely! you could go to the gas station and get a tallboy and drink that ont he way to the bar! YOu could be drunk in less than 10 minutes bradley! YOu have plenty of money! YOu're doing good in school! You're doing good except you're lonely! You can't find anyone because you can't find a way to socialize!
   
   It's a sunday, bars are full brad! Go to the gas station~! Then go to the Bar Tell everyone you're going to the library! DRink at the library! Fuck it! You can read and drink and do school stuff!
   
   Get drugs! get drunk and get drugs!
   
   Get a 4 pack of stele reserve, go to the library, go buy 40 in crack, get really high! go to the bar once it's dark outside! Vibe with others! Black out! Tell lies! Cum in people! DRINK!
   
   
   but only if i think about it does it turn into that spiral
   
   but i won't drink (some days are worse than others)
   
   Just constantly. But only if
2. 2022-11-27 at 10:30 PM UTC

   #42
   Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
   1!
   
   

   Originally posted by Bradley I actually am super against opiates in any form & I never really felt them physically. So like I'm so against pain pills that I won't even take Tylenol, Aspirin, Ibuprophen, or any form of opiate, I'm also against the nerve blockers like gabapentin.
   
   BAsically like I take drugs because they make me happy (i'm a drug user) or because they make my body work (arthritis meds/anti depressant), I consider being in pain to be a part of life. And this is not to you but to anyone in our modern society, you should expect to have pain in life and whatever your lot is in life you must accept that burden. Everyone has unique issues or will as they go through life and it is up to each one of us to try to accept that burden and do what we can to manage it.
   
   I also am afraid that one day they will work/i'll find one that gets me really high, and then I'll overdose and be dead like all my dead friends.
   
   Also, again this is my opinion, what I have is a degenerative disease and similar to your brokeback it's not going to ever get better, these are not acute injuries, they are chronic ailments. So anything you take to alleviate your problems, you must accept you will be taking forever since if you don't feel the back pain (or in my case pain in my joints), when you do stop taking your pain meds your pain will be much much much higher that you're now feeling as your body goes through withdrawal ontop of being extra sensitive to what we previously defined as natural pain you suffer as part of living.
   
   If someone breaks their arm or has surgery or suffers acute injury, opiates are great. They are in a severe amount of pain that is a single event that they will recover from, to alleviate their suffering at this moment and for the period of healing makes sense.
   
   But if they say oh my foot still hurts when I walk even though I broke it five years ago I need pain meds so I can walk and function at work.
   
   The realistic response should be: No you need to develop a higher pain tolerance because if the pain killers make you able to function, your body is able to function, you'll just be in pain.

   
   dont you think girls their lot in lot is also to expect and learn to deal with it from men by the time they are 16 or 17 yrs old and twke it tho?
3. 2022-11-27 at 10:31 PM UTC

   #43
   

   jerryb African Astronaut
   Bradley and I just crying about our life. Your right we need to get back to fucking with people or trolling if you good at it.
   
   I've had a pretty good life so far so don't need any pity party.
4. 2022-11-27 at 10:33 PM UTC

   #44
   

   Bradley Black Hole

   Originally posted by Wariat tell that to fona. why does he obsess about things so much. reminds me of pollacks and east europeans,

   
   Well I found something I wanted more than all the stuff I had amassed in thirty years of being alive;
   
   Not being cold.
5. 2022-11-27 at 10:34 PM UTC

   #45
   

   Bradley Black Hole

   Originally posted by Wariat 1!
   
   
   
   dont you think girls their lot in lot is also to expect and learn to deal with it from men by the time they are 16 or 17 yrs old and twke it tho?

   
   WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVEN SAY THAT RELATES TO WOMEN IN ANYWAY
6. 2022-11-27 at 10:38 PM UTC

   #46
   

   Bradley Black Hole
   except that if i were to get drunk i would be at the bar, high on drugs, talking to women, telling lies about myself, gaining their confidence and cumming in them or drinking to black out and fucking up my life by not going to college and giving up at being successful when I just stay drunkn for six months on the beach?
7. 2022-11-27 at 10:41 PM UTC

   #47
   Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
   you dont fucking understand how poland or eastern eirope works. ask star trek. he and me tried exactly what you are twlking sbout in the same bar im at right now how it worked for us or would for you.
8. 2022-11-27 at 10:42 PM UTC

   #48
   Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
   these are some of the most narcasistic garbage white trash people on top of being super suspicious and money oriented youd find snywhere outside of asia. again ask star trek how it went.
9. 2022-11-27 at 10:42 PM UTC

   #49
   

   jerryb African Astronaut
   I don't like cold but couldn't handle the heat and humidity of Florida.
10. 2022-11-27 at 10:43 PM UTC

    #50
    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    i used to think like you too when like you too i lived in the us. trust me it snothing like you or me thought in poland.
11. 2022-11-27 at 10:43 PM UTC

    #51
    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    its a religious right wing conservstive fsmily values marriage dont trust anybody like prison in the u.s. country everywhere.
12. 2022-11-27 at 10:44 PM UTC

    #52
    Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
    its so bad being here even when i tried lowering my boundsries to basiclaly nothing like willing to fuck a 60 yr old its hard. its really an asexual religious shithole.
13. 2022-11-27 at 10:45 PM UTC

    #53
    

    jerryb African Astronaut
    Dude I've been to Russia and found people friendly and very giving even if they didn't have much. Maybe if you got away from bars and hoes on the internet and drunks you could meet decent people.
14. 2022-11-27 at 10:45 PM UTC

    #54
    

    STER0S Space Nigga [the disappointingly unanticipated slab]
    maybe you should take a break from sex
15. 2022-11-27 at 10:52 PM UTC

    #55
    

    jerryb African Astronaut
    Maybe he needs to quit trying to lure teens, ass licking and dog fucking and start acting his age.
16. 2022-11-27 at 10:54 PM UTC

    #56
    

    Bradley Black Hole

    Originally posted by Wariat you dont fucking understand how poland or eastern eirope works. ask star trek. he and me tried exactly what you are twlking sbout in the same bar im at right now how it worked for us or would for you.

    
    Yeah well I heard about what really happened, so suffice to say my experience would be much different at any bar than yours would be, Mikej.
17. 2022-11-27 at 11:03 PM UTC

    #57
    

    jerryb African Astronaut
    Most people at bars don't like someone pointing I-Pads at them or perving on their women. I'm surprised he hasn't been put in the hospital or killed yet. Clubs in Eastern Europe are owned or controlled by the local mafia group.
18. 2022-11-27 at 11:06 PM UTC

    #58
    

    Haxxor Space Nigga

    Originally posted by Bradley Don't be so vulgar.

    
    Fuck you
    The guy is a degenerate child molester. The comment I made pales in comparison to what I think he deserves.
19. 2022-11-27 at 11:09 PM UTC

    #59
    

    Haxxor Space Nigga

    Originally posted by jerryb Maybe he needs to quit trying to lure teens, ass licking and dog fucking and start acting his age.

    
    At least he’s not posting about attempting to lure 12 year olds to meet up for sex. Can’t help but wonder how many children he left permanently psychologically scarred for life before he accidentally communicated with the law enforcement lure that ultimately resulted in him being charged & deported.
20. 2022-11-27 at 11:13 PM UTC

    #60
    

    jerryb African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Haxxor At least he’s not posting about attempting to lure 12 year olds to meet up for sex. Can’t help but wonder how many children he left permanently psychologically scarred for life before he accidentally communicated with the law enforcement lure that ultimately resulted in him being charged & deported.

    
    Yes we don't know if that was his first attempt or his 100th one.